At the moment I am excited to being on the new...
At the moment I am excited to being on the new part of my life but also worried about if I fail. It's a lot of money I am selfishly spending on myself (with his support)....I don't want to be skinny (currently size 22) I just want to loose enought to be able to run around with my children asin and be able to shop in normal shops. Did anyone does worry ? My one question I have about it all is do I eat smaller potions but still feel hungry or does the fullness sensation stop the 'hunger pangs' ?
Pre operations diet week
Day 3 of the pre operation diet...milk yoghurt and oxo cubes....mmmmmm =not !
Not too bad during the day but I do also eat both my yoghurt portions at work so I can stay focused (heavy duty job concentration wise) but once the kids are in bed that would be my time to cook and eat..... So guess what I get to do now instead ....ironing...blooming ironing....I hate it lol ! ...but hey today is day 3 ...tomorromw I'm over half way through this one week, bring on the soup flavours next week I say :-)
Going out for dinner is not an easy option today. I'm sorry but I did fail with a home made tomato soup. But at least I stayed away from all the carbs. And the scampi and chips looked so good....Although I did have a quick weigh in today and lost 3lb...but after all when I am just drinking milk and yoguat. .I should blooming well think so to !
Day 5 of yogurt and milk diet
This hasn't been easy, but oxo cubes have become my best friend....chicken, veg and beef... They all taste surprisingly good ..so a good tip for all...buy oxo lol.Had my call yesterday for admittance time 10am Wednesday. My husband asked me last night if I am worried or excited... I'm neither. .I just want it over and done with so I can see what the rest of my life's interaction with food will be. Order some cloths today 2 sizes smaller to be my incentive...they will be hung on prominent display for me to see :-)
now I get to write.....post op !
21 Aug 2013
Day of treatment
Surgery was nice and quick. Had a little of the trapped has pain, nothing major but still knew I had it. I didn't realise the band would sit so high (just below the diaphragm) so I have a the sore part (only when sitting up or laying down)...but other than that supprisinglying pain free. Although haven't eaten anything all day not hungry, but making sure I am drinking plenty of water and hot chocolate :-) .. Hubby and kids at a near by hotel they came and saw me earlier but my 7yr old got a little upset seeing me a little confused from the op :-( ...orded some tops and they will hang on my bedroom wall (not wardrobe) to be my inspiration once back home to keep at it all. Oh I have a question. The surgeon put a small lap band in instead of a medium, does anyone know the difference or why he would choose a smaller one
1st day post op.
Yesterday was a bad day, was in a lot of pain and couldn't take a proper deep breath as felt like my diaphragm was bruised (like after a bad cough) went to bed early and tossed and turned trying to find a comfortable spot. Couldn't eat to much but managed a full Tin of soup all day. If some one had told me how much pain I would of been in I most prob would of still done it though. I suspect the pain is around the port site. Just to the left under my breast bone, quiet a bit of swelling (but after all I had an operation yesterday). Oh I must say quiet a bit of flatulence but I have been taking deflatine so to save myself from the traveling wind pain I have been warned about ...and its worked....well depends who you ask...me = I have avoided it, kids = putting up with mummy farting better than them lol....
day 2 post op
Today , started off quiet well and positive...but only managed 1/2 tin of soup ...water and a hot choc (diet variant of course) feeling very bloated and like I need to burp but can't. By end of day feeling out of sorts...hopefully its just the bruising and swelling coming out....on the plus side....not feeling hungry which would of been unbearable....at this stage can't even imagine being able to eat mushy food in less than two weeks let alone 'normal food again....but lets see what tomorrow brings x
today not a good day
Started today of like yesterday, ended the day in hospital ????..over the last few days i have been finding it hard to even drink water or swallowing saliva...this afternoon i started vomiting...and that was pain like no other ! ....i called my surgeons clinic and was advised to go to a bariatric hospital...they have kept me in with fluids, anti sickness and morphine ( god bless that morphine)
..i haven't been sick this evening but pain around the port site is very significant
Feeling better today. Still don't regret having it done so today is another day. Have lost 18 kilo since my first weigh in at original consultation...so since the 2nd august...but 8 kilo's is since the 21st (op day)
Hi all, haven't been on for a few weeks....feeling so much better now ...almost over the oh my god what have I done feeling lol. Spoke to my dietician today and found out my definition of mushy food and mine are different ...so rolled back what I am eating :-)