34 Yrs. Old Need and Want to Lose This Excess Fat :/ - Philadelphia, PA

I weigh 220 and am 5'4 I really feel so overweight...

I weigh 220 and am 5'4 I really feel so overweight. I just want to look and feel healthier. I'm so confused because one minute I say ok I'm doing it I can't wait and then the next I'm not so sure if I want to go through it. I'm scared of the risks! And counting calories is kinda hard for me. Is it worth it?

Backing out!!

I am all over the place have been crying non stop because I'm so confused. I think that I will be backing out and just push myself that much harder with the same diet as now and in the gym. I'm scared of the risks that are involved and I feel like my body is telling me something. I've been stuck in my room for the past three days stressing and analyzing everything. I don't think i'm ready to have this surgery. Have any of you felt this way? Do you think the doctor will give me more time?
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Every one seems nice so far.

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