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Breast implants removal while nursing - Germany, DE
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I had my implants done in 2005, I thought it would...
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I had my implants done in 2005, I thought it would help me being me... But I was wrong... Shortly after the operation I regret that I had done it..... Now years later, my relation at that time ended two years post OP. I found my soul mate, we married and have a lovely child of 1,5 years old. I was happy that I have been able to breastfeed, but also very scared about if the breast implants could harm my child. I am still very confused about that. As much as I find the breast so beautiful (not my implant breasts, but natural ones) as they can feed a baby. The more I hate the implants. It took me a long time to find out who I am and did not needed the implants (I see that now). I still can not understand that I have done that. The big problem is now, that I am still breastfeeding my child, but also would like to get rid of the implants. For this I need to wean my child.... I feel so selfish... But what if the implants have effect later on my kid, I will never forgive myself. We also want more children, and ideally I like to have the operation done and not worry about that anymore.... On the other hand I like to continue breastfeeding till my child weans himself. But maybe by that time I could be pregnant again.... My doctors say it is not so bad and the implants (275 mentor Siltex gel) are safe and have no influence on my milk whatsoever. I made an appointment for the 16th of Jan 2014 to have them removed... The PS came with two option, just take them out or take them out and lift. With the second option I have little chances to breastfeed again, and if I am not happy with the result a lift would be very hard to do afterwards... I decided for the first option, as I really want to breastfeed in the future...
Today I also visited my gynecologist today and she was surprised when I said I want to have them removed before our second child... And said that I should be prepared for the outcome and that the previous surgeon did such a good job and that it looks so good.... This made me even more confused...Shall I leave it (and keep on worrying about my health and quality for my milk, next that I feel uncomfortable with the implants) I will add some photos in the next days.... Thanks for reading my story.... I am just very confused....
Today I also visited my gynecologist today and she was surprised when I said I want to have them removed before our second child... And said that I should be prepared for the outcome and that the previous surgeon did such a good job and that it looks so good.... This made me even more confused...Shall I leave it (and keep on worrying about my health and quality for my milk, next that I feel uncomfortable with the implants) I will add some photos in the next days.... Thanks for reading my story.... I am just very confused....
UPDATED FROM Bloem
2 months pre
Some photos of how it looks now
As promised, some photos... As you can see it does not fit my body.....
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November 14, 2013
Thank you for starting your story! I'm sorry you're feeling so much confusion, but I'm not surprised. Our society puts so much emphasis on looking awesome and perfect and less on how we feel. Ignore the naysayers on this particular issue and follow YOUR heart. Your gyno doesn't have to live with the implants or the worry. Hugs! And please keep us posted. January will be here before you know it!

November 15, 2013
Thank you. Yes, of course the society put on so much, specially on the young people... I was also young when I had them done, now I know better.... Hope more information and stories like here (were people regret) should come more public, maybe this way people give it more thoughts..... Yes, somehow really looking forward to have the operation, but also a little scared... It is again an OP..... But after that.... Nothing again anymore even... Thanks.
November 14, 2013
Hi there hope u fine don't worry I just read ur all story I think it's good u can do ur explant as soon as possible bcoz it's difficult to having implant with a small baby this is a full time job .i m sure u will happy nd feel free after ur removal I already removed my implant only in 11 days bcoz of discomfort well best of luck thanx byee

November 15, 2013
Thank you. I can not imagine how free I will feel when they are out.... The appointment is set, but hard to believe it is going to happen in jan14..... You also all the best! Thanks so much!

November 14, 2013
Hi Bloem. I consulted with 5 different PS's in the Los Angeles area before choosing my surgeon, and all of them suggested that I wait to see whether or not I really need a lift about 6+ months after the surgery. I think in the past they used to recommend doing the explant and lift at the same time, but the skin contracts so much in the months following removal that it's considered better to wait and see if they lift on their own. As you can see from many of the posts on here, breasts look pretty deflated and sad immediately after surgery, but photos from months later show them looking much more perky and firm. Lifts are both costly and painful, and I believe the general consensus these days is to wait and see if you really need one before putting you through that. As for your gyno's comments, you never know what she was really thinking. She may have thought she was complimenting you by expressing surprise and saying they look great. If I were in her shoes, I may have said the same thing simply because I didn't want to hurt the patient's feelings and make them feel like they had a bad boob job. She may not have realized the impact of her words. Your implants are bigger than mine, and mine get in the way constantly, they're very uncomfortable, I always hope for cool days so I can hide them under clothes, and I have no doubts whatsoever about wanting them out. But I can understand your concerns. If the docs say breastfeeding can continue post-removal, I think that would be a big incentive to go ahead and do it and get back to being yourself again and feeling more comfortable in your own body. When I was getting my breast implants (in 1996), I was focused entirely on how they would look, not how it would feel to walk around in them every day, pulling on my skin and limiting my physical activities. Don't let other people's opinions about how your breasts look affect your ultimate decision. With the awesome push-up bras that are around today, almost anyone can have great cleavage, and what's most important is your health and how you feel. You'll be more attractive if you feel good about yourself and have small breasts than if you feel uncomfortable with yourself and have big breasts. But in the end, do it for you. And no, you are not selfish for wanting them out when you still need to breastfeed. The fact that you even have that concern demonstrates that you're the opposite of selfish, willing to sacrifice your own comfort and health for your child(ren). You're a good mom to your son, but don't forget to be good to yourself, too. Whatever you decide, good luck! I hope you keep us updated.

