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I posted this msg before but I think in the wrong...
yknataAugust 17, 2014
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I posted this msg before but I think in the wrong section.
I'm 24 years old, married, no children. I weight 105 lbs and I am 5'7 ft tall. I am flat as a board, I was always made fun of when growing up that Im too skinny and I was always hoping that my breasts would go, but at 24 they are the same as they were at age 12. The sad part is left breast is much bigger than right. If i gain weight it only goes to the left breast.I was always afraid of dating guys bc I was too ashamed...the first thing on my mind when I was asked on a date was "if i end up dating this guy he will dump me after seeing me naked". Im very happy I found a guy who doesnt care about my boobs and loves me for me, but I want to get implants for MYSELF, I want to feel more confident, I want to wear a bikini and enjoy myself at the beach, not hide in a cover up and make up excuses why I always have a cover up on.The problem is, I dont want to tell my mom. If my friends or anyone else finds out I got breast implants, I dont really care, Im not ashamed of it. My mom is VERY MUCH against plastic surgery(I dont live with her), and her health is not going well either, so if I tell her I got implants, I am seriously afraid she will have a heart attack. Can I hide implants somehow? I love her a lot but I dont want to disappoint or scare her, I mentioned it before and she just told me to love my body the way it is, she is soooo against it. My surgery is scheduled august 22,2014. I am getting 350cc SIENTRA Silicone gel. I was trying on many sizers, I told my PS I dont want them to look fake, bc Im very thin, I want it to look natural. He said 350cc will look great on my body. When I was telling him maybe I should go smaller he kept saying no because theres no point in a boob job then, he said when the swelling goes away it will look great on me. Im afraid, but I have been thinking about implants for years...im so tired of being so skinny and flat as a board. The only person who knows about this is my husband, none of our friends or family know...and you guys...I hope the surgery goes well and I wont look crazy with two huge balloons. I really do hope the surgeon knows what he is talking about when it comes to 350cc
I'm 24 years old, married, no children. I weight 105 lbs and I am 5'7 ft tall. I am flat as a board, I was always made fun of when growing up that Im too skinny and I was always hoping that my breasts would go, but at 24 they are the same as they were at age 12. The sad part is left breast is much bigger than right. If i gain weight it only goes to the left breast.I was always afraid of dating guys bc I was too ashamed...the first thing on my mind when I was asked on a date was "if i end up dating this guy he will dump me after seeing me naked". Im very happy I found a guy who doesnt care about my boobs and loves me for me, but I want to get implants for MYSELF, I want to feel more confident, I want to wear a bikini and enjoy myself at the beach, not hide in a cover up and make up excuses why I always have a cover up on.The problem is, I dont want to tell my mom. If my friends or anyone else finds out I got breast implants, I dont really care, Im not ashamed of it. My mom is VERY MUCH against plastic surgery(I dont live with her), and her health is not going well either, so if I tell her I got implants, I am seriously afraid she will have a heart attack. Can I hide implants somehow? I love her a lot but I dont want to disappoint or scare her, I mentioned it before and she just told me to love my body the way it is, she is soooo against it. My surgery is scheduled august 22,2014. I am getting 350cc SIENTRA Silicone gel. I was trying on many sizers, I told my PS I dont want them to look fake, bc Im very thin, I want it to look natural. He said 350cc will look great on my body. When I was telling him maybe I should go smaller he kept saying no because theres no point in a boob job then, he said when the swelling goes away it will look great on me. Im afraid, but I have been thinking about implants for years...im so tired of being so skinny and flat as a board. The only person who knows about this is my husband, none of our friends or family know...and you guys...I hope the surgery goes well and I wont look crazy with two huge balloons. I really do hope the surgeon knows what he is talking about when it comes to 350cc
UPDATED FROM yknata
3 days pre
Negative reaction...
