Ready for round 2

I really didn't want to do a blog but, I took into consideration how helpful everyone has been so I had to. Work and school has been busting my ass :). I just couldn't find the time to get started. My surgery is just 3 days away and other then not having my blood work back everything is going great. I have an appointment Monday to drop it off at my Drs office & Tuesday is the big day!!! To be honest I really don't have an exciting story to tell like most of you. I have been struggling with my shape (notice I didn't say my weight) for as long as I can remember. I probably tried every diet there is. Succeeded at some failed at most. I'm actually ok with my weight. I just think its in all the wrong places. I like my Dr. for reminding me that all I'm doing is adjusting my fat.

Originally I was planning to see Dr. Perry but, I found a great Dr right here in New York City. It's a few grand more however the difference is the same money I would have spent on a flight, hotel & an Aid to help me through recovery. It took me almost a year to convince my BF. I know for sure he couldn't handle watching me in pain. I feel good being in NY with my family & friends. I didn't tell my grandma yet but, I'm sure she will be moving in with me for the first week. My BF wanted to take off of work. I told him he can just have the night shift lol. Tonight I'm posting my pre opt pics. I'm 5'7 & 206 lbs. don't be fooled by the number my breast are about 20 lbs each lol 40 DDD. Oh I have a wish pic that I love. It maybe a little to much bootie for an aspiring Principal/Professor or it may be the bootie that gets me the job. I have a list of things I purchased. I will post them tonight too. I'm actually in the laundry washing my night gown & linens.

Oh so yeah about me. I'm 33 the proud mother of 2 beautiful children my daughter will be 17 in April @ my son just turned 10 this past December. I am a Family Therapist & currently is my last year of graduate school at NYU. This is actually my graduation present to myself. A huge part of me feel guilty about not paying off some bills or using my saving for something a little more productive. At the same time I feel like I'm always being responsible & right now it's about me. No regrets at all right now I'm just praying that everything goes ok & that I'm happy with my results. My PCP has been very supportive. He even agreed to give me an extra week off work if I needed it. No one at my job knows. I actually didn't share with too many people especially not anyone who I didn't think would support me. My sisters have been my cheerleaders through it all I love them both. My friend who is going to Dr. Perry next month has also been my motivation. Oh yeah & my Surgeon is Dr. Morrison who has a private practice in NYC. He's from the islands & I think he's super charming & a cutie. I did 3 consults 2 in person & Dr. Perry via email. I'm glad that I decided to stay here & I'm just trying to stay positive about everything. I feel a little cough coming on but, I serve an awesome God so, I'm not stressing about that either. I think that's it for tonight. I'll have my babe take some pics tonight. I'm trying to get as much xxxxx in as possible before Tuesday. Not to many people talk about that on this blog. I would like to know how long you ladies waited before you started xxxxxx again lol. Yeah 3 1/2 years with my man & still very ouch attracted to him. Not sure how many days I can go without it. So I will post a list of my supplies & mommy pics. The next time you ladies here from me I will be heading in. Unless you have questions just pray for me.

2/12/13 4:36pm my surgery date which was scheduled for 2pm still hasn't happened. My Dr. Called to say he was running later. As if I wasn't anxious enough. I haven't eating since 10:45pm. I'm really trying to keep positive but, the staff at the facility are starting to get annoyed and its making me anxious. I would have postponed to another date but, they insisted I didn't. I have mixed feelings about it all 1st I feel like I've been waiting all my life for this new body. The last thing I want is for anyone to be rushing me. 2nd thing is I'm wondering if I should really ask him for some free hips???

Dr. Morrison ended up getting there after 4 o'clock. I thought it would be best to reschedule. He looked tired and I can't afford to have a sleepy surgeon being rushed on this body. I was very anxious, I even cried when he arrived. He was very apologetic and still willing to put in the work. I said "It's ok fine, can I get some free hips"? He laughed but, I was not joking. So Friday it is..... Operation take 2 and I'm still trying to be very positive about everything. Happy my blog went through.