Ready for Some Proper Boobs - Melbourne, AU

I come from a family of small breasted women. We...

I come from a family of small breasted women. We all breast-fed our babies (I had 3) and amazed ourselves at how such tiny boobs could sustain growing babies. My Dad who's a Vet tended to make comments about how some of the best milking cows are Jerseys with small udders ;\ thanks Dad!
So I'm having a tummy tuck to correct the other thing that runs in our family - big diastasis recti (mum and her 3 girls all got it after pregnancies), and during the pre-op consult the subject of BA came up and, well, I suddenly allowed myself to think what it would be like to have the boobs I've dreamt of.
I'm currently losing hours of sleep a night worrying about it - what if I get lymphoma, what if I get capsular contracture, what if people at work notice and think less of me for getting new boobs - none of these are particularly rational thoughts but there you go...
So unless I run out of nerve, I might be adding a BA to my TT...
A bit about myself - I'm 41, 5'4", 128lb lost 13kg of my baby weight, I am fit- workout 3-5 times per week, and have no boobs whatsoever. I spend my life strapping fake bumps to my chest in the form of ridiculously padded bras. So who am I kidding? This isn't that much different.
I want to keep this a secret - even from my mum who knows about the TT - I don't know why but I'm very self-conscious about doing something to increase my sexiness. The TT is to decrease my pregnant-looking-bellyness but the boobs are really very optional so I feel like they're harder to justify. I know - get over it, Outieumbie!
So, big breath... meeting with the PS on Friday to talk cc's - I have a small frame and he wants to do about 300cc smooth round silicone part sub muscular part under breast. I still can't quite believe I'm doing this..

tweaking the padded bra...

Ahh yes... my delightful 2 yo girl is suddenly noticing boobs having never paid any attention to them since being weaned over a year ago. Great timing! She gave my ridiculously padded bra a big tweak tonight and giggled hysterically. Guess I wont be laughing if she tries that in a few weeks' time...
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