Looking foward to being done with the healing process!!

I am 39 yrs old, 5'8, 135 lbs and a mom to 4. I gained 45 pounds with my first 3 kids and 35 with my last. I breastfed all of them for at least 15 months and some up to 2 yrs. My boobs went from perky (although slightly lopsided) little full A/small B to a full E with my first child. Shrunk down to a lopsided small B and a full C in between nursing/pregnancies. With my last child they reached a G. craziness. They have now settled on my left being a very saggy full B and my right a perky full A/small B. In a swimsuit or tight tshirt, I am so lopsided you have to tilt your head for them to seem even. I live in my VS Bombshell and VS Bombshell swimsuits. I love the Bombshell for what is has camouflaged and hate it because I am dependent on it. I want to wear swimsuits that aren't floatation devices. I want to wear tank tops and sundresses and camisoles and strapless dresses and be confident. I look in the mirror and am amazed at what my body has gone through since having kids. I am amazed that my boobs aren't worse then they are...I am thankful for how little my body was damaged by 3 c-sections and a vbac...but I am ready to finally "live" in it again. I have wanted to fix them since after my first child...he is now 12. So I am very excited to have this dream become a reality in just 5 days!!

I am also having a c-section scar fixed. 1 week after having my 3rd son (2nd c-section), I jumped up from the couch to help one of my kids that had fallen through the glass coffee table. I ripped the staples out and created a bunch of scar tissue and maybe some nerve damage. I have about a 1 inch indent that is about 3 inches wide. It is almost totally numb and is very sensitive to pressure in certain spots. I am looking forward to wearing a swimsuit bottom that doesn't have ruffles or extra gathering to cover up the lump!