Countdown Starts Ladies!! So Excited!! Los Angeles, CA

Today is 11/2, the sixth day of my surgery. I did not have the balls to wright anything without simply breaking down. I have never experienced this kind of pain, this was special, this was brutal, and what made it hurt even more is that I volunteered for this. Anyways, it was lots of dumbfound moments from the meds, lots of discomfort, and everything else that everyone say they are experiencing after surgery even more. Last night I thought I was not gonna make it. First,did not have a bowel movement since the surgery which is 5 days, I was having minor heart aches that was shooting up and down my left side, my brain was shut down from all the medication, I was out of control tired and could not sleep. DAMN! I couldn't even cry. i wanted to so bad. So my poor mom hurting along with me gave me a sleeping medication that knocked me out. and Thank God i'm up and alive this morning. I am in super pair still, but i'm gonna see my doctor, so there's hope. He's suppose to take out the snitches, so that cant be bad. Ill let you know how that goes.
Ladies before you decide to do this insanity please please do all sorts of research, I know its gross, but watch videos on you tube that showing how its done. After I made myself watch one of them, my pain made sense to me, which kinda calmed me down. Otherwise if you don't know whats hurting, you start getting afraid and that extra on our bodies to handle. SO do research. here are a few pics, ill attach finals later.

SO I did get a call from my doctors office, they wanted me to go in to sign second consent for my approval from the doctor the tummy tuck. He thinks we can get the better results with TT, couldn't agree more. Off course he mentioned it before I decided to go with BBL, but couldn't t bring myself picture having a side-to-side scar on my belly. (I think that's the worst part of TT) I thought liposuction will remove all of the fat, which turn out to not be the case. This whole time I have been doing reviews and educating myself about liposuction and the more I learned the more I came to understand the concept of liposuction. in short, Liposuction removes fat only and then relies on the skin's elasticity to contract which is doable only if you have a slight fat that hasn't formed the body image yet. Meaning, fat has not stretched the skin. I did not see not one liposuction on abdomen having flat ab results, not one. Sure, they say you can exercise after lipo but lets be real,chances are very slight that you will get the flat ab results. So if you are trying to achieve the complete flat and firm belly, liposuction is not for you and this is why I decided in the last minute to get it right the first time.
I'm scheduled for tomorrow morning. I am anxious to get this over with. I am not looking forward for the recovery what-so-ever, but so many of you ladies did recover successfully, so i'm sure I will survive. Well, I will post about results as soon as I am able to.

I am usually a very indecisive person either way specially with my surgery. I sent him mail after mail asking him to perform the tummy tuck instead of the lipo. TT is gonna make me loose the weight off.
And he says Ohhhhh lets just take it slow, like I'm asking him his hand in marriage. Anyways Ill find out on Monday if I was able to change his mind. Great Doc bbw.