leaving for D.R in 3 days!!!

Hello ladies im a mom of three beautiful babies 8,6,and soon to be 5 and im 29 ive been with my husband a little over 11 years im trully blessed :) my body however is a different story i have always told my husband after our 1st child when we are done having children im getting my stomach done.Ive completly let myself go im 4.11" and currently weigh 183 and thats after just starting my diet and losing 5lbs yikes! anywho to be completly honest with you ive never had a great body ive always looked to food for comfort i was molested when i was younger so i never wanted to be to be attractive because i just felt like it would make it worse But now not only for me but for my children and hubby i want to take care of myself and feel good about myself im ready to live feeling good. Ive been looking alot into this site or obsessed with this site should i say lol and i really want to go to DR to Dr.Robles ive been to DR once before because i have family there but never alone so im so nervous! i havent sent my pics for my quote yet but i will be doing it real soon and will keep you all updated :) oh also i would like to go end of april begining of may