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Ok so my pre op is dec 4th at three. Very nervous. My tt, lipo, brest inplants, are two weeks away. Im having such an emotiinal feelings. What if i dont get the results i am expecting, what if i die, just abunch of what ifs. Then i have excited moments like omg i will look so diff in this top, i cant believe ill be flat, i never been flat:( im so happy and scared. I have a question. My weighr is in my mid section the belly and flanks. Will i go down in inches? Thats what im hoping but we shall see:)

I cant belueve im two weeks from it. How long is pre op? I dont even have a list of things. Im going shopping this weekend. What should i expect at my pre op?

Ok so two more weeks:) cant wait

Well pretty much a week left!!!!!! Unbelieveable. I thought i was going to chicken out lol. Cant wait. Im concerned with the implant size though. He meassured me at 575. I think those are to big but he knows best right? I just dont want to look fake:( well hopefully next week goes by fast:)

Pain is notbing compare to how i look. I cant believe how i look. I love it. I had surgury mon at p730am. Im not in that much pain. I would compare it to a csection. I didnt have mr though so that coukd b a big diff. Also lipi is notbing:) i am not in pain at all. I am using a heating pad also since i got home so that might be why my back or lipi doesnt hurt. Now my boobs hurt the most. Its the mucsle that is hurting. I have a pain pump on my boobs that i dont tbink helps. My boobs look amazing. Ladies pain is wortg it. Im so flat:) im swollen though and im seeinf ps in am ans will.ask about one concern. My belly has a little lump:( i hope thats just swollen.i barly slept. All i had today was creakers and tons of water. I pead so much. Omg thats tbe worse lol. Im taking pain meds evety four hours. Sorry about spelling. Im on phone.

Po day three. So when will i feel normal again lol. The lipo hurts alot. I can shower sat but terrified. How will it feel without garment on? Im.scared ill pass out. My hubby will.b with me.but.its still scary. When will i stand uo again. Thanks.

Ok so its day four po and im very sad. I think my boobs are small, it looks like.im preg, i look bigger then before:( please need advise. Did ur belly look pretrude? It looks.like.im three.months preg. Help please.