Yayy, Finally Have Boobs! - Houston, TX

Im 5'2, 107 lbs and barely an A cup. Not even. Ive always wanted bigger boobs but never really gave implants a thought. I did however waste $100 bucks on herbal boob growers thinking that JUST MAYBE a miracle would occur. NOPE! Believe me, Ive been desperate.. So then I started thinking..."maybe implants arent such a bad idea". I did my research and scheduled my consultation with the Doctor. I found a wonderful Female doctor here in Houston and so far she has been fabulous! We picked the surgery date (Its scheduled for March 21st) and discussed sizes. I am going with 325cc Silicone Gel under the muscle. She's going to make the incision at the crease under the breast. I am SOOOO excited for this. ALTHOUGH I MUST SAY I AM SCARED! I have never had any kind of surgery (besides my wisdom teeth being taken out) and I am very nervous about being put out for it. I know it will be fine but....Its a surgery. Anyway, I am super excited and cant wait to be able to put on a regular bra and actually look semi decent in a swim suit! Well I will post again later. I have my pre-op appointment on the 7th. :) :) :) :) Thanks to all the other woman who have had this done and have shared their stories!

The closer we get to the 21st the more excited I am. :) Ive been going through the normal anxieties I suppose. ("what if the results are terrible?" "what if I go too small?" "what if I go too BIG?" etc) And of course still just nervous about the surgery itself. But I know it will be ok. :) Dealing with pms issues along with the worry, you know how terrible that can be. I know I will be happy in the end though. I noticed the comment below about loving yourself as who you are.. Well of course I love myself, thats why Im getting this done. :) ha. I totally understand what "anondude" means and I do agree. But again, I am not doing this for anyone but myself and I know I will be happy with it. I do love my body, but I want bigger boobs to fill out my bras and clothes. Simple. If you were born without one leg and you had the opportunity to get a prosthetic leg, would you not do it? I think a lot of us would. But it would be up to you. Maybe that was a silly comparison but.. everyone is entitled to their own opinion and can make their own decisions. Anyway its late and I am probably rambling on about nothing now. :) Pre-op is this Wednesday :) Exciting!

My pre-op appointment was today, its getting more real every day! Got one of my surgical bras to wear right after surgery and they gave me some scar cream to use along with a huge packet of do's and dont's before and after the surgery date. (whew scary) Also did the "before" photos today. (Awkkwaaarrrrddd) This is definitely happening! :) woo