The Life of the Ta-ta's - Hickory, NC

Hi everyone! Well I guess I should start at the beginning.....when I turned 13 my boobs decided to come in. I was a cheerleader, average size and my boobs were a b-c. Everybody thought I was stuffing if that says anything. Then in high school they shot up to a DD. Needless to say my back hurt and so did my self image. After high school at age 20, I got married and had my daughter. My boobs 4months after birth were a 38G! Omg...Well this past spring I decided to lose weight and have a reduction. My husband has been so supporting in every way with me. I'm now 24 yrs old, 5'3'', and lost 30lbs down to 138lbs. My boobs even dropped to a 34f! I also just went through six weeks of physical therapy to prepare my back muscles for after surgery. My survey is the 25th of this month and I am so so so terrified. I want to chicken out but I know ill regret it if i do. I have come too far. Plus the benefits of no back pain and high self esteem are too appealing. But I'm scared of needles, the pain, the results or complications possible, and I've even had a nightmare of dying on the table! Seriously!! So this is my story so far!