Hello I am 45 years old, and have had implants for...
Long story short, I have been unhappy with them for many years and am ready to have them out, my surgery date is set...and I should have done this a lot sooner. Three years ago I even had the date and everything set up but I lost my house and my credit. I am now at a point in my life where I am learning so much about GMO's, organic eating, living simpler, not being such a consumer, etc. In general I don't like fake nails, fake hair, fake anything, but ironically, I have fake boobs, and that needs to go. My expectations for the explant scheduled for July 24th is to get rid of this extra weight on my chest, back pain, pressure and soreness, trouble breathing sometimes, and trouble finding tops and dresses that fit. It is basically as several other people have said, we are carrying an extra 2-4 lbs in our bodies-- some of us longer than others-- and most people can tell they are fake. Well, a lot of people wonder, I do everything I can to hide or diminish them from scarves, minimizing bras, etc..but at the end of the day, it doesn't matter what I have done because I know they are in my body, and boy do I feel it:( Even bras in my size are very difficult to find. I often get the wrong kind of attention. I feel that a lot of men don't even look at my face that much they are so focused on my boobs. Luckily I have a partner now who supports me 100% in my decision. I am not getting a lift and I don't think they will look very nice but at this point I just want them out. I will find good bras and wait for the fluff fairy I guess. One other possibility was waiting another year to have enough for the lift but the thought of having them another year makes me sick.
Needless to say, I am so happy I found this site. I found it after I went for the consultation, and I was so nervous that day, I had my boyfriend drive the car. I was expecting the surgeon to talk me into smaller implants, didn't know what the costs were going to be or even if he would do the explant surgery. Luckily none of that was the case, and I was immensely relieved to set the date and figure out the financing.
So now I am just waiting for the big day...I am much more psychologically at peace. I paid the cost of the explant ($1540) and I will just have to pay the surgery center $1,297. If I was also getting a lift the cost was going to be almost double. It will be about 3 weeks before I go back to work so that will give me enough time to recuperate. I am a little worried about whether people will notice, I know it's petty but I do wonder if the change will be very drastic.
The reason I am feeling good about it though, well there are a few reasons but the main one is this site and this group of fantastic women!--reading the other reviews, questions, advice, support, and general good feelings coming from this group. I have only discussed what I am doing with my partner and one of my sisters. I feel like in general people may not understand all the emotions we are going through.
I have also done quite a bit of reading--and don't mean to freak anyone out, I kind of stopped because I don't want to feel worse than I already do--on women who have had serious medical issues with implants, both kinds, silicone and saline, and how the medical establishment has denied correlations between implants and all kinds of debilitating problems...including some kinds of cancer. There really has not been enough research using a control group of before and after implanted women, and the effects of having them., So in addition to the discomfort, not finding tops that fit, soreness, etc, there is also now a psychological imperative to remove them from the fear of what implants may be doing in our bodies..in my body.
I have yet almost a month to go so for now I just have one pre-op picture and as the date draws closer I will update on my journey. Thank you all of you beautiful ladies, you have been my rock and support throughout. Please continue to post on your experiences and let's continue carrying each other through to..the NATURAL/other side!
Moving date few weeks before surgery--perfect!
So exhausted right now, ready to collapse, we moved all the big stuff today...of all parts of my body that ache...ok you knew it was coming...the big ms muffets are the ones that ache the most. Pressure in my chest is unbearable..patience, patience...everything will work out...
Date getting closer, teeny bit of bad news but moving forward:)
Very happy thinking about finally having them out and being smaller and more natural, lighter, cuter tops and ot having to worry about looking so big and exaggerated up there...Also good to hear so many other stories of women who have just been explanted and are feeling so good about their bodies...once again thanks for being all the support, you have all made this journey so much easier...
Pre-op appt and thoughts...
I guess any surgery is risky, I was just thinking about my kids, what if...? Driving myself crazy, much calmer now. Surgeon wanted to do the explant through the armpits, that is how he puts them in. I said no..because I reemembered the excruciating pain and it just brought back a lot of bad memories . I get where he is coming from though, he hates to create scars, he was like "if you were my wife I'd have you get them through the armpits"...finally I asked him on a whim if he could do them through the nipples and he said yes, so that is how it will be. Anyone else have any advice on this? I feel much better if it's done through nipples, no scars, and my armpit muscles won't suffer again...
The next thing was going to the outpatient center, filled out a bunch of paperwork, they drew my blood, etc, and now about to go get the medications...will update again on Wed. Wish me luck everyone!
They are out!:))) Resting and comfortable at home now...
I don't know how much saline I had, I'll probably know at tomorrow's appt,but I feel GREAT and about 10 lbs lighter just as others have said. I am bandaged up but I took a little peek,,hee hee..he just made four little cuts, two on each side of the nipple..Thank goodness he didn't take them out through the armpits! The only thing that's bothering me right now is I have two drains, there's only a few drops of blood in each so keeping my fingers crossed he will take them out tomorrow or Monday. My significant other and daughter have been wonderful taking care of me so far. Still feel a little lightheaded, have only taken one pain pill since I got home. RIght ow I am propped up on pillows in bed after taking a short nap.
I took one picture but since I'm bandaged you can't really see anything yet, I will take more in the days to come...
A big big hug and thank you to all of you amazing and brave ladies who have shown me the way! I know it will get better from now on, and I feel super happy I made this decision!
Drains are out, feeling great!
As you can see from the pictures I am pretty flat and droopy but I am hoping they will fluff up a bit. It is exactly what I expected. I bought this one sports bra from ebay but it doesn't fit me, at least not yet. Nurse said I was still swollen so I'm going to stay for now with the flesh-colored bra in the picture, it's wireless but has a lot of support which is what I need right now. After the stitches are out I will get myself measured and get 2-3 wacoal or high quality bras.
Love my natural self! Very happy, feel better and stronger each day.
This is one of the best things I could have done for my body. I am grateful to the universe for everything coming together in my life and helping me toward the goal of being implant-free and natural. One thing I didn't expect-guess had not realized- is the extent to which my entire frame, backbone, muscles had to adjust and deform to sustain those big,fake boobs. It gets better every day but I feel like all those bones and muscles are cheering and saying'"yay! she's finally giving us a break,lol!"..Explains why I felt like I couldn't breathe very well sometimes, back ache,chest pains, etc...all of that now is non-existent or a lot better. So I am a happy camper right now...very, very happy with my decision!
One month post- I feel WONDERFUL and it only gets better!
Tuesday will be the last follow-up with my surgeon and as an office gift I got a free peel and massage so I will be having the peel right after I see him, same office complex! This has been quite a journey. Why didn't I do this sooner? I really don't know, money was an issue. I cannot beat myself up about that anymore...all I can do is be grateful that I did finally get them out and it feels GREAT! So much healthier and natural. This is the beginning of a life without implants. Good luck to all the ladies close to surgery date or recovering the first few weeks. It will all work out! Thanks to so many others who gave me the confidence and well-wishes to go on.
Very professional and caring, listens to concerns and provides great follow-up care. He did my implants and they were beautiful, after about 9 years I wanted to be natural. I trusted him to also do the explant surgery, and I am very happy right now, just had implants removed last week. I recommend him highly.