November 15, 2013
Hi writer 310, many thanks for your comment. It is good to hear that 5 different PS recommended to wait with the lift. I consulted also a few, but most said that it would not look nice and that I am not going to be happy without a lift! Pfff... What do they know? I am happier without the implants in any case! And if they do not look tied anymore, so what? They are natural again.... That is all I wish for... Somehow they do not want to understand that here... And as you also write, lifts are painful.... I like to get rid of the implants and stop doctors cutting in me... Again, seems difficult to make that clear... Suppose most PS need to make a living... I found one now who understands me, of course he gave me the option, but also said that he understand that I do not like to have implants anymore.... Also, thank you for pointing out another view of my gyno, sounds understandable..... Indeed, most people think and doctors speak only about the looks! Not how you easy can do sports, or sleep on your belly.... Thanks so much, I do believe I would be happier with myself without them! I noticed since the birth of my child that I found it difficult to touch (with helping to breastfeed in the beginning) my breasts, so unnatural...
Sometime after the operation my husband and I will go shopping for some new bras! I am soooo much looking forward to that!
Hope you are doing well after your operation! You are really looking great!

November 15, 2013
The most important thing to do is what you feel is in your best interest. If you don't like your implants and are worried about whether they are leaching chemicals that could harm your infant while breastfeeding (valid concerns) than get them out. You have to feel comfortable in your skin and it sounds like you don't right now because of the implants. Don't pay attention to anyone's opinion on this....this is your body and decision to make. I bet you'll great without the implants and feel great knowing for sure that there is nothing causing harm to your body or your child's. I wish you the best!

November 15, 2013
Thank you so much! It so good to hear comments like this.... And when I read it, I think, yeah! They are right! I WILL feel better, more confident without the implants.... I will be ME, just natural! That all I wish for now! Many thanks again!
UPDATED FROM Bloem
2 months pre
Thank you all so much for your support!
I did feel a long time quite alone with this. Most people around me (even my parents) do not know that I have implants (I wear often tied sport bras) and people often see me a a healthy eating, living sportive, nature and natural person. I feel like I am cheating on myself, I like to be like that, but these implants do not fit there! I am so happy that I found this website, it is so nice to have a community like this. I do have my husband who I can talk to (he is very supportive), but as much as he tries to understand and support, he does not feel what I feel.... Also the fear for another operation (but the last one!!), leaving my husband and child alone for the night because of some implants... But as my husband also says, needs to be done, this is what I want and better do it as soon as possible.... He also wants to see me free.... (I already had my implants done before we met).
Today, I made an appointment with my PS to meet in December for the last meeting, just for me another opportunity to talk it through and ask my the last questions....
Thanks again for reading..... Bloem
Today, I made an appointment with my PS to meet in December for the last meeting, just for me another opportunity to talk it through and ask my the last questions....
Thanks again for reading..... Bloem
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November 15, 2013
I understand you wanting your implants out. I had mine removed 8 months ago I breastfed my (now 26!!) child for 16 months. (whilst I had implants) I had no issues breastfeeding but was amazed that I still could after having implants. The implants had been in for about 4 years. Discuss it with your doctor, but I'd say that if you have no problems breastfeeding, then wait until you would have weaned your child. Weaning is best done slowly, it is easier on your body and easier on the child. If your breasts are engorged after sudden weaning, you'll have to wait anyhow, for them to settle for a while, as I am sure that that would not be the ideal time to remove the implants. However, mine is only an opinion based on my own experience. .

November 16, 2013
Thanks Pink56... Good you could breastfeed also.... In that case I think we are so lucky somehow! Yes, I fully agree with you, weaning is best done slowly.... This all makes it so confusing..... My PS mentioned that the breasts do not really need to settle, just only a few weeks of rest. He will not touch that part as my implants are behind the muscle... Also because I do not want a lift there is not need to wait..... Except my little one need to be weaned.... So far I am not forcing it at all and notice that only bedtime weaning is wished.... A little during the night also..... That makes it all so cinfusing, as I am unhappy with my breasts (and breastfeeding is very confronting), I wished I could enjoy it more often..... But because of the implants I find it sometimes difficult.... There is something between me and my child! Something so unnatural.... I just really want to hold my kid close..... But as you mentioned, weaning slowly is the best for the child...... Feels like my head is spinning.... but thank you so much for your comment and sharing your experience.... You are looking so great!

November 16, 2013
Thanks Pink56... Good you could breastfeed also.... In that case I think we are so lucky somehow! Yes, I fully agree with you, weaning is best done slowly.... This all makes it so confusing..... My PS mentioned that the breasts do not really need to settle, just only a few weeks of rest. He will not touch that part as my implants are behind the muscle... Also because I do not want a lift there is not need to wait..... Except my little one need to be weaned.... So far I am not forcing it at all and notice that only bedtime weaning is wished.... A little during the night also..... That makes it all so cinfusing, as I am unhappy with my breasts (and breastfeeding is very confronting), I wished I could enjoy it more often..... But because of the implants I find it sometimes difficult.... There is something between me and my child! Something so unnatural.... I just really want to hold my kid close..... But as you mentioned, weaning slowly is the best for the child...... Feels like my head is spinning.... but thank you so much for your comment and sharing your experience.... You are looking so great!

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