Scheduled for TT and BA - Dallas, TX

So I'm a 34 mother of 2 wonderful children but since I had my first child I gained so much weight and have tons of stretch marks. I think I could have live with the extra skin if I didn't have stretch marks. Anyhow, I've wanted a tummy tuck and bigger breast since my first child was born. Talking myself into has been the challenging part and my husband's blessing has been a part as well!! I think he in the last year has realized this is something that will make me feel better about who I am and comfortable going on our vacations to the beach every summer. At this point I'm a week away from surgery and I'm panicking. So nervous about the risks of surgery and being under so long. My biggest fear is not waking up from it. I can't imagine not seeing my family again. However, I want to be able to feel great about my body again. I remember before kids my mom would say enjoy your body while you can and of course I just laughing now I understand what she was talking about.