Silicone B to D Cup. A Day by Day Review.

I am SO SO ready to get this done. Just had my husband take my before pictures, and I felt so insecure and even ended up crying towards the end because of a comment my husband made. :( (He said he was trying to get me excited. Fail!)

I have my prescriptions, my rides to and from set up and crock pot meals ready to go.

I can not wait to no longer have to wear padded bras and swimsuits. I can't wait to just be able to feel comfortable having my husband touch my boobs any time he wants- not just when I am laying on my side. Looking forward to no longer feeling like a 9 year old girl when I am lying down. I just want to feel sexy. I have always felt pretty, but not sexy.

Now that I am just about 4 days away, I just keep wondering how much pain I am going to be in, how I will do on the drugs, what clothes am I still going to be able to wear?
I have a lot of support from the girls in my life that I have told, but I wonder how the next circle of acquaintances will treat me afterwards. I really hope that I achieve a size that takes away all of my insecurities, but does not make me appear like a [RS bleep].

So ready to feel good about myself! I have not been able to find much information regarding the subfascial placement. Much information is provided about "unders" and "overs" so I really hope that I can help women that are getting this particular technique see what their recovery will be like and the results.

Crawling into bed, I have surgery in the morning at 11am. I have to show up at 9:30 am. Not nervous at all, which is a surprise. Reading other reviews from you all have helped a lot!

Cleaned my whole house today, so I won't have to worry about that. Cooked some foods that will be easy to heat up, easy on my tummy. (Baked sweet potatoes, hard boiled eggs, Mac n cheese, cut up fresh pineapple, and will make chicken in crock pot tomorrow).

Hubby will be out of town, so my good friend will take care of me. Picked her up a little prezzy today for all get help. I know she'll be a wonderful help.

Bought myself some flowers for something pretty to look at, and arranged for my crazy dog to go to daycare so he won't be an issue.

Went to the chiropractor today to make sure I'm all in alignment so they make these girls nice and straight. :-)

Made a medication timeline/ checklist to keep them all straight, and put my anti-nausea patch behind my ear at 10pm.

Took a shower tonight with my Lever 2000 soap, and I'll have to take another shower in the morning. No makeup, perfume, lotion jewelry etc. allowed tomorrow. That's gonna be tough.

I can't eat our drink anything past midnight (almost there!). I'm sure I'll be ravenous and cotton mouthed at exactly 12:01. :-) haha.

Made a video in which I'll share when the time is right (aka when my family knows so they won't have to find out via YouTube.)

Other than that, feeling great and just ready to get it over with. I've noticed the last couple days how much I subconsciously hold my arms or my purse over my chest out of self consciousness. No way to live! One of my favorite shirts today wasn't even making me feel good- I just HATE having these small boobs!!!

Can't wait to see what my new girls will be like. Weird though, as much add I hate my current boobs I'm feeling slightly sentimental about them changing forever. Weird, huh?

Whelp, I'll try to update you tomorrow. Wish me luck! Say a prayer that all goes well. :-)