1yr and two months

I am so nervous about doing this because you cant take it back after you do it. I wish I could put it back without the surgery.

Ok now that I have a minute from the babies I can possibly update a little. My DH and I had to go through AI to get pregnant with our first child and it failed the first time so we said we would try again and we did conceive so during the pregnancy we talked about what we will do after we have our child well both of us waiting until we were in our 30's to have children didn't really think we could have children on our own so we didn't use protectiona and ended up getting pregnant 3 months after having our first baby so my body never went back to its normal self. Then after the second one I got back to my pre fertility meds and first baby body which is 113. So I have a lot of skin and I need muscle repair is what the PS has told me and he also said I didn't need a lift that he could achieve the look with just implants which is great since it saves us money which I do feel guilty about spending since this is going all on me and we could pay off our car with it. My husband is behind me all the way with it he says it is my decision either way he just wants me to be happy with myself. Neither one of us knew what to expect about having kids would do to your body..I know that sounds naive but seriously think about it does anyone really tell you I mean I had sisters who had babies but they never came out and said you know since I had babies my boobs deflated or my skin is saggy no one tells you this (i'm thinking about writing a book about the stuff no one tells you about having babies even the pregnancy book don't say...









Well enough about that I will be getting the breast Augmentation with it and we haven't set a cc but I did like the 500cc under the muscle high profile silcone implant but not really sure about the cc size I didn't get pics at the PS office. I want to be at least a D cup.









I am scared about the tummy tuck scar. I do not scar that bad if you can see my csection scar it is not that bad and I just had a baby in July and that pics was taken in september. I will post more pics since I am smaller than that now. Them pics was taken to see if the mothers apron was getting smaller which it was not I was just losing weight every where else.









I go see my PS for my pre-op appt on Dec 16th which that I think they will tell me everything that I need to know I hope and I have a few questions to ask as well. I really need to write them down since I have the worst memory ever but I blame it on being so busy.









This does really help to talk about it I am still really nervous that my surgery is only about 5 wks away. I can't believe I am that close to having my new body. I just want to start the healing process so I can get to normal.