yknataAugust 19, 2014
Today is august 18 and my BA is august 22. WOW, I still cannot believe after so many years of wanting this, that I am actually doing it! Nobody knows but my hubby. One of my friends came over the other day and we were watching tv, some show on “E” about plastic surgery. She made a comment about how stupid girls are for doing breast implants. That’s exactly why I decided to keep this a secret…I don’t need my mood and excitement to be ruined by negative comments. Everyone who has BA does it for different reasons, I cannot stand when people judge and make rude comments without knowing your reasons for this decision. When my friends find out I got a BA, they can make as many negative comments as they want, I wont care, I know I want to do this, I wanted this for a while and I cannot wait for Friday, its just really aggravating when people think they know what YOU need and don’t need better than yourself.
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August 19, 2014
Hi!! What profile will you be getting? They will look beautiful and u won't worry about how others feel about UR decision ..... I think all your feelings are normal. I felt the same way but really .... Who cares.... You will love them!! I think people close to u , like ur mom, are just afraid of what the outcome will be. They also think breast implants= huge ,[RS bleep] star looking boobs but the truth is , they don't all look like that. And I think 350 will look perfect! Good luck and keep us posted with pics!! Can't wait to see :)
August 20, 2014
I feel you, I went through the same thing 10 yrs ago. I told my family and everyone was against it but it didn't matter. My husband wasn't thrilled afraid something would happen to me, but I went through with it anyways. I'm so happy I did. Good Luck, you will be beautiful no matter what! This is for you, and even if you feel some regret right afterwards you will be fine. Enjoy your privacy while you can, this is for you and your hubby!
August 20, 2014
Secret implants-My frame is very similar. You can look at my profile for an idea:) you will not regret this! Best of luck!
August 20, 2014
I have those same implants! Moderate plus profile
August 20, 2014
It will obviously be swollen after your op but they settle down in time. Mine are 350 one side and 375 the other you may want to have a look...good luck xx
August 21, 2014
I looked at your photos and they look really nice and very natural. I hope mine look natural too.
August 21, 2014
Just make sure your doc knows that you want the natural look. Every doc is different obviously and the final decision is made when you are on the operation table as they try different sizes and go with the one that suits you the most. Well this is what my surgeon did apparently lol. The nurse told me later on :) Mine were really swollen and round like balloons at first then they just went soft real quck and fluffed out before I knew it. Sı didn't wait too long for my results. Let me know if you need any more details xx
UPDATED FROM yknata
1 day pre
2 more days....
yknataAugust 21, 2014
It's already august 20....my surgery is in TWO days....I cant believe it!!!!!!!! Wow. Im not freaking out at all. Im so busy with work and errands that I have NO time to think about the surgery, Im just too busy, trying to get a lot of work done at my job since Ill be out for few days. Its probably a good thing I have no time to think about this....it will probably hit the tomorrow night or the day of the surgery. I have all my meds ready, will be cleaning the house tomorrow and getting ready for friday!
Thanks everyone for writing back and being so helpful.
Thanks everyone for writing back and being so helpful.
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August 21, 2014
Good luck, prayers for you & your surgeon as you have your surgery tomorrow. People may view PS negatively, but when something about your body is 'wrong' to you - it affects your mind a lot. The medical field treats invisible problems invisibily - plastic surgery treats visible symptoms to invisible and visible problems. We're blessed to be in a situation that we don't have to suffer with the embarrassment and insecurity of bodies that weren't born perfect.
August 21, 2014
I'll admit, I used to BE one of those people who thought ill of people who got "boob jobs". I always assumed they were strippers or airheads who only cared about how big their boobs were. Oh, how times have changed! There are some people who know what I did, and some that I've kept it from because I know they think the same way I used to. My husband also supported me completely and didn't care either way. At first, he kept saying, "You don't have to do this. I don't care. I love you the way you are." I finally had to explain to him that it didn't matter what he thought really because I was doing it for myself. I hated the way I looked and thought about my flat chest twenty times a day. It was soooo worth it! Good luck tomorrow and happy healing!! :)
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