Getting better as the weeks go by! - Rhode Island

I am so nervous and excited all at the same time. I am only 4 days away and I keep feeling guilty. I feel like I am spending so much money and with a household and kids to take care of I should probably use this money for something else. I hate feeling insecure with the way I look and feel uncomfortable in my own skin. I am sure this is all normal but just can't wait to get everything back in order, including my body!

So I am 2 days away and more nervous than ever. I having been having so many different thoughts going through my head today. I am scared, nervous, excited, guilty and other feelings that I can't even explain. I see everyone and their posts and most are positive, but throw in the few that are bad or not so positive, your mind starts to play tricks on you. I just have that overwhelming feeling of wanting to cry. My husband has been so amazing and supportive and just wants me to be happy and confident again. Started my hibiclens yesterday for the areas that will be worked on and started the antibiotic today. I thought the day would never be here and now that it's fast approaching I feel like it's becoming more real. Hope all you beautiful ladies are healing well!! I can't wait to be posting pics and feeling relief rather than all this anxiety!