27, Asian, Single, 34AA, Flat, 115 Lbs, 5'3 - Pasadena, CA

Hello there! I'm 27 years old, Asian, single (no...

Hello there!

I'm 27 years old, Asian, single (no kids) and completely flat chested. I am getting my BA procedure done by Dr. Martin O'Toole from Pasadena Cosmetic Surgery. This will be life changing for me. I've never shared my emotions about being flat with anyone but here I am now. I feel like I have to get this off my chest!

First off, BA was never the first option and in fact, I was against it. I tried so many pills, creams and even went on birth control pills. I want my breasts to grow naturally so baaaad. I tried gaining weight but my boobs never got any bigger, not even a centimeter! Where did the fat go? On my thighs.

On my 26th birthday last year, I told myself to give these methods one last try (that's when I tried birth control). And to my dismay, it didn't work. On my 27th birthday in May this year, I finally gave in and started researching seriously about BA. I finally got the courage to go to consultations. I was sold.

Why do I want this? For those who were flat-chested and got their A's B's or C's, you're my soul-sistahs. It's not about sexual satisfaction... I'm not 100% confident in bed, but I never felt uncomfortable or cared what my partner thought of my body. No, for me, I feel incomplete, as a woman. Whenever I read I-hate-my-small-boobs rant, in my mind I'd always say, "At least you have boobs, woman! I don't." and that has always depressed me because deep inside I'm a diva, a bombshell, a confident woman. But being flat chested always held me back and I can't explain why. Now that I'm nearing my 30th year on this world, I want to enjoy my final twenties. I want to live! I need change. I'm a simple girl. I don't need bling in my life or fancy clothes or expensive cars. What I want and need most is respect and confidence.

If you're still with me, thank you. And I hope to share my journey with you!

Until then!
pics pls
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Post pics honey so we can see your transformation and journey.!
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PRE-OP

Whew busy week at work so I'm sorry for the delay but here we go!

I went for my pre-op on Wednesday. They drew blood from me, which I didn't expect! I'm scared of needles. The doctor explained tons of stuff from preparing for the surgery to post surgery. He measured me at 11.5 inches. To achieve my goal of a small C, I'm going for a mid-profile, 339 ccs silicone implant that is 12.4 in diameter, under the muscle. I wore the bra and inserted the implants and realized that yeah, I'm going to have to carry these around for a loooooooong time. So I really want to make sure they're not going to be heavy on my body by not going too big. I tried a smaller and larger implant and finally decided on 339 ccs. I know it's a weird measurement but we decided based on my rib (?) measurement. He said this will fall perfectly on the side. I brought some clothes with me just to see how they would change my look, and they're huge! It was amazing!

I left the clinic more excited than ever. This is really happening and I'm preparing to the fullest!

Photos

I don't know why the photos did not upload, but here they are!

ONE WEEK!!!!

One week left till my BA! I am so excited. I have not prepared to the fullest yet but I'll do them the entire weekend (getting meds, buying food, and stuff need for healing!).

I am taking 4 days off work - Thursday, Friday, Monday (Labor Day), Tuesday, and Wednesday. But I'm going to have to work remotely, just to check emails and stuff. I have everything planned out in my mind but there's too much stuff to do!

I am also debating about the size. I picked 339 ccs and aiming for a full B cup or a small C. But I as look around pictures of women from AA cups to B-C cups, they have at least 350 ccs in them. But! I trust my doctor. I know boob greed will arise at one point but hey, I went from nothing to something right?

Good night!
I am surprised that an LA surgeon would recommend mod profile on a petite woman. I think the mod will give you a nice wideness but I love the projection of HP. You can go w more ccs when you choose HPs Just a final thought though. Either way will be great
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Thanks for your opinion! However I really don't want to go too big. That's one of my fears. I'm starting out from nothing, so a full B would already mean so much to me!
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I will :)
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Cleaning! Moving! Stressed Out! Breathe....

I've been cleaning like an animal the entire weekend. The bad news: I recently found out that I need to move out by the end of September. I found out last week, begged my landlord to give us more time, but they've already scheduled the renovations... Instead of panicking, I made a plan of action and have been so far, on schedule! I managed to clean my room, bathroom, and the kitchen; washed comforters, blankets, and pillow cases; vacuumed and sprayed. My room smells lovely, clean and fresh! Ready for the long haul! At 6PM tonight, I've packed 90% of my things. Will someone please give me a high five? :D Now, I don't have to worry about lifting much after my procedure and just focus solely on my recovery. (Still gotta look for that new apartment tho, yikes! Praying so hard....)

QS: How soon can you lift things like a pile of clothes or do laundry?

Anyway, I cleaned out my closet and got rid of these pads :D

FLAT PICS!

I woke up to a great, sunny morning and decided it's time to take "the" before photos of me in some of my favorite tops. See how flat I am??? It's absurd! I want ya'll to be like, "How in the world?!" "Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy???" "Hallelujah for me, at least I've got an A" Hahaha! Just kiddin :)

I don't even know why I bought them! I would wear chicken fillets in them and even those don't help :(((

All I ever wanted is to fill in my clothes... go braless... feel like a woman!

