33y/o, No Children Yet, Looking Forward to BBL but EXTREMELY Nervous...anyone Doing BBL in January Timeframe TX

I woke up at 6am and went to the lobby if my hotel to get breakfast. The morning started off very good and strong. I took a nap then got up to take my garment off n shower. Now mind you, this is the first time taking the garment off all by myself. I got dizzy like I wanted to faint, but said no I'm gonna push through this shower. I got it over with real quick then had to hey back in the bed, no garment on or anything. I felt like crap and would rather lay without my garment than pass pity trying to get it back on. I didn't go to my massage appt today either:((( I was too weak! I decided to take my pur absorb wgich gave me the energy I needed. I called vanity to see if I could take vitamins yet and the answer was no. No vitamins until 5 days after surgery.

I didn't get much sleep the first night because it's hard to sleep on my stomach and my neck was hurting. My nurse was a huge help, her name is Barbara and she's from Cuba. She was so awesome that I wanted to hire her again but didnt because I need to spend cautiously. I went and got my massage and it honestly felt pretty good. I took a pain pill beforehand. My back was a breeze but I had to get used to the belly massage which I had to stand up for. One thing that freaked me out was that I began to get nauseous. Idk why I didn't want to take the nausea med but I did when I got home. It's a suppository you insert in your butt. Everything was fine after the med. forgot to mention a couple things that helped me, taking pain pills around the clock, eat as often as you can to regain your strength, and drink plenty of smart water. A lot of people say Gatorade is best, but smart water is just as good because it has the same eletrolytes, no b vitamins or color/sugar. B vitamins are good for you I know, but I can't take anything that gives me energy due to anxiety. Ooooooh and the female urinal is a must. I hold it under the slit in my garment and I pee right into it. Not messy whatsoever.