I've always known I wanted breasts for as long as...
I've always known I wanted breasts for as long as I can remember. All the women in my family have fairly large breasts and starting my period at only 11 I figured it would happen for me. I was the first of all my friends to develop and even passed down my first bras to them only to quickly realize that was as big as I would ever get...a 32A..barely. I can even remember asking my mom when I was in middle school to get a boob job when I was old enough because even then I knew if they didn't come naturally that was what I wanted. I was always someone who wanted to have breasts and feel womanly and I've always been very much a girly girl. It was never a question of getting them it was a question of when. Ive never not worn a push-up bra every bra I own is a very sexy push-up bra including all sports bras and bathing suits.
I am a ballet dancer so it was a concern how big I would go because I still want to feel comfortable moving in leotard and doing all my moves. I wanted to stay around b/possibly a very small c cup. Oh I'm also pretty small at 5'1 115lbs I also figured if/when I need to replace them after I've had children then I can go for a bigger size ;)
5 days post op
so five days post op and I still have not been able to poop! I've been taking stool softeners since the day before surgery and still no luck I've tried coffee, juice, peaches, salad, red meat, and just about everything I can think of and nothing has helped so if anyone knows of anything or when I should start freaking out. I just think I'll feel so much better if I can get it out and I want to have an idea what my body proportions will end up looking like but my stomachs so full and sticking out I only unbutton my shirt dress i've been living in to look at my boobs lol
on a side note I'm so happy with my size I hope the muscle and upper pole fullness calms down but I hope the swelling doesn't shrink too much because I don't ant them much smaller :(
Two weeks post op
So I tried to take a dance class today didn't get approval from my dr since it was impromptu. I'm not sure how quickly one is supposed to get back into exercise but it was definitely hard maybe because I went under the muscle my chest felt so tight and there was definite pain so I decided to sit out half way through and took some pain meds right when I got home and have been icing but now I'm afraid to go to the gym and do cardio since it felt hard to breath and I had pressure on the incisions which were under the boob so wondering how quickly everyone else went back into exercise routines???
On a side note kinda disappointed my right boob is obviously larger hoping it's just dropping slower and they will even out eventually also wish I could have went larger now that the swelling is going down they feel kind of far apart but I trust the doctor did her best with my starting point just already so anxious for the final results already. Very hopeful!
16 days post op
Thought I'd post some more pictures pretty unhappy that the right boob is so much larger to me not sure if I need to calm down and be patient or if it's an actual problem
Just shy of a month
I'm loving them starting to feel like they're really mine and been here all along. Still icing and trying to get rest my doctor says they're still high and swollen and will get rounder and fuller at the bottom and softer. I can't wait! I was worried about the incisions since I'm a picker but I've totally been fine haven't even touched them unless I'm putting neosporin on them. Don't know if anyone else experienced this but my nipples have been so sore and I think they have stretched a bit and are veryyy sensitive
3 month update!
15 Oct 2014
3 months post
Sorry it's been so long! It's funny now that I've had them I feel they've always been there. I feel like they're so small now too because they just feel so natural and like they've always been there so now I want bigger lol. I definitely recommend every woman to go bigger now. Another thing I didn't realize is under the muscle can push the implants further apart and I wish they were closer maybe if the cleavage was more noticeable without a bra I would think they were bigger. Also one definitely looks larger than the other but only in pictures when I look in the mirror they seem symmetrical to me. And I got round implants so i'm a little unsure why there seems to be an indent on my right breast when I push them together. But overall I'm beyond happy and they look so much more natural than I ever thought possible. I'm going to wait till after I have children but I already can't wait to go larger ;P
Four month update!
17 Nov 2014
4 months post
It's been four months almost five. And I feel like I've always had these boobies. It's almost kind of sad I don't really feel excited by them anymore I forgot what I looked like before sometimes I feel like they're so small but then I remember I was flat as a board lol. So I included a before and after picture in my bikini. Sometimes when I take pictures they look really aysemetrical but in the mirror they look perfectly fine to me. I'm also afraid one is dropping too far down so I pray it doesn't bottom out! Other than that I love them and I think they look so natural almost everyone that knows me can't even tell or doesn't even know till I tell them so either everybody is lying or they really do look natural lol either way I don't regret getting them one bit.