Sorry for the eyesore ladies :D
Prayers said honey! Hope everything's on schedule and hope yer surgery is fast and you are sent home with the perfect boobs for you alwayknew ;) you'd have! Don't rush with yer update just let us know yer ok and do the rest when yer able. XXXXXX
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I hope today is the day that you get whatever you wished for in size! Getting a BA is big move, a life altering choice we all make for ourselves. That being said, it's such a hard thing to choose as there are so many choices, size, texture, profile, saline or silicone and most importantly who you find and trust to do the best job. It's hard enough for those of us that were lucky enough to have started off with something already and just want to be perky again but I've started to realize it has to be so much more difficult for girls like you who've never had much at all. Something, anything is going to be a big noticeable change for you, so I can understand the choice you make must have been all that much harder. However I also think it'll be even more of a change for the better for you because like you said, all the cute and pretty stuff is gonna fit you so much better and make you look so stunning :) Wow I woke up pretty philosophical this morning lol. Just have a feeling you are gonna welcome this change in yer body 10 fold :) I can't wait to see the new you! You are gonna be itching to try on all those things you wished you could fill out a lil better :) don't rush tho take the first couple days to work on the pain and swelling and rest and keep up on the meds. I hope you have an easy recovery and the pain is minimal. We all await yer updates and pics...XXXXXX
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Thank you soooo much.. You just gave me more courage than ever! I am looking forward to tomorrow. Pray for me :)
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Aug. 28th

I made it! Woke up in a lot of pain and trembling, but the nurse gave me a heated blanket which was oh so comfy! And gave me some pain meds. I am still in pain but I'm handling it well. Guess I feel the pressure of the bandages more than the actual cut! Can't wait to get rid of these tom! I don't even remember when I knocked out! Got the IV (which sucked as I hate needles!!), then they asked questions, they gave a patch behind my ear for nausea, doctor came and told me he's got my DD implants in the car! What humor! He's so funny and nice :) then they carried me off and saw the operating room then poof! I'm in the recovery room. What an experience! Stayed in the recovery room for 2 hours coz that bed is just too comfy!! But they has to wake me up haha! They said I'm such a sleeper. Sleeping is good, I expected more pain but it's OK. Appetite is good too. Been trying to drink lots of water, eating soups, canned fruits and yogurt and some chocolate chip cookies! Haha. A little bit bloated. So far I've been in and out from the pain meds. But always feel well rested when I wake up!

I'll post more tomorrow.

Night ladies!
Glad to hear it went well ^.^ get some rest hun.!
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I have been waiting for your update! Hope you get some sleep tonight and looking forward to further updates!!
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Praying you feel better sweetheart. I'm so glad your surgery went well, yes that pressure is painful! I hope you sleep well & stay on top of the pain meds. Sweet dreams & blessings
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First Morning!

Wow! I woke up at 3am to pain! Grabbed some crackers and started eating so I can drink my pain meds. All better now! But the pressure and a bit of back pain does not dissipate. Have to sleep upright next time so it's easier to get up! Oh boy was it hard to get up! Watching reruns of Law and Order SVU! And maybe some game thrones later.. I go to the doctor today at 11am to take off the bandages. So excited! I still can't believe I did it!!
I'm glad u were able to get on top of that pain! I actually had to sleep on multiple pillows for at least the first 4 wks! I wish you the speediest recovery & all my best :)
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Yay you did it! Yes def stay inclined and keep up on meds! They will save you the first few days, glad you can eat cuz that'll help with the meds. Don't forget to get up and move every hour or two just to keep things moving ;) keep us posted!
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Boobies!

Say hello! The bandages were really the worst part for me. It was hard to breathe. Now I feel much better. I can also feel the implant on my sides. I still take pain meds. I'm not so sure about the size! I feel boobie greed and wish I've gone bigger but the more I touch and feel 'em the more I'm loving them! I finally have boobs! OMG!!! I can't wait for them to drop! Will post more pics :)

Thank you so much for all your support!
They are so pretty! And I bet you won't even be able to see scars in a few months. You have beautiful skin doll. I think we all get boob greed. Or most of us that is. But remember that bigger implants can equal to more issues later on. You can still dress them up with push up bras or keep then low profile when you need to. Hang in there! They are perfect for your body!
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Hey girl! Just wanted to say congrats on your surgery! Can't wait to see how you progress!
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I hope your Booby Greed will be fleeting. Doll you haven't even dropped & fluffed love... I think we all battle the Booby Greed, I would like to encourage you to remember that you can't go from flat to enormous over night. Sometimes these smaller implants can be a stepping stone to larger ones later. I'm almost 5'6, 145lbs, my ribcage is 36" I have 425cc. There are woman who have my implants & I'm almost 6"taller 6" wider & 40 lbs bigger. I think sometimes it helps to stop looking at pictures of boobs & enjoy how much of a change you're going through now. Rember right now everything is tight tight tight... you're a Beautiful Woman & No one will even know that you weren't born with those beautiful breast. Try to enjoy the place you're at, here & now. Try to take it day by day.....you're already Gorgeous & you're going to be smoking hot. Just think if you ever have little one's you'll be able to breastfeed because you didn't go to big & I know woman whose breast get bigger with pregnancy & look bigger after. I hope u won't let the booby greed still your Joy?! Remember to breathe out the stress & breathe in the deep healing....enjoy the blessing you have received....you're going to overflow those adorable tops! Try to focus on the positive energy that's surrounding you... Prayers, positive thoughts, love & blessings to you. Xoxoxoxox
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Shower!

