Ready to Love Myself from the Inside out - San Diego, CA
I got a breast augmentation 2 months before my...
I got a breast augmentation 2 months before my 17th birthday. It was too easily attainable for me, so insecure at the time. Thinking I would "need" implants (my small A was hereditary.) Now I am 23 and have had a lot of self revelations and these implants are no longer serving me a purpose.
I just want my natural tiny boobs back while I am still young so that i never have to think about them ever again. I had silicone implants placed over the muscle. I am the same as when I got them, 5'4 and 120 lbs. I was a 32aa and went upto a 32c. I got them done in Mexico so I am not sure how many cc's. My breasts have not grown at all in fact I can wear a 32b or a 34 b. I have been researching the subject extensively and the searches are overwhelming.
Somebody, please advise to me from experience a board certified surgeon in the San Diego area. Many of my revelations include not only psychological but physical issues so I am looking for a surgeon that accepts insurance. I have had a strange dizziness and breast spasms that I meditate and push through but they just don't feel right. I have no pictures of my breasts before but the one I carry in my memories. I look at implant removal pictures on the daily and picture how cute and beautiful my boobs were. I have been so hard on myself for bringing this upon me and my family.
I am ready to LET GO, forgive, and teach myself one of the most valuable lessons in my life: loving myself from the inside out! And appreciating myself as nature intended. Please enlighten me friends of the community. I am ready to start my life again. A strong Hug to you all (hopefully soon without these implants) (:
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I feel so lucky and blessed to move through life with this INTERNAL POWER AND KNOWLEDGE. I will spread it to anyone who will listen or feel (:
I am all scheduled for my pre-op and my surgery...
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sunisshining! Just stopping by to see how you are doing? I see that you are scheduled for 13 July! I know the wait can be nerve racking...... I hope that you are doing well! Best wishes~
I love all that you've learned about yourself through this process. Don't be hard on yourself. It was just something you needed to go through and you'll be stronger for it.
Here is a list of docs in San Diego who do breast implant removal (but you'll have to stand your ground and insist that you want them out).
Keep us posted!