I have breast fed my two beautiful children it was...
I have breast fed my two beautiful children it was worth it all now it's time to treat myself :))) I'm excited and feel as if I deserve this .mom's sacrifice lots for their bundle of joy. I'm having a breast saline augmentation. I don't entirely know how any cc I'm getting but I'm looking forward to having a full c. Currently I'm a small b. Down below I will attach my wish books lol I'm 5 feet 145 pounds. I'm working out but slowed down its cold over here.
The bra and confie clothes shopping
So I'm going to get my sports bra soon I like the ones with front zippers those seem cool. I also don't know what to wear coming out of surgery. Hmm mm I never realized but I don't own loose clothing wow well ill post pictures as soon as I buy the items.
Ohh hh yeah
So I went sports bra shoping..... what the heck just do it ..lol ( Nike )
Just can't wait
There is so much goodies at the Nike store it was hard to focus on what I went for. These are the two I got so far.
flat tee shirts lol
Well today it hit me I will no longer have me small itty bitty boobies. I wonder if I'll miss them ? Well any ways I'm not going too big. Full c from a small b won't be drastic. I guess mostly I'm feeling anxious about the surgical procedures. I mean I just had a baby naturally with out meds but since I breast fed and went through the engorged breast and remember that pain it just gets to me. But any how let me quit the chicken Ness and keep foward. Here is a pic with a red tee shirt
counting the days
So I've booked my flight. I truly don't feel like driving 5 hours to get down south. Ehhhh why not fly. I get there the day of my consult early morning, then at 3:30 pm I get to see my doctor. I was going to get a boob job when I was 19 I think?;.., but I chickened out. Now I'm well u can say 25 ( my b day is in a week) any how I'm getting the same feelings as before. Just scared. I'll be leaving my kids behind and won't see my dear boy friend for a few days. We've never been a part. At first he was upset. Thought it was silly for me to go on with this but now he's excited and I'm scared. Ironic. Well my ladies here's another picture of me with a regular tee shirt.
Wish look for the girls
Ok my ladies so I'm looking foward to giving my girls an eternal time out to stay put.. lol I'm putting my boobies on time out here in a month getting them to stay where there to be lmfao.... I always kid around saying I put the girls in time out but they don't stay... bra failure here is my wish look I hope it's not to exaggerated. You lady's let me know if so.
The day is getting closer
It's almost march.... my Ohh my.... it seems so unreal. I'm actually getting this done. So at first thought a size bigger was all I wanted. Friends have consulted me to go a bit fuller I think I might just do it. I just don't want to look to large. But I think I can deal with a large c. I have a nice size rear end and it's always been my thing don't want to substitute it's attention. So like someone told me go big or go home. Lol ill be fine. I'm almost 25 here soon I'm thinking to change up my style a bit. Dress more like my age. I don't want to dress with tight clothing no more. I want to dress a bit more conservative. Looking foward for this change I'm excited. ... can't wait for my results and going to the mall.. it's time for some change. ... can't wait! !!
My new wish look
So I finally grew some I'm willing to go a bit bigger... so many ladies on this site say you always wish u went bigger. So I went on the hunt and found a size I like. It might be to large but it's an idea of what I have in mind.