Prayin for Good Results - Plano, TX

so yesterday afternoon i had my procedure. OMG i felt lik i died. so the procedure itself wasnt bad. it didnt hurt at all. but me n laughing gas dont mix apparently. i fainted with the laughing gas n i swear i had died because i felt lik i was in total darkness and i heard people talkin in the background. i heard the surgeon say "she has slipped on us" and then i hear suctioning noises, pouring and then a foot step. i kept hearing that over n over in that same order. i felt like my darkness world was spinning with that noise repeating itself until i saw a glimpse of light n i was able to force myself to open my eyes. wen i had awaken they told me that i had fainted. i was lik is it at least over n dey told me they barely made the incision n realized i was unresponsive. i told them they should of left me fainted until they were done. so i was then placed again wit laughing gas at a lower level. n in my my head i said "o boy here i go again". they had a blood pressure cup with an oxygen level reading on me to make sure i was okay during the procedure. i then slipped away in my world of darkness. i was so scared cause i was trapped with everything repeating itself. i can feel them working on me from far away. its just so hard to explain how i felt. n den i was able to communicate to the real world telling them i needed to throw up n i did. so the surgery was interrupted twice. they took the mask off n i came back completely to the real world lookin down at the floor where i just vomited. my brain was tryin to grasp reality n ddnt wana let go. it didnt wana b slipped away into the dark world. after they cleaned me up, again i was placd with the gas again but this time i was able to hold on to just a little b it of reality. i swear that i felt the force of the dark world trying to pull on me n drown me away n den the procedure was over n dey placed me on just oxygen n the struggle wit the dark world was gone.

i sat there thinkin because in my dark world i had lost all sense of who i am, how old i was, wat was going on, etc. in my dark world, i swore i thought that time has passed by n i was old n under major surgery n dat i died. n den my brain tried to tell me no i was just havin chin lipo n i was lik why would i pay for chin lipo. i mean i swear i ddnt knw wat was going on. i hope i never get to b put on laughing gas again.

but anyway the surgery went well they said despite everythin. i get to see my fat n i saw my chin nothing but loose skin. lol i am now wearin the biggest head garment there in the wrld (sarcasm) n its not that bad. i still feel a little nauseous n hopefully that goes away. i will update wat happens after this

I lik it. It's better than Wat it was before. Da only thing I don't lik is that my neck has an ugly crease due to the head garment I wore