Nervous but Excited - California

Ok fist sorry for the bad spelling on my previous ,,and girls I have been reading a lot of stories that make me want to do it even more but there a lot.of reasons why might have to change ny date again :'( even though I thunk April is the perfect month because my kids get out of school in June and I won't have to worrie about not being able to atend them but Im still short 2000 did a lot of credit applications bit got denied for lack of credit I have never really worked after I had the kids and have nothing under my name and the person helping out is charging me 300 for two weeks and I need to stack up on what my kids will need I didn't mention I have a special needs child my 5 year old is autistic so I need to have $$ for what ever he may need and I'm worried he won't stand mommy not assisting him as he is not fully potty trained and depends a lot on me I change him the other 2 are not my worrie thank god they are very dependable kids just my 2 year old is a mommy's boy and I play a lot with him most of the time.he will be on top of my stomich fighting and likes to be hugged a lot he will tell me he's a baby if I don't hug him ,,it will break my heart to not be able to do that for a while but I know it will be worth it because he will have a happy mom as I hate my body so much my sexual life is pretty much on hold I think I understand were my husband negativity comes from I think he's lucky if he gets it once a month so he might think after the mommy makeover he won't get any ,,my biggest concern right now is that I see a lot of brussing happens ,,I'm a person that gets bruises very easily as a matter a fact sometimes I end up with huge ones on my back of tighs and can't Denver hittig anything and they take along time to disappear any tips to reduce bruising and the other is wen I had my first baby had to have and emergency csection because his heart was failing and the epidural dint work so I ended up having general anesthesia I can't remember much but hubby tells me I was acting wierd saying a bunch of nonsense and that I even called my mom crying screaming to come help cus they wanted to still my baby and I ended up with high temperature and vomiting ,they also gave me the machine with balls that helps with the lungs I ended up with depresion and can anyone tell me what I need for after the sugery and. Place were I can find cheap binder and
bra and arnica well girls thank you and god bless all of you :::

Hi girls for those of you who just had surgery congrats on the new body and hope you're not having a lot of pain my date was soposed to be April 5 but got changed to April 3 I can't wait to see my new body there's days I think of not doing it I'm afraid of the risks but wen I want to wear a dress or something thight I wish the surgery was at that instant I don't really have friends so I have nO one to talk about my feelings about surgery I have starded to fix the house and supply what my kids will need ,the hubby did not know I was getting breast implants until he literally made me cry saying he couldn't do nothing about the $$ I'm missing and not asking for days of so I told him I was getting breast implants for him ( one day I asked him if he could change something on me what would it be and he said he loved my breast but liked them wen I was pregnant that they were hard and big ) so he's being more supportive of everything he just keeps on Asking if the full surgery is safe I tell him yes , even though inside I'm praying god everything comes out good and thats what I do all the time I'm real