Hey everyone! :) I'm going to be getting breast...
Anyways to keep this short, she wants me to not go too big, and neither do I, but i dont think she understands the size I want and I dont think she's very supportive of my choice.
I want to be a full D and I think she wants me to be a small D or average C.. I'm paying for them, I know she wouldnt really have a say, but part of me feels STOPPED because I'm afraid I'm making the wrong choice.
What should I do? Should I stick with my true feeling of going for a full D? I dont want to have to get surgery a year from now because I might regret having gone smaller.
I can't WAIT!! I've been waiting for this for 8 years.
I feel so relieved!!
posting my before pic today before i forget! lol
I'm already a new person just knowing that im getting this done!
SO my consultation is THIS friday and they told me to bring a T shirt im guessing to try on sizers. SUPER excited!
I put about 325 cc in a 32D bra i bought and it fills it.
Does anyone know if this sounds about right? I ALWAYS expected for it to be around 350 and i just dont know if its too much..
can anyone help me out?
I have a question!!
im getting silicone under the muscle but in scared im gonna look super fake.. Im not getting huge ones but does anyone have any thoughts on this?
What the Doc told me
So i went to my consult a few days ago! It went soooo well! The doctor made me feel super comfortable and he was so great for answering my questions properly.
He showed me a bunch of sizes and me and my mom actually agreed on 400cc round moderate plus profile. quite a bit more than i thought i was going to choose!
The doctor DID mention that depending on my muscles ( whether they are too tight or not) he might not be able to fit the 400cc. He said most likely it would be fine, but he is going to put temporary implants in when I have surgery, and if it doesn't, he's going to put 350cc. I REALLY hope the 400cc fits, but at least I know he's going to try.
Call me crazy.. but I've actually been trying to massage my muscles so that they loosen up and arent as tight. LOL
I guesssss its a little MUCH to do, but I'm going to do everything I can to try and make that 400cc fit comfortably!
I havent booked yet, because I plan on getting it done after the holidays, which is perfect because it gives me some time to get the money together.
I CANT wait!
And im SUPER thrilled that I can fit the moderate plus implant because I really want the fullness of the implant to be at the bottom.
I really think he's going to do a great job!.
YAY FOR BOOBIES
i trust my doctor very much but what do you guys think?
posted a pic with 400cc sizers!
thanks everyone for the nice comments :D
just posted a wish pic from someone in this forum!i
Has anyone changed their crease????
I DONT WANT THE 350CC
added wish pics :P and MAYBE bad news :(
Bad news is i might not be able to get them during christmas break.. :( i hope that will change i think ill be ok but theres a small chance it wont happen.. im gonna do everything i can to avoid that!
OH goshh THE SIZE PROBLEM
I have this one friend and i feel a bit bad for her i think shes socially awkward but i was talking with some friends and her about it and she was like. oh ya theyre gonna judge you.. everyones going to judge you.. like gee thanks, right? :/ it was really rude and not sympathetic at all.. shes actually really getting on my nerves lately, because shes making me doubt myself..
im just frustrated and dont know what to do :( I guess when i go in for another consult i'll double check what I want.. go big or go home right? lol
Going with 400cc if it fits but if the doctor sees too much stretching of the muscle he's going to go with 350cc to be sure i dont get the dreaded UNI boob.
Anyways I CANTTTT wait!!
Any tips or recommendations for me before my big day? or for after?
Love you all
Worries about ANAESTHESIA
New BEFORE pics :)
SOO EXCITED :)
Went to confirm the size!
More Wish pics! I hope they arent too "sexy" for this page hahah! But I just found them from google loll
My profile and front view full.
41 days away and counting!
I also had the option to do it in december, but I have 5 family birthdays and my younger cousins are super hyper and I dont want to get a punch in tha new boobs lolll!! Which has happened before! But it was ok since i wear about an inch and a half of padded bra haha :D SO still January 7 and 41 days away! the way i look at it is a month and 10 days :) so im counting down to 30.. and then its december.. so much holiday shopping and parties that i think it will FLY by so quickly!
I hope i dont get too nervous a few days before.. Im really doing my best to try and relax and not over think everything. Apparently if you get a rly bad cough or cold they cant operate on you so im literally taking a week off from work bEFORE surgery, and maybe 2 weeks after.. lol Maybe more Im going to try nd get a doctors note to take more. Im sure if im not feeling up to it he will send me home with a note.
so I got my meds, i have a bunch of pillows, although im thinking of buying some sorta special pillow haha.
I will also have 2 surgical bras because my doctor insists i wear it at all times. So when 1 is in the wash i have another. getting one in whie and one in black.. I figured id take black since it'll be easier to hide under clothes.. maybe pull it off as a tank top lol
pics of me with sizers (400cc)
ME with 400cc sizers
39 days tonight and CANT WAIT
The way I see it.. 9 days is a bit longer than a week... and then christmas shopping passes.. then christmas passes.. then new years and BOOM. 6 days later BOOBS! haha
So excited for all of you getting it done and having just as much fun counting down the days ^_^
bras and bikinis i love that wont fit me :(
Cruel people who JUDGE and make RUDE COMMENTS
I just wanted to talk abit about people judging because of boobs.. I was SOO worried that when i got implants i would be judged by men and women all the time..
