300cc High Profile Silicone and Boob Greed - Napa, CA

When I was 16 years old I always new I was going to get breast implants someday. Ten years later, at 26 years old I was finally in the right financial spot to get them done. Pre op I was a AA32 and had always been super self conscious about my flat chest. I came up with all the tips and tricks possible to make it look like I had large C boobs and I was tired of always having to wear my armor. Before my surgery I always thought I would be ecstatic if only I could fill in my victoria secrete C32's without having to wear all my pads and gadgets. The thought and picture of having a VS D seemed at the time to be too large for my tiny frame (5'4", 125 lbs), but boy did my opinions change after the surgery. I really emphasized with my plastic surgeon that I wanted to look "natural" and proportionate with my frame. I told him to go as large as he could without "overstretching" or compromising a "natural" look for my size of frame. I was really afraid i would come out of surgery looking like a [RS bleep] star and then everyone would know I had breast implants. During my consultations my plastic surgeon never used sizers or talked cc's with me, which I now think is very odd after reading everybody else's story on here. I wish I knew about this site before the surgery. Anyways 4 weeks after my surgery I went to victory's secrete and got sized at a 32D/DD depending on the style of the bra. I was absolutely shocked to hear that I was a D after feeling like my boobs only look like B's when naked. Why is it that so many of us women after getting breast augmentation are still unhappy with the size and end up wishing we had gone bigger? Before my surgery I never understood the "[RS bleep] star" enormous boob look, but I think I am beginning to understand how and why women get to this point. How big do we really need to be in order for it to feel "enough" under our standards? Would a second or third surgery really make any of us happier? Here I am 4 weeks post surgery and I am wishing I would have gotten at least 330cc. Oh and I am also really disappointed that my left breast is smaller than the right. I also wish my surgeon would have put more cc's in the smaller breast to even it out more. It is only a slight difference and can only be noticed when pointed out or stared at long enough, but still it bothers me. My main complaint is that they look small without a bra, A/B cup without the unpadded bra, so weird.