3 weeks and 5 days Post-Op

Hey Ladies!! I decided to make a new account because my last account shared my Lipo with my BA, so because I am not getting Lipo anymore I thought this might make more snese :)

A little about me, I have wanted a BA sense I was about 15 and I would cut out the front portion of a bra (the cups with the attached part in the middle) and saftety pin it into the cups of a whole bra.. Pretty crafty if I do say so myslef :) LOL anyways, now 7 years later I am finally able to afford to do this for myself.

Stats:
Age- 22
Height- 5'2''
Weight- ~107
Current Size- 34B to 32C
Placement- Under the Muscle
Incision- Crease
Style- Mentor Silicone (mod+ or HP.. havent decided)

I chose my PS about a month ago after going to see about 5 doctors and considering going to visit doctors out of state because CA is so expensive. I decided to not look further into the out of stats PS because I wouldn't get the follow up care, I would have to buy plane tickets to go for any questions I had, and I would have to pay for about a week stay in a hotel (or thats what they made it sound like). The doctor that I picked is only a 20 min drive from my house :) For all of my consultations I brought a list of questions of things that are important for me to know (How many revisions of their own work do they do? Would anyone other than them be in the OR and who? Questions about the anesthesia and things like that) I also would bring a couple shirts I wear normally, one in a style I wish I could fill out better, and a bra made by the brand I wear most, and the style and ideal size that I want to be. Some of the PS let me try on sizers, others prefer to wait untill the pre-op appointment, I just wanted to be prepared :)

Dr. Eric Mariotti is the doctor that I chose to do my BA, he is a really really nice man and I feel th most comfortable with him and his office staff of all the PS offices I have been to. He also did my aunts mommy make over and my cousins TT and BA and they are both thrilled with the care he gave them through the process. Dr. Mariotti is from Concord and unlike MOST of the PS in the Bay Area he is fairly priced :)

My worries:
I have been worried abour the anesthesia from the beginning (ive NEVER had any surgery at all).

I am now trying to figure out the right amount of CC's for me, I have had an idea in my head of 350-375 sense my first appointment (that PS let me try on sizers and the consultation) and now I feel that my be too big :/ or maybe I will loose more because I am going under the muscle and they will be too small? Or maybe I will start to be unhappy in a few years and they shrink naturally? But if I go bigger then what size will I have to get when I have to get them redone down the road? SO much to think about!!

I know I dont want to look like a [RS bleep] star OR have boobs that make me look fat in flowy shirts or dresses, but I also want boobs that will be porportinate to my frame (I have broad shoulders for my size). I guess we willl see what the PS says at my next appt :D