I thought to myself after that and remembered that girls already judge me.. and call me a slut as i walk away and its so rude and disrespectful not only because i dress appropriately and often wear loose baggy shirts that dont flaunt anything.. and 2 because WE WOMEN should stick together.. whether i want to show off my boobs or not.. who cares !? as long as you feel confident and beautiful. what does it change in our lives???
And for the men that start insulting to your face or as you walk away... listen up : a man that doesnt like implants WILL NOT COMMENT and call you a slut.. men that CANT HAVE YOU will call you a slut.. men that know they can never have a woman that looks like you.. will call you a slut.
I once walked passed an italian 30 year old man.. im also italian.. and he used an italian word to call me a slut.. i quickly turned around and said GOOD THING I UNDERSTAND ITALIAN. they started giggling and he said woops.. uhh.. call me?
what a pathetic JERK.
I was wearing a completely loose t shirt.. plus im flat.. and jeans and cute wedges..
i dont know? does my face make me a slut?
Thats why i know this man had nothing better to do. Sorry to insult. and i usually dont.. but lets just say he was NOT attractive.
Once again im here to tell you all to NOT CARE and brush it off when someone insults you and tried to make you hear it.. you are better than that person and at the end of the day, they are so jealous they feel the need to try to make you feel like less of a beautiful person. share this message with a woman who needs it.
You are beautiful and anyone who says otherwise is jealous of what you have.
Let THEM suffer in silence. dont let words hurt you.. as the classic saying goes.. sticks and stones may break my bones but words cannot hurt me.
They want you to feel bad about yourself.. and when they see that you HEARD their repulsive comment and walk with your head up even higher.. Believe me, they will slouch even LOWER.
If you see a girl and feel insecure around her.. just remember. we are all human. she probably has insecurities too.. and maybe instead of thinking bad thoughts.. throw in a complement.. wow she has great style.. her shoes are gorgeous! she has great boobs! she has the perfect body!.. she has a beautiful eye colour. when you spread good comments.. you will feel more beautiful than ever.
Have a wonderful day ladies
It all feels surreal
20 more days! This is random..
January 7 is getting closeeee
18 days left!
Ive been trying to get a good amount of sleep, I told my work that I'll have to work a bit less ... and i've been having a tall glass of orange juice every day to make sure i get a lot of vitamin C.
On the more POSITIVE side: I bought myself this ADORABLE pink victorias secret robe. the big comfy one! oh my gosh i put it on and i was in heaven. My mom will bring it for me the day of surgery so if i feel cold i can put it on right after.
I'm kind of nervous about the pain.. worried to feel that stretching feeling. especially since im going for a pretty large size and im starting with veryyy little tissue!
DOWNSIDE: i'll be on my period during surgery D: like i needed more pain lmaoo :P at least i'll have some lovely pain meds. which btw i never take medication for any pain but im not risking it with this. Im not going to try and be a smarty pants cuz i know its going to be a rediculous amount of pain otherwise. /
HOW LONG did it take you guys to recover from the SEVERE pain? How many days????
14 days left!
OH YA. so i have my super comfy robe.. and now i ALSO have that crazy looking pillow a lot of girls get.. you know the one with the two arm rests.. :P Its pretty darn comfy. And i hope the pain is tolerable. I think i will have a lot of pain though becaus eim flat as a board and going for 400cc.. and ive heard of some people getting 400 with more breast tissue than i have and they feel like its terrible. OH WELL. i honestly dont care about the pain because its so worth it for me. im so ready for this change :)
12 days left
10 days the countdown begins! STATS
sorry thats so random but letting the thoughts go helps me :P
Anyways here are some stats:
Going with 400cc Mod+ silicone round unders
Height: 5'4" and a quarter lol
bust: a pitiful 30" - 31" on a good day lollll
Oh boyy!! 7 days!
1 more day!!!
I asked some doctors on the forum and they said i would be about a full C cup. SO im actually really happy because I feel like on my small frame.. that is a nice size. I wouldnt mind if it was bigger, but I wont complain if im a C.. but i work at Victorias secret and I checked the C and i think its pretty much my size or I might have to go to a D... anyways I guess i'll find out soon :D yayyy :)
The hospital was great though the whole staff was sooo nice as I even got heated blankets before my surgery and on to surgery bed. I felt so wonderful there and I dot even remember falling asleep :p sl
Right now I'm feeling a bit better just really tired and waiting for my surgeon to prescribe me the new antibiotic! Other than the nausea the pain is like a 5 on 10
Feeling much better!!!
