I have lost over 100 pounds in the last 19 months...
I have lost over 100 pounds in the last 19 months (down 150 pounds since 2004). I have been morbidly obese my entire life and I have a huge amount of excess skin. I am one week away from four procedures: extended abdominoplasty with public lift; panniculectomy, buttocks lift and lateral thigh lift.
I'm anxious, but excited to see what the next stage of my weight loss journey looks like.
Two more sleeps until the big day
I'm surprisingly calm, haven't taken any of the prescribed Ativan yet, but I think my boyfriend needs to! I'm sure ill need to take it tomorrow night. I'm worried most about the pain and discomfort of recovery. Since I've lost all of this weight, I've become a very active person. I cannot wrap my head around so much downtime.
On Tuesday, February 4th, I am having four plastic surgical procedures to remove excess skin. This is one of the final stages of my weight loss story that started August 13, 2012 (Dad's birthday) when I started Weight Watchers. The surgery will be about sixhours long and will be in the doctor's surgical suite in
Marina Del Rey.
Immediately after the surgery, I will be in an after-care facility in Santa Monica for two to three days. After that, I will be at the parental recovery
for another 5-7 days. Mom and Dad are leaving for a trip on Feb 14, so
I will then be home
I'll probably be off of work for two or three weeks.
I'm nervous and excited about this next part of my journey but know it will be great after the healing is complete.
I have so much love and support over the past few years of evolution. I've
got the best support team in the business!
Surgery has been postponed due to another medical issue. Will be rescheduled soon, hopefully. Thanks to everyone for their good wishes.
Rescheduled for Monday
Fingers crossed it happens!
Now two procedures instead of four
taking a more conservative approach for safety reasons. Disappointing, but wisest way to go.
Day four post-op
Quick update. Leaving after care for parents home. Pain is manageable, moving around on my own well. Day 3 was the worst. Weak, tired, two scary dizzy spells. Had follow-up with dr yesterday, said everything was fine.
Day four, post-op
Day two and three were the hardest. Tired, weak, almost fainted twice. By the end of day three I was feeling much more like myself. I am recovering at my parents place now, after three wonderful nights at Serenity After Care.
The pain is not bad. I've mostly switched to Tylonol except took the percoset at night. Ambien is my friend. Slept well with that as an assist. Pain has been manageable.
Will probably get drains out Monday. Fingers crossed.
Won't post photos till after drains are out.
Everything is progressing well
Pain is minimal, just managing with Tylonol. Drains are a pain, compression garment is annoying, but I'd better get used to it since it will be around for awhile!
In the morning, I will call the surgeon with the drain log information and see if they are ready to come out. I'm prepared for them to say not yet.
I have great parents who are caring for me. I'm not weak anymore and not overly tired. Using Ambien to help with sleep. Trying to get in a nap per day.
The days my boyfriend visits are liquid gold. He makes every bit of fear and anxiety just disappear while he's here.
I haven't gotten a good look at my torso yet. Being a good girl and leaving the garment on. It seems like I'm still very swollen, like I have no waist, which is odd!
Slight communication failure
There's no one in the office today to take out my drains, even though they are ready to come out! Appointment set for tomorrow, 10am.
Just wearing a long, thin camisole between my skin and the binder. Feels amazing. Will post photo later.
Eight days post-op
Yes, I'm pleased. I am still swollen, but now that the padding and drains are out, I get a better sense of what the results look like. I don't have a great photo. Every time I try to take a photo, everything looks crooked and the lighting is bad. I will work on some better ones once I get home tomorrow.
Of course, now that my tummy is flatter, I really want to get my legs done. All in good time!
It's really frustrating that you can't change your surgery date because it's wrong, due to the postponement I had.
I'm home alone. I've spent a lot of time trying on clothing and looking at myself in the mirror.
I am still very swollen and the compression garment adds a reasonable amount of bulk. I tried on the petite 12 jeans and they fit properly.
So no new wardrobe until the swelling goes down and probably until I recover from the upper body work, which might be the next procedure.
But for now, concentrating on healing from this one!
Follow-up, Day 11 post-op
Steri-strips removed. Stitches from belly button removed. There is scabbing all over the incisions with a little bit of blood oozing. Wearing camisole between me and the compression garment. Doctor took a few pics and said everything is healing fine. Have f/u appointment in three weeks.
Going to go back to work next week, but not work full days.
Recovery has gone so much better than I thought it would. The body is a remarkable thing. I love the result thus far and it's just going to get better with healing and time.
More photos - from Doctor
Here's a new set of before and afters
Here's a new set of before and afters
After is taken 11 days post-op
Soooo tired of wearing this! And tired of not being able to be active with my regular yoga and hiking! Just a minor pity party this morning and then I was over it.
Healing is progressing
I'm anxious to get back to exercising. I'm seeing my weight bounce around all over the place even though I am still on my Weight Watchers 26 points per day plan. I am seeing swelling going down, but I still think my torso looks very square (like I'm missing the contour of a waist). Have f/u next Friday, so will talk to Dr. about that.
Already scheduled second procedure (upper body) for late April.
One month since surgery
It's exactly one month. I'm not a patient person, so this feel like the longest month I've ever lived.
I'm feeling pretty good, but still experiencing some soreness. It took awhile for sleeping patterns to resume. This morning I'm feeling like crap, but I think it's the time change and a bit of depression about the end of the weekend and heading back to work. I was back to work at the beginning of the third week of recovery.
Swelling is visibly down. Energy is mostly good. I'd say I'm 80% myself.
Tucked in shirt with belt
I cannot even remember the last time I did this.
Something I've been thinking about in relation to this type of procedure
If you aren't close to or at your ideal weight, you probably aren't going to be happy with your results. I waited until I was close to goal and I'm glad I waited. I started having consults at around 140 pounds, figuring I would be at about 130 when i had the surgery, and that exactly how it turned out. I'm about five pounds away from my goal of 120 (I'm 5'2). I think it's irresponsible of doctors to recommend these procedures to people who are still very overweight. Not trying to sounds elitist or sizeist but I've seen some other peoples reviews and those who are unhappy with their result still seem to need to lose weight.
End of the fifth week follow-up appointment
I had a follow-up appointment on Friday. Dr. Stoker said everything was healing well. He suggested one more week until I return to exercise and wants me to wear the compression garment for another month. I was really surprised at this, to the point where I forgot to ask WHY?!
He said if it was really bothering me I could skip it, but recommended I continue to wear it. I'm not going to question his wisdom, why would I go against his wishes at this point?!
Am I disappointed? Yes. Will I get over it? Already am.
A few new photos and update
16 Apr 2014
2 months post
Had a f/u appointment on the 4th, which was about the end of week seven I think. It was actually a pre-op appointment for the next surgery I am doing on the 29th of April, but he looked at the incisions etc. Everything is a-OK. Got permission to stop the compression garment, but I'm still wearing it around the house, just in case.
I'm attaching a picture from last month that also includes my BEFORE pic, and in this case, the before is before I lost 108 pounds, not before the surgery.
I am really struggling with the last four pounds I want to lose. It's really frustrating. I've been at the same weight for the past month or so.
16 Apr 2014
2 months post
the before and after picture above: the before is prior to losing weight. The after is after losing weight and the plastic surgery.