Oh boy! Finally was able to take a shower today. I got my period yesterday but somehow have not experience any cramps. Maybe the meds are helping with those! I woke up at 3am again to pain on my left boob. The right is almost painless! Ate crackers again and drank my pain meds.

So when I took a shower, I was finally able to examine my new boobs and I think they are the perfect size for me! :) anything bigger and I might be in more pain. They're pretty swollen right now but I managed to wash myself :)

Thank you so much ladies for your support! I love this forum! Wouldn't be able to do this without you
You look amazing already and you will continue to look even better as time passes! Good luck with your healing...you will fall in love with your new boobs! I love mine and they feel so much a part of me that I don't even remember the flat chested girl I used to be!!!!
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Thanks so much! ❤️
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They look fantastic and you've chosen a really modest size for your tiny frame. I'm so happy for you!
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Week One: Anxiety, Confused, TIIIIGHT!!!

Hola Ladies ;) it's been a week! Time flies but not fast enough for my boobies to soften up and drop! They're super hard and tight! I get tired really easily, it's not funny.

I went to my first post op appointment yesterday to get my stitches out. They look meeh. Any tips on scar treatments? The doctor said I should really keep on moving my arms and a little bit of massage is ok. I lost sensation on my right nip. I actually feel my nips as if they're underneath the implants! Does anyone ever feel that way? It's so weird!

I went to work on Tuesday and drove. It was crazy. I felt like fainting at the end of day. But today I feel more like myself and my road rage is coming back! Hehe

I get really antsy sometimes, like it comes in panic attacks. I feel like I drank tons of coffee. So I've been avoiding caffeine for the moment.

I had sex yesterday! Sorry TMI! But I felt super sexy! It was nothing acrobatic haha but afterwards I felt really relaxed.... ;)

But sometimes I worry too much that they're too big. The boob greed is goone... It's actually the opposite. They look so big coz they sit so high right now. But when I'm in clothes, they look perfect. No one's noticed at work coz I've been wearing loose tops. But when I touch them at home, I freak out coz I feel they're too big!

And lastly, I'm a little bit confused! I don't know what to do with these new toys! I feel kinda lost like I don't know how to present myself. I need to find myself again...

Anyway, thanks for reading ladies :) will try to update on a weekly basis! Ta' ta
How are you doing, lady? You look great so far!
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You are gorgeous! So excited for you!
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hey i m also asian and had surgery on 31st august. our new girls almost same age. wat was your cc? i had 350cc hp mentor.
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24 Days!

Hi Ladies! I'm so sorry for not updating. If you've read my previous posts, I have to move out by the end of the month. Moving is stressful!

So here are my boobies at Day 24! Approx 3 weeks and 2 days. It's getting rounder and softer! There's only very little pain when I squeeze em. And they're not that heavy either! I'm feeling much better with the size too.

So I went to see my doctor on Thursday. He said I've been healing quickly and that I can start squeezing/pinching them. I can also start working out! And in fact I can do sit ups now so I'm so excited to workout! I also bought a silicone scar gel for the incisions. And he also told me that I don't need to wear a bra which I loooooove!!! Will see him in 3 months.

I'm really starting to feel like they're my own! I'm feeling more comfortable with them and my confidence is just boosting! I get looks and guys call me honey now. There's truth in how people perceive your confidence.

I'm still waiting for them to fully drop before fitting a bra. I bought a bralette from Nordstrom and one from American apparel. Both have hooks at the back. I love going bra less though. My nips are too pointy but I just put my hair in front and poof no problem!

Thanks ladies! I'll post more pictures in a few days!
Been waiting for your updates! I think you look gorgeous. My doc said it is good if it takes about 3+ months to drop - less likelihood of bottoming out. Which silicone scar gel did you get?
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My dear! I'm sorry I haven't been able to keep track of your progress :( I hope you're feeling better :) it's called biocorneum and has 30 SPF. I got it from my doctor for 65 bucks.
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Hey girl thanks! I'm doing fine :) healing well and back to normal!
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Progress!

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Definitely progresse sweetheart!! :D
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If you're rt handed, the thing that helped my left breast drop more than anything was to do as much as possible with my left hand. Your results look fabulous & I'm so glad you're healing well! Xoxo
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Love your new boobs. they look so pretty and wonderful!
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