#TeamYily No More #DuranDoll

So a little about me:

Height: 5'5
Current Weight: 124lbs
Measurements: 34-26-36

I am a small girl. I wear a size 4. I have a very lean athletic build so I have very little body fat. I will definitely have to gain weight. Lucky for me if I gain it goes to my stomach and then to my butt. I am hoping to gain at least 10lbs. It shouldn't be too ruff. I gain and lose very easily. I was 128lbs for a long time until I became vegan. My frame is small so hopefully that will be enough to give me the results I want. My dream measurements would be 34-24-39.

Just posted my wish pictures

So I have decided to keep my BBL a secret from my friends and family.

I had a breast augmentation about 4 years ago (maybe 5) which I absolutely LOVE. The doctor did an amazing job. I think I will write a review of her. I've also had PRK on my eyes. Anyway, I got so much backlash from both procedures. I just hate telling people who are not open minded about something that they have no experience with. They are usually negative and can be down right mean. You know they comments...

"But you are fine the way you are."
Yes yes I know I am fine but I want to be FINER! lol

"OMG what else are you going to do to yourself"
Whatever the hell I want

"You don't love yourself"
I am the healthiest person I know. I'm in great shape and eat very well. I actively love myself every day.

So I just don't want to hear the shit. Not sure when I will tell them. I figure after I get back from the DR. lol

The only one person I am worried about telling is this guy I am seeing. He's Dominican which I think is a little ironic. We have been friends for about 6 month. At this point we both really like one another but it is not sexual or official. It's really amazing because I have never had a relationship with a man (a beautiful one at that) who respects me enough to only want to be intimate if he is in the position to given me his all. But at the same time just enjoys my presents solely from the pleasure of my company. It's lovely.

I digress. Anyway, in the next few months l am pretty sure things are going to change and we may be getting more serious. I am not worried about him liking the results (he is Dominican after all) but its really not something up for discussion. If I was having my sx sooner then I would leave him in the dark with everyone else and he would just have to deal with it. But, if we get more serious I will have to tell him and then he'll want to talk about it. *sigh* And I am sure he won't approve. And like I said previously, I am just not trying to hear that.

But, it may happen or it may not. I'll cross that bridge when I get there. In the mean time I'll keep it to myself. I don't have time for other people's negativity. My decision is my own and not something up for discussion.

Hello all. I am posting my before pictures to see if my goals are realistic. I have very little body fat but I am confident that I can gain more before my sx.

My issue is not that I don't like the look of my body but more so how I gain weight. As long as I don't gain anything I look great but if I gain a pound or 2 it goes right to my stomach which I hate. I also have this little love handles that never go away no matter how small I am.

I am thinking that I would like her to give me that nice gap by doing lipo on my inner thighs. I am also thinking she could give me that wonderful "high hip" look she is very good at to achieve an hourglass shape. I was also thinking that I should probably gain about 10lbs before my sx. What do you think?

All thoughts and opinions are welcome.

Hey Ladies. I will be leaving for the DR in exactly 120 days. I'm confirmed, I booked my flight and reserved my hotel. I was eyeing the flight I wanted for $471 but the price dropped down to $355 so scooped it up right away. I will be staying in a bed and breakfast which has really helped reduce my cost. I'm super excited.

My only real concern at this point is the weight I will have to gain. I'm a dancer so everyone will see me getting bigger. Ahhhh. I hate the idea of having a tummy. Usually my weight goes to my stomach and then to my hip/butt. But, I've never weighed more than 130lbs and that was when I was weight lifting so I hope the weight doesn't look too bad. What is the latest I can start trying to gain 10 to 15? Everyone will probably think I'm pregnant because I'm going to get big and then disappear for a month. I have been trying to think of an excuse but I can't come up with any. Not that I care what they think but you know people always what to be in your business. I am sure I can come up with creative clothing options. Other girls who have tummies where corsets. I think I will try that.

I haven't told anyone except one friend of mine. I am going to try to get her to coming with me so I can have some company. She is so confused by the whole process. I showed her LBP pictures and she keeps asking me "But, where do they get it (ass) from?" LOL

Other than that everything is going great. I probably won't be worried about supplies until the date gets closer. I plan to bring one carry-on and as little as possible.

Hello all I hope all is well. I am just getting more and more excited as my sx draws closer. I have a coutdown app on my phone and I currently have 116 days 15 hours and 46 mintues until I see Yily. So stoke!

I asked me friend to come with me and I think she was so excited about the idea she almost cried. I asked her Sunday and she contacted me Thursday and asked for my flight information. She really deserves a vacation and I am so happy to provide her with an outlet. I am double happy now that I booked with Dominga and her B&B b/c we can explore the city.

I am also kinda looking forward to gaining weight too. I've never seen myself with weight on me and I am so curious to see how I will look. I hope I get some more hips.

I think that's all for now. Just super happy everything is working out so well.

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So it's official, I canceled with Yily, and I am scheduled with Duran for the same date.

Although I really love Yily's sculping the butts are not there and after SO MANY of her patients have said that she can not produces large butts I have to face the facts and move on. It is a Brazilain BUTT lift after all and if I don't come out with a butt then I am not going to be happy.

Duran patients have shown amazing results. With the great results and wonderful communication I am feel very confident in my decison and my new doctor.

Duran quoted me only $400 more than Yily and said that I should be able to get close to what I want which is a great comfort.

Yily refunded me very quickly. I just emailed her and provided her with my PayPal transaction number. She refunded me a day or 2 later.