28yrs Old,5'1 130lbs, Mom of 2!! Consult Was 2/11. Kirkland, WA

I forgot about this place! Just wanted to do a little update!! Sometimes I still get half boob greed, then other days I'm thankful I didn't go bigger! I did get measured at VS PINK 34DD!!! The girl said try VS 32DDD. It all just depends on the style of the bra. But soooo I've been using some silicone cream lotion on my scar. I went to Disneyland and forgot to put a bandage over the incision so the sun doesn't damage the scarring?? The lady at the front desk told me to protect them, but I forgot.. Idk now my incision is a little pink, and I feel like I'm a little dark ????
But yea idk, my left boob is still numb ???? they are somewhat more softer. Randomly they get hard! I still sleep flat on my back.
Oh and depending what I wear I do feel masculine, and then I don't in other outfits. I'll try and take more pics

I don't know where to start.. By day 4 hardly any pain, just a lot of tightness and Sorness. Went in for my check on the 3/20 PS said everything looks good! Ok so my surgery was3/17 and that was that last time that I seen my baby, she's almost 2 years old. My fiancé has been caring for, she has been sick and high fever!! I finally seen her Friday before I left to my check up. And she did not cry for me at all when she seen me. She just stared at me, like " Uhh where have you been?" And her big brown eyes just looked sad. I blew her a kiss and ran out the door. My eyes slowly filled with tears. My gf was driving my car to take me to my appt. she was confused on why I was crying. At that moment I just felt so selfish for getting this surgery. I felt like I should have waited till my daughter was at least 3-4 years old, maybe even a little older. I felt like I abandoned her. I spoil her and baby her so much. That look she gave me, I can't erased.. And she's been sick. It's been all daddy. My fiancé has been so supportive it melts my heart. He does wish that I could have chosen to do this later cause of her sickness. ;( so ladies if your thinking about getting it done, I would wait a little to your baby is a little grown.
Ok so I work at a casino one of the biggest is Washington state. And yes smoking is allowed. My job is pretty easy, walk around congratulate guests if they have won a jackpot on the slot machine, do paper work, and have my attendants pay out the money. Pretty easy, that's on Saturday&sunday. So the rest of the week I just fix machines, and pay out the jackpots!! So I'm excited to see if my new rack will get me more tips!! Haha.. Anyways I only last 4 hrs. And long story only a select few know of my surgrey. But ppls have just been rude to me all week. I'll do some explaining later. Sorry
Other then that, my boobs are hard and odd shaped. Only tightness now, I do feel a little stinging on my stitch area.

Sooo.. Woke up and I got up by myself, probably wasnt a good idea cause when I stood up from my struggle of getting up from bed I slipped a little. It was scary and painful :-/.
Pain is manageable, just feels I did a super intense upper body workout. And a lot of pushups!
Is it ok that I don't have drain tubes and/or bandages??? I seen others with them.. And I was asking my fiancé what were their instructions on the drain and he was like what drain???
But I just wanna say that Dr. Stridde and his staff were awesome, made me feel safe! And his anthesologist dr.braden was really funny and silly! Very happy I choose dr. Stridde. He did notice that my natural left boob sat higher on my chest then my right.. So he was going to make the pocket on the right match my left.. I hope it turns out ok!!!!! I'm super nervous!!! And I still feel like they are not big enough!!!
I'll post pictures late!!