Finally Going for It...Dominican Republic, DO

Okay ladies, I have officially locked in my date of May 7th 2015 with Dr. Almonte. I must say that there was avtime when I contemplated not having this procedure because I was scared but I prayed on it longgggg & hard and God sent me the answers I needed to move forward. I'm not sure what has gotten into me after that prayer but honeyyyyyy I don't even feel a bit of nerves. Which is shocking because at one point I couldn't get this horror stories & risk out of my mind. I know God will work on you & show you the way but I promise he moved mountains for me when it cane to this situation because I promise in my head the surgery was already cancelled before it was even confirmed. Now, I have a new mind set and out look and I can honestly say I'm ready. I paid the deposit and have even started picking up little things I see on sale that are on my packing list. When I tell yall its on... BABY IT'S ON!!!!

Turns out Dra. Almonte is BOOKED up all the way through March so after talking with the lovely Lesley I have scheduled my sx for May 7th. I will be Dra.Almonte's ONLY patient that day. Although it sucks that I won't be snatched in March I am okay with the May date because I will be out of classes for the semester and I will have the entire summer to heal and focus on myself. In March I would have had to come home and jump back into school mode. So, now you see why this May dates isn't so bad. I also will have more time to drop the 33lbs I'm trying to loose. May it is!

I'm going freaking crazy y'all. I talk myself out of this surgery then back into it at least twice a day. I've always been a YOLO type of person but that's only when it comes to taking another shot or jumping waves on the jet ski but this is my life. I'm about to pay to get sliced open!!!!! What the hell are we thinking? (We want to put on a tight ass dress and feel good about ourselves THAT'S WHAT WE ARE THINKING) I want this surgery so bad y'all it brings me to tears. I cannot remember a time that I've been comfortable with my body. I just want to feel comfortable in my own skin. So no matter how scary I feel or how many people look at me like I'm crazy I'M DOING THIS!!!! This is for me... I'm finally doing something for me! I can feel my happiness approaching and no amount of fear will make me miss this stop! Who's with me? (Raises imaginary glass)