:) Delighted, thought I'd b a 34B wearing 32D

i am almost 28, wear a size 8 /10 clothes and a 32A (superpadded) bra. this has been something i have been thinkinking about for as long as i can remember. but the past few years i have been much worse as i have a 4 year old and a 6 year old an i cant bring myself to do things with them such as swimming or bikini holidays. this has been something i have felt since i was at school. i've waited for them to develop but it just never happened. i am going to have surgery (in the docs words) as soon as possile after. i am going to have my girls for christmas :D at the minute i am filled with every kind of emotion. when i first seen the surgen i was so nervous about taking my bra off to show him i cried. this is how my body makes me feel. i tried the filler in the bra a brought with me but now thinking back i dont know if i should go for the 280cc fillers or to go for 300cc. i would like to b a full B cup or small C, i have a small frame so dont want to have the opposite to now and look to big. i want to feel natural. i was seeing another surgen, but have been transfered on to another doctors list at a private hospital that means i will b alot closer to my home.