almost 11 months post

Hello everyone! I'm scheduled for surgery on Nov 2nd and getting more nervous by each day. I'm scared of what they will look like, but am mostly concerned about the recovery and the time it'll take until I'm able to move around comfortably again. I'm taking 3 weeks off from work - but will this be sufficient amount of time? I'd really hate to call in requesting additional time off - no one knows about my procedure and I'd like to keep it that way.
Still haven't had the chance to upload a few photos, but will try to do so this weekend.

As the countdown continues; 2 weeks to go (exactly 2 weeks). Completed my blood work this afternoon - it's starting to feel more real now.....

Had my preop this afternoon. Everything seems to be in order. I asked my PS about natural remedies, i.e. armica, natural scar oils, etc. He's recommendation was not to take or use anything at this time. He feels there are no known studies that proof beneficial results. As a matter of fact he mentioned cases where users have had negative effects. I guess I'll skip it for now. He also suggested I hold off with purchasing any sports bra's. Since I'll be given one after surgery he suggested I wait and see what will fit best a little later on.
Then there is the "size" issue I'm having. During my first visit we really didn't focus or talk much about my desired breast size. I remember the Doc mentioning something about making me a full C - which I don't want. I know some will probably think I'm nuts, but my wish is to be smaller than a C. I've had "big, hanging boobs" for most of my live - I refuse to go through all of this only to end up with a C. What if they naturally get a little bigger, then what - I'll be back to a D. No, no - I want to be smaller, but have concerns whether or not my PS will listen.

Well, it's Tuesday night, tomorrow will be Wednesday, then Thursday and then "THE DAY". Getting more nervous and my job is driving me nuts. Everyone is panicking not knowing how they'll manage without me for the next three weeks. I guess it's good in a way that things are a bit chaotic at work as it helps me forget and not dwell about BR. Hang in there "Nov2Team"!

Thursday night - about 16 hrs to go. Trying not think about it, except the all day stomach knots are making it impossible to forget. Next update will be, hopefully, after a successful procedure.

Nov 5, 2012, 3 rd day after surgery. I'm adding a few pictures we took yesterdays evening during initial home exposure...Will write later...ap

Today is Thursday, 6th day after surgery. I feel good, although still extremely swollen, especially on the sides where I had lipo done. The breasts remain hard like rocks. When I touch them I feel like someone had beat'n them up with rocks. My surgery went very well, lasting as anticipated about 4 hrs. I had no after effects to anesthesia, except a little nausea, but only for a very short period of time while I was still in recover room. And by the time they rolled me back to my room and gave me H2O I was fine. No hallucinations, or emotional distress, etc. I was given 2 pain killers, chatted a little with my family and before I knew it, I was out a sleep and resting.
I'm really surprised to read some of the other reviews from woman who had surgery on or around my date. I'm puzzled as to their burst of energy and the ability to immediately start running bra-less errands. I understand that everyone's healing process is different, but I was hesitant to remove my brazier even only to take a shower. I felt uneasy, thinking I may disrupt a scar or move something out of place. Secondly, as long as I was taking the pain meds the only thing my body wanted to do was sleep, or at least lay still as I rested. Strange..... Other than that, for all those anticipating their bid day I only have few suggestions; make sure you have someone who can be with you for at least 3 days. You'll need help with stuff like getting out of bed and going to the bathroom. ESPECIALLY if your doctor leaves your drains in. Mine were removed the morning after surgery before I was DC home and since, I've had no drainage what so ever. Ohh, and by the way, for all those petrified and wondering whether or not it's painful - it's NOT. It took my Doc 30 seconds to pull one then the other out. I couldn't even tell when he started or when he was done. I knew he was coming to take them out at around 7:30 am, just before my discharge, so to ease the pain in case there was any, I took my pain pill about an hour before I saw him. Also, as long as you'll continue to take the pain drugs your head will spin a little - it's safer to have someone around during that time. I took my pain meds for the first three days and then only one at bedtime. My first shower w/washing hair and all was only yesterday - my Mom assisted, bless her heart. The days before were only quick wash-ups on my knees in the bathtub - which was sufficient. I wanted to keep the wounds dry for as long as I possibly could. I continue to wear gauze and padding inside my surgical bra and have had help changing my dressings daily. Although as mentioned, luckily there has been no bleeding so there's not much that needs changing. I'll take a few new pictures, maybe later today and post them for you to see. Wishing everyone well healing and best of luck to all those going into surgery shortly. ap

Took another shower today, this time all on my own - although my Mom insisted on coming over to the house, just in case I ran into any issues.....:o) She's really been there for me the most, I'm lucky to have her. I'll add some more pictures - but I don't see much change, not yet. I'm still very swollen, and the breasts feel like they are full of heavy rocks. My scars are deep and very noticeable, probably because of how much was taken out + the lipo. I hope......Looking around, some of the Ladies look so beautiful, as if they never even had a reduction. I'm trying not to worry and remain optimistic that the chopped up look will disappear with time.

OMG, I don't know what happened or what I may have done, but my boobs are KILLING me today. I haven't had to take my pain meds for days and tonight I plan on taking one + a sleeping pill. I am hurting really bad. Has anyone experienced this? I don't know what's going on????? Tomorrow is my f/u appt with my PS - thank God! Maybe he can tell me why this pain all of the sudden.

Had my first PostOp f/u - the doc said EVERYTHING is looking "great" and healing as it should be.....hummmm When asked about the sudden pain, he said that's normal and I may have these types of episodes again in the future. He confirmed it may have been from overdoing it, or maybe the boobies are "adjusting" - that's my theory! Got a refill on pain meds, just in case. Will take pic this weekend to show progress and changes in shape. Hope everyone is doing well! lol

All of the sudden I have a small open wound under my right breast....? The scabs were large in that area and although healing and drying out, I think wearing a tighter bra disturbed them and opened up a wound. I've switched back to the original surgical bra and am hoping the wound will close in a day or two......

...No idea how this happened, but all the pictures I had posted disappeared - nice, real nice!!!!

Going back to work tomorrow - I don't know how I'm gonna' make it....Otherwise I feel fine, just very sensitive still, and swollen. Will let you all know what kind of effect a long work day will have on me tomorrow. Happy healing my friends!

Well Ladies - I'VE MADE IT! I've SURVIVED my first day back at work. I'm a little tired and feel a bit more swollen now, but maybe this is all in my head...lol Let's see how the rest of the week plays out. Lots of hugs to all!

Doing great and feeling just as well. Will try to take and post some new photos to show changes and healing. LOVE the new, small boobies! They are so much more comfortable, accomodating and easier to live with this size. For all the "new sols" who are considering, debating and pondering whether or not to go through with it - DO IT! It's the best decision I've ever made and have no regrets. ap

I will take pictures in a day or so and post at least a few. Gosh, looking at this journey - how different the girls look now!

Hello Ladies! Hope everyone is feeling great and their bubbies look fantastic! What a difference the way mine look today.....I must post a few photos - promise to do as soon as I can motivate my sister take a couple of good shots....

I feel fantastic! However, will be going back in October for a little more suction on side of each BR. Not enough fatty tissue was removed leaving each breast with a little bit of a "diamond" shape look - hate that. Posting a few pic's - scars are almost invisible....

I can honestly say this was the best decision I had ever made. Although scary at first, my personal recover was a pice of cake & if asked if I'd do it again, the answer would be "in a heartbeat!"
I don't have any current pictures, but will take a few and post. Everything has healed wonderfully, and cars are almost invisible! I'm so happy I did this!