48 Years Old, 2 Kids Left Me with a Saggy Belly and Feeling Ashame. Now I Am Taking Care of Me for a Change.

I have decided to get a tummy tuck after getting a breast augmentation last year October 2017. I decided to go with a totally different doctor. I should have gone with her for my breast augmentation/lift. However, she is about 2 1/2hrs away and I was doubtful with my BA/BL but I decided to go for it with my tummy tuck. Don't get me wrong, I like my breast but as you women know we can be a bit picky and I feel it could have been done better. But with my tummy tuck I am not gonna worry about her being so far away. I chose Dr Robey in Indianapolis because she seems to be as picky as most women an I like that. Although, I am nervous because I have heard so many horror stories on the site but I just can't stop reading all the good, bad and the ugly testimonies. I am hopeful it will all work out for me. This plastic surgery world is all new to me but surgeries don't scar me. My biggest concern is just coming out looking worse than I did before I go in. My husband is always concern and loves me no matter what. In fact, he would rather I stay the way I am. But he is supportive no matter what and I know he will nurse me back to health just like he did with the BA/BL. However, I want to continue to wear bikinis for as long as I can...lol. We retired a month ago and I feel this is a good time to start getting this done. Dr Robey wants to do my revision and put my implants under the muscle but I am skeptical to even touch them at this time because I have had to consults since my BA/BL and no one can promise me the round and more perky look. Dr Robey can promise better symmetry/more of a lift. I wanted to go bigger afterwards but if gravity is gonna take over even more then why do it? I should have gone bigger when I had the opportunity but the bigger numbers were scary. So, I ended up with 340cc moderate classic, when I should have gone 500cc.:( However, I would probably be even more disappointed because I could have benefited from an even bigger lift than what I got. If anyone feels I should get a revision along with the tummy tuck, I welcome all input. In the meantime I will keep everyone updated on my day to come. I will be posting pics of before and after. Please all pray that my surgery goes well.