2 weeks po revision.

OK so I did not finish. My 3rd pregnancy I gained 85 pounds. A lot harder to loose the weight and my stomach just not the same. Scar tissue bad. Stretched out skin. I will try to post pics soon. Oh I am 5'8 ,41 years old. My heighest weight with my first pregnancy was 242. After my seconchild I starved myself to 118. Size 0 or double zero. But my husband worked all the time so I never cooked therefore never ate. Everyone say I looked sick. The truth is is that I couldn't stand my stomach. Anyway surprise I get pregnant again. Pack on 85 pounds. When I am pregnant I am starvinglol . So after that I never go back. Kids bigger. Running around. Cant

So now I'm 152. Which I guess is not bad but I look terrible. I have a huge stomach and I look pregnant when I am not holding it in. My skin is stretched out. I have that spare tire from scar tissue and stretch h marks galore. I just want to tuck my shirt in and wear a belt. I have not worn a belt or tucked in my shirt in 6 years. It is too hard to not day now that the kids are bigger. B Esides even if I lost weight not sure how I would be. It is different after my third. I'm curious as to what PS say about my stomach muscles because I can't hold my stomach in and I have extreme gas all the time. I recently met a women in PS office who say gas was from distasis. Well I went to gastrointestinal docter and colon docter because I suffer all the time. I even had