Mama to Three Boys & Getting Breast Implants! - Carmel, IN

Ok so I should probably give y'all an update. So I paid in full on Monday so no turning back now. Surgery is in eleven days!! I wish I could say I was excited like I was the first time I did this, but unfortunately I'm not. I'm dreading the pain & even more the fear of the end result. Hopefully I won't end up wishing I would've just stuck to the first set of boobs. The hardes decision for me here has been decided on whether I wanna stick with round moderate profile or high profile anatomical. I Iove the look of the anatomical implants, but I have read that several doctors won't use them due to them turning. Dr. Robey feels in order for me to achieve the look of the pics I've shown her that anatomical is essential. I don't mind the upper pole fullness I guess, I just want them to look more natural. I have so much boob at the top & not much at the bottom. I was torn between Sientra 450cc high profile round base anatomical silicone gummy or going down to Sientra 425cc high profile classic base anatomical silicone gummy. I currently have Sientra 435cc high profile round textured implant gummy. Dr. Robey is going to perform a capsulorrhaphy as well go decrease the pocket size to ensure the implant doesn't turn with me going down 10cc. I was also concerned because my right breast is smaller than my left & it seemed to get worse after my breast aug so I wanted that corrected this time around, but 425 is the biggest size in classic base anatomical so she said she will use the same size, but remove tissue from the left breast to even them out. She said part of the reason it's more noticeable after my first breast aug is because the implant on the right was placed higher than the left so she thinks it will look more proportionate if it's placed lower. Fingers crossed.

So here I am almost six months post op & I made an appointment with my PS to discuss a revision. Not only is my right boob noticeably smaller than the left, but it is still oddly shaped & kind of flat. My goal is to have surgery as soon as they can get me in. My original implants were 435cc high profile silicone Sientra unders. I may go a little bigger, but I doubt it. At this point I am more torn between teardrop shaped silicones or round moderate profile. I love my cleavage with high profile, but I can achieve the same result with a push up bra. At this point I am hoping for a more natural look, however I would take a fake look so long as they are symmetrical. I am constantly finding clothes that hide them at this point or throwing a scarf over my shirts. Anything with a v-neck looks bizarre because I obviously have one implant smaller than the other, but it also appears as though one may be higher as well. I wish I was excited for the next surgery. I'm not, though. I'm scared. I'm frustrated that I'm spending even more money & still may not achieve my ideal result. I am feeling very discouraged, I almost wish I would've left them alone.

So sorry for the delay in posting my update ladies. I have had multiple surgeries (BIG incisions, five to be exact) & the pain from all of those were nothing compared to the pain I experienced from breast augmentation. Also I have never had any complications from anesthesia & I honestly vomited for four days straight. I couldn't even keep my pain meds down. I tried everything in the world to calm my stomach, but nothing worked. I was completely miserable for four days. So anyhow....I checked in at 7:30, waited about fifteen minutes & then went back to my room & had to take EVERYTHING off & put on a gown. I brought my own socks to avoid those uncomfortable & ugly hospital socks & then they added compression socks. Shortly after my IV was started & I was asked to use to the bathroom. The anasthesiologist came in to introduce himself & explained what he would do after asking me several questions regarding medical history. Then my PS came in & drew on me & then about twenty minutes later I was wheeled back to surgery. I scooted over to the surgery table & was given something to make me relax & then told them that I went skydiving Labor Day weekend so I shouldn't be nervous, but I still was & then I was out! Surgery lasted about 3.5 hours since I had my boobs & ears done both. I stayed in recovery for about two hours & then was released. The drive home was nothing short of a nightmare as we live three hours from my plastic surgeon. It is super difficult to get comfortable when you're a tummy sleeper & can't sleep on your belly or even your side & then your ears are throbbing & aching on top of it. It's awful! I have been very tired, but have had a lot of family helping me & feel very blessed & fortunate to have so many people taking such excellent care of me. I am healing very well & I'm off all meds except for ibuprofen I was prescribed almost a year ago for strep throat & I take tramadol at night time (a painkiller/sleep aid) which seems to help slightly, but not a ton. I went 435 round high profile textures Sientra implants & I am head over heels in love with them. They look absolutely amazing! I wanted a full C/small D. I went into Victoria's Secret a few days ago to get measured because I wanted one of their new front zip up sports bras. They measured me at a 34DD, but she said one they drop they may end up being a DDD! I was in complete shock! If I lose weight I will end up being around a 32DD. Either way I am completely satisfied. My ears are healing really well, tender & numb oddly, but they feel & look great! Also forgot to add that I got my one inverted nipple corrected & that looks amazing! Was slightly raw, starting to scab over now, but it's healing very well! Even with all of the pain associated with the first four days I would do it again & again every time. It is worth every bit of pain. My confidence level is through the roof & I feel great!! I will post pics throughout the week as we are headed to Destin, FL as we speak for vacation. Happy healing ladies!!??