Going from A to fantastical is scary....

So I have made the final decission...I will be having the implants done on May 29th. I have already paid and have everything set and ready to go. I am super excited and hope the next three weeks go really fast. I have one concern though... Do you wake up feeling like closterphobic...? I talked to the doctor about it the other day and he said it has never been an issue he has had, that managing the pain properly will help to eleviate any issue like that. If any one has any advice on what to do to insure the most comfort the day after it would be appriciated.

Just a little about me...I am a thirty four year old, self employed mother of two teen age children, who has spent most of my life tending to their needs putting myself second best. About three years ago I decided it was time for me...lest not forget I still put my children first; However I started going to school to fulfill a life long desire to earn a degree in Mortuary science (in the state of ohio that intails a bach. degree), I also began writting a fantacy book that I am doing the second write on to make it more presitable for possible publication. While I am on this journey to identify with myself I thought, what about me, my apperance am I not happy with, not that I think I have to change to be happy, but looking at who I am and will be, I think an enlargement in my breast will make my apperance more porportional, and that will boost my confidence along with my excel behaviors in my life goals. So now, I have made the first step in this journey of fixing the boobie malfuntion from childbirth when I was a child my self, And I am soooo happy and confident this is a good move for me....maybe I will wear a swim suite more...and I will not have to alter every shirt I buy (lest be honest I have to take up the shoulders on ever tank I buy and sun dress.) After this buying clothing shouldnt be so daunting...my top will match my bottom.
stats-- weight 140
height 5 4
28 inch waist
A cup bra---(for now)
small to medium shirt (juniors department)


Happy trails..Ihope every else on tis jorney si as sure about their transformation as I am!

I had my concultaion today, and everything went well. Ihad done so much research and had done calulations that the consult went very smooth. We discussed the saline high profile implants, which was what I was thinking would work for me, ten we discussed how many cc I would want, I ended up trying a pair with 350cc in a stretch bra, and thought I may want a little more to make my top more porportional to my bottom half (I am a big bottom momma who has no top). SO with that being said I will receive 375-400 cc, which I feel will be beautiful. We also went over the vacation issue, he said that I would be fine to do it before since I am not going to a beach front place or a place to swim. SO I think I wwill be schedualing my implnats in the near future. WE also went over the idea of no pian meds, he suggested since I wanted to go under the muscle that I should at least concider taking tehm the first day or so, So I guess I will atleast take them home with me...we will see how that goes. So I now wait till I get my estimate on thursday and see about schedualing my procedure. Now I fight the anxiety, hope I an schedual soon....I am ready!