Soon Be out! - England
Right here I go ! I was 25 yrs old, had breast fed...
Right here I go ! I was 25 yrs old, had breast fed three babies two of which were twins, I was 32A cup befor this, so after feeding them and some weight loss was left with very little, I struggled to get a bra that fit ! Anyway after some thourght and a chat with someone who'd already had implants, I decided to start and save and was soon booked in to have my silicone implants 300cc. This took me up to a 32D which looked fine with my size and build. I have to say ive been pleased with them, but now realise how little I thourght about what the future could bring and how quick the time would go by, Not thinking about the future cost of more replacements, and more operations, I guess when you want somethink so bad you dont see beyond that...Well 12 yrs later and there's been the PIP scare, Which got me thinking and worrying about what I have put inside me, But as a lucky one found out that mine are the Mcghan implants, so a sigh of relief. But that sigh of relief didnt last long. I had noticed that my left breast hadn't been feeling as soft, and was a good size bigger than the right,I left it for a few wks as thourght it might be hormones, it was around that time of the month. but three wks later and after some research I realised It had to be Capsular Contrature. Panick mode sets in ! So last wk got a oppointment with surgeon to find out for sure, and yes I was right. The surgeon had a look and instantly started saying how he could put some new ones in etc. But by this time I had decided I didnt want replacements and I just want them out asap, I dont want the worry, I carn't cope with all the hassel and the what if's, My head is in a different place now, Im 37 yrs old, Ive been married for 18yrs,and if he doesnt love me for being me by now, then it's tough LOL ! So I'm booked in for the 4th March to have them out. And have to say counting down the days...There is also a medical issue to my story, one that I had no idea about untill this last wk or so.. I have been having tests with very little outcome regarding aching joints, feeling shattered all the time and just general stuff that I was putting down to my age, The last time I saw my Rheumatologist he was coming to the conclusion of me having Lupus, A Autoimmune Disorder. Tests came back negative like all the rest.. Every test that Ive had in the past 5 yrs because of my symptoms have came back with no definate result... Now this is scary stuff as I have now seen on many of these sites how many other woman have also been suffering with the same sypmtoms as me. It would seem there is a definate connection with Breast Implants. and if its not,then its a big coinsidence.! Well thats about it for now, I will get some photos on at some point, befor and afters. And I am nervous about how saggy I will be..but there are some fab padded bras now and theres always those chicken fillets LOL ! To be honest all the women on here that have put photos on all look a lot better after having them out, so i'm keeping my fingers crossed so will I. Cost for removal of implants £2800.
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But you have made the right decision according to me n I hope your surgery goes well n u recover quick. Mine is on the 23 this month. Can't wait.
I'm really glad I found this site as I was reading so much negative stuff.
I've just had mine taken out 2 days ago.
Had them in for quite a few years (almost 14).
Was never told that they had to be replaced. I'm just so relieved to have them out. The only shock has been how saggy and distorted my little fired eggs are now.
Does anyone know whether exercises will make a big difference or will they regain some shape later on?
Would really like to hear from anyone whose had the same experience.
Your docter is correct. Approx 6 months to fill in. So don't worry. You will see. The body comes back. Just like after a baby. Some take alittle more time. You will see.
Ellen
I have had similar fears, I'm worried about how I'm going to cope being flat chested again. My op is 30th July. I can't afford replacement but I'm lucky that my surgeon will remove free of charge otherwise I would be in a bigger mess. Although I did consider replacement, I don't want to have to go thru this every 10 years. I've also had a few health problems which may be linked to my implants so gonna bite the bullet and explant. Keep us posted and good luck. Ex
Would you believe it, when I first had mine done I was never told that they would need to be replaced!!!! was a big shock to find out that I would be paying out more money every 10 years!
You already sound very possitive in your decision and I hope that this can give inspiration to others who are thinking about it.
oh and if it helps with your worries about what you will look like afterwards, my surgeon says that although they may be a bit saggy to begin with, after 6 months they will improve a huge amount and will be almost (if not completely) back to how they were before the implants! x

I know wat u mean, when I first went with a low self esteem to meet the patient coordinator, she sold it so perfectly to a very venerable me at that time, I asked her about replacement and she said u dot need to unless they rupture. My next question then was what's the frequency of it rupturing? And she said, 'hardly' times when it's hit lit a car accident. I asked her if it wud need any maintenance replacement as such n she squeezed her boobs infront me thru her top n told me mine are so soft, natural n been in there since last 20 yrs!!! And me been so stupid at that time believed everything n went ahead rather thn coming home n doing my own research!
Keeping im mind, although even if I did come home to research, the psychology my mind was paying up wud have made me ignore all the cons or reality about the implants and only read the pros!
Oh well the best part of all this is I have firmly learnt never to go back where I once stood n second less important reason of me saying something positive about having them is im little bigger then wat I started off with....but only god knows till when???
Im still soooooo happy for everything. If I never had them in n got so fed up of them, I wud have never been able to love the smaller me. So all is well.

Yea my explantation's over n went well, im recovery quick, taking plenty of rest n hardly feel too much pain, I can sometimes feel the incisions when I move, otherwise I'm good. I've uploaded my pics on my profile. Im happy with the results being the first day, I feel im filling up with time and they look slightly better day by day. Hope you are all set for the 4th?
Hi all, yesterday was my explant, at last ! went...
My boobs are very empty ,but they were befor implants from breast feeding so not shocked, I think they will hang better when the plasters are off as they are kind of making them stick up funny LOL have to say so pleased I have no pain, they have sent me home with antibiotics and pain relief tabs if I need them but havent as yet,
As for the Capsular Contracture in my left breast it would seem when they opened me up there was no evidence, surgeon said he couldnt understand why I was having the problems even though he said himself at my first appoinment yes Capsular Contracture as it was hard and begining to move up.. so I did feel a little cheated, as that was the main reason at that moment in time I wanted them removed.
So I had to remind myself of all the health issues ive been having, and hopefully now after explant will start to resolve , and hopefully in a few monthe time I will be back to being full of life and not falling alseep at the drop of a hat.!! photos will follow soon !!
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enjoy the rest and keep telling yourself - you have so made the right decision!
sending a big virtual hug xx

Right just got round to putting some photos on, a...
Havent had any pain, or discomfort, I did try some bras on yesterday and with stretching my arms up I did slightly feel tender, but nothing major, back to doing house duties that doesnt involve over doing it .And I am returning to work on monday after having a wk off. So will see how I go there.
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Wow u look so much better without them!
It is amazing how we worried before for the outcome n look at us now, can't stop admiring them.
U will fill n fluff up everyday, im surprised the way im filling up daily.
All the best for tomorrow, im happy for u.
If you are anything like me (and our boobies are rather similar) you'll find yourself loving them more each day, and if like my PS says they take a full 6 months to recover and improve thats a whole heap of loving :-) xx
am going to post some more pics today and as I hope you will agree they look so much better now. I am so happy with the results, infact I couldnt have dreamed that I would as happy with them as i am now ! :-)

Aww..pls dont worry too much of the outcome from now, looking at everyones pics on here helped me alot, mine were under and i read these articles too about over n under, but i guess all i can say is, wherever they are in one's body the best part is our bodies are made to adapt to the natural shape, and within no time yur eyes and mind will adapt to the new u...never to look back.
So dont get put off with over n under as yul fill up as soon as your tissues find space inside your breast to move back to. keep updating pls.
I'm sorry you've gone through feeling unwell and but glad you can get these out. Hopefully your health will bounce right back as soon as you're natural again! Thank you so much for sharing your story here on RealSelf.