Just shy of 2 months post op! - Portland, OR

I was recently in a major car crash as the passenger, I was out not critical condition because of someone's careless driving. From that point on I have determined that I will live my life to the fullest, I hate how small my breasts are. I am to the point where if you must judge me you can, but I will to regret a single minute of my life. I am 21 years old and 5'5 127 lbs. I am going with silicone 305 cc under the muscle. I am so extremely excited. I am also dying of nerves. Even though I am doing this for myself and my self confidence I can't help but worry about what everyone will say, if they will judge me. I am hoping that I will feel better about that after my surgery. I am also extremely paranoid that they will end up huge because of some mistake. I am going for a very natural look. I don't want people to know I had breast augmentation. (Obviously people who knew before will). I'm hoping to get some words of encouragement and stories of what others have gone through previously.