32 Yr Old Mother of 6 - WA

Big sigh. I just want everything to be ok.

Ok, here's a quick update. School is kicking my butt, but by the end of Dec I should be a college graduate. I said should because I do not know if I want to get my BA or BS in PSY. Right now I am majoring as a BS student. I recently got engage (YAY, me!!!)! He's the best because I have my moments ;0P. Lets see what else... I believe I may have CC, it rains a lot here, oh and I moved. Did you like how I just flew past having CC. Ok, I sent my picture into the PS office for the follow up and they said it looks small and I should start doing aggressively massages. I am like.. what huh? yes, the breast is tight...I thought that is how it was supposed to be until i looked at my right and one looked droopier than the other. Obviously that is the one that settled early or how I looked at it "was popped early." Since the PS office have told me to "aggressively massage" the breast it has gotten soft in certain areas and hard in others. It hurts and I am scared. i read where some ppl popped their own CC by massaging it and I am not sure if that is something that is safe. I am not in close by to go to the PS office to get checked out. So help me out, what is "aggressively massaging?"
thanks
Oh... I am also looking to buy a new house... wooooo hooo!

Here are pictures of the girls healing fine. The only thing I am having a little problem with is my left side. Whenever I stretch that side seem sore. I also found myself massaging my right side a little extra on top of the extra massage I an doing because of hurting it earlier in the recovery process. The scars are flat and semi smooth. Under the breast crease is where I need the silicone sheets. :-) sometime I wonder if I really need them, then I say, "yeah!" :-)
Oh I am also sleeping on my stomach without any problems. At first it was kinda weird and I slowly tricked my body into laying in my tummy. One day I slept with a pillow on my side. The next night, I readjust the pillow till my girls were resting in top. I continued that until I could fully sleep on my tummy without any weirdness.