Still cant believe it!!
On the plus side: They're doing great.. they look great to me and starting to get more and more squishy :) which is so exciting because i dont want to feel like they are fake even though they are :P its still so weird never would I have thought in a million years I would have breast implants.. Its confusing me so much
Day 13 post op :)
The only thing I still feel is when I lift something heavy they do the crazy boob moving thing people talk about.. it feels so creepy.. but i guess ill get used to it :P Anyways id rather have that than no boobs haha!
WEEEEEE :) Heres some pictures day 13 post op in a bra I bought PRE op hoping i was going to fill it.. IT FITS :D So far I'm a 32D I dont think they'll get fluffier though.. im not sure :P i guess i'll have to wait :)
3 weeks post op pics :)
25 days post op
I'm fitting a 32D but i noticed that in a shirt you can see a bump coming out of the bra.. so im thinking i might be a....a..... DOUBLE DEE.. AHH DD??? we'll see :P im going to wait for the famous 6 week mark and then maybe try on a DD.. but wow .. i wasnt even sure if i was going to make it to a D.. let alone a DD :) heres a couple pics :)
again i got 400cc silicone under the muscle smooth round mod plus
4 weeks post op :)
here are some pictures!
still cant believe it!
OH i noticed one has dropped a bit more... i know its not bottoming out because it looks like it has "fallen" into its pocket.. i just hope the other catches up! lol :P they dont look uneven from the front but i can tell one curves more on the bottom.. not a major concern though .. just hoping everything gets even again! :P still looking good though and feeling so confident.. its like a silent confidence that i didnt have before :) hehe
Thanks for all the lovely comments
SOO happy :) 6 weeks post op
I feel so good about my body now its amazing. They are very round now and i got the exactly results i was hoping for!
Woww was it ever hard to find a nice, well fitted beige bra in a 32DD.. some stores dont have every model in DD.. i was pulling a sweat in the stores trying to find a beige bra that i liked and fit nice.. i actually found myself getting veryyyy frustrated.. but then i stopped and said.. hey its better than not fitting into ANY bras like i did before ! loll omg i thought it was soo funny :P
IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING:
my favourite bra at victorias secret is the dream angels Demi . i loveeee it.
I havent tried any push ups yet but soon i might.. i guess i just feel like i dont really need it haha but im sure if i have a party maybe i'll consider it.. Ive always loved the dream angels collection though so im sure i'll love the push up too.. i highly recommend that bra i recommended it to a girl on this forum who got implants.. and she was looking for great cleavage.. and she LOVED it :)
HOW TO GET MORE CLEAVAGE ( CANNOT GUARANTEE RESULTS) * This is just how i did it!!
i WILL post photos of each step.
*******BE GENTLE. I do not take responsibility for any damage done, NOR am i a doctor. This is just what MY doctor told ME to do. Follow YOUR doctors instructions if you are afraid to do this. *******
1. Take your right hand, and place it on the SIDE of your LEFT breast ( be SURE its on the very outter side of the implant, or the implant will not move properly.
2. Now, push the breast inwards, moving the implant to get as close as it can to your RIGHT breast. BE GENTLE. DO NOT OVER PUSH IT! Even if you only can move it a little, do NOT force the implant and hurt yourself, because if you do it too much you may damage something or hurt yourself.
3. HOLD this for 3 Mississippi's.
4. REPEAT this 10 times in the morning, 10 times at night
5. Now for the other side. Basically doing the same thing.
6. Take your left hand, and place it on the SIDE of your RIGHT breast.
7. Now, push the breast inwards, moving the implant to get as close as it can to your LEFT breast.
8. HOLD this for 3 Mississippi's.
9. REPEAT this 10 times in the morning, 10 times at night
AGAIN be gentle. I hope this helps some of you on how to get a smaller gap if that is what you want. Again i am not responsible for any damage and this is just my opinion i am not a doctor.
about 4 months in - Still love my new assets hahah :) 400 cc mod + silicone unders
So anyways everything is great, I love them. I still havent slept on my stomach although i did get a lovely massage but i made sure i had a very soft surface. near the end though i felt a little uncomfortable :P
ANYWAYS hhaha here are my side view and front view pictures at about 4 months :)
7 months post op! Loving my girls!
Before i talk more.. just wanna say that soon i'll post a pic in some bikinis i bought that I'm lovinnnnggggggg :D
i will post a longer update soon, i actually just typed so much but it got deleted cuz i accidentally pressed BACK :( loll.
Anyway, thank you everyone for the kinds words and if you have any questions you can always message me here or inbox me. its actually great when you do because it reminds me to update my profile lol :D
Amazing doctor. So nice from start to finish. Never makes you feel like you are asking too many questions. Takes all the time you need.. KNOWS WHAT HES DOING. so meticulous and organized. He was late the day of surgery but thats because the city has unpredictable traffic.. enjoyed everything from start to finish. highly recommend him!