Feeling and sleeping great again !!! Thanks God, Family and all you lovely ladies !!!

Hello girls, I ´ve been posting and encouraging...

Hello girls, I ´ve been posting and encouraging to write my own review, I am still here in Mexico (where I did my BA) but , next week I am going to CA where my mom and sister live, I am so excited to be with them again, I am a single mom of two adorable kids. I am 31. To be honest I don´t feel good with these plastic items inside me, especially my right breast feels, very uncomfortable, kind of sored, numbness, and also the feeling something is pulling right inside there, I am about to be 8 weeks post BA, I had 380 silicone over the muscle. You guys have no idea how I regret of this decision. Anyway, I am pretty sure I want to do a removal in SO CAL, my wonderful sister has scheduled some consultations in the area for me. I am wondering how much this will cost, I am short in money, but I don´t want to keep this anymore. I was wrong with implants would help me to look and feel better, it´s for sure I think different now about appearance, LOOKING IS NOT EVERYTHING !! we have to feel great!! so I am not feeling like that :((...... I totally have the support of my mom and sis. if you ladies have more info about doctors, procedures, costs, whatever will be very helpful, just as I received info and support through this site, YOU GUYS ROCK !! I really appreciate your time.

I am scheduled for consultations

Hello Girls, I am scheduled with different PS´s William Aello, Marcel Daniels, Andrew Smith and Michelle Spring, Los Alamitos, Long Beach, Irvine and Marina del Rey, I would like to know if someone had a procedure with them, actually one is a referral, I appreciate your help. I can´t stand this, I can´t rest enough, I can´t sleep, :( ....... is this normal ?

I am really tired and depressed....

Hi girls, I don´t know how to manage this..... I am driving crazy I can´t sleep and I am depressed, I can´t stop telling myself how stupid I am, if there was someone to tell me to think twice before getting implants, I know there are worst things, but I just feel miserable, I didn´t and I couldn´t even imagine the way I will feel from having these things. My god, I can´t focus, I m just spending my time thinking on the WHY ? I am amazed I spent my money in order to get physicological and emotional issues. please ladies I need your support, I just can´t be like this way anymore, I cry, and my kids start crying too because they don´t understand what is wrong with me. I am really concerned, they need me physically and mentally healthy.

Here I am, awake ....

Hello ladies, it´s 6:39 am, and I woke up, I can´t sleep, I don´t know what´s wrong with my right breast it is a weird feeling, actually, I ever felt it since my BA , it´s kind of something pulling inside, it doesn´t hurt but, it´s not comfortable,. I think is due my implants are placed over the muscle, I am sad and worried because I can´t stop thinking after explanted, my breasts will look deformed because the sub glandular placement, does any one here has or had implants placed like this ? please any advice ? I really want to stay positive, I don´t know what´s wrong with me, I am always waiting for the worst, it seems like I don´t trust myself or the negative side is for me, because i don´t deserve anything else, I know is not the attitude, but I am really concerned of my thoughts. I see many of you with a good sense of humor and having a very positive attitude, how come I can´t be like that ?

The waiting is loooong

Hi all my lovely ladies !!, I m very anxious, I am mad, dissapointed, how come I did trust to my original PS, I am so worried, you all know I have 380 high profile over the muscle, which with all the information now I know, it wasn´t good idea to place this big like this, I am so worried my breast will cave in after explantation, I am really want to stay positive, sometimes I do sometimes. Sorry because you guys just hear complaints from my side. I did have a panic moment yesturday, I had to call my mom I was desperate, crying, nervous, this really sucks, I wouldn´t imagine my life change for the negative, I really messed up, I can´t forgive myself, I would like to know there is light at the end of tunnel. This is going to be a looong waiting I am flying to CA ´til the 10th and having my first consultation the 11th with Dr.Lussier in Valencia. The worst thing is that this is not helping my kids at all. Please I ask God to be strong, but I can´t this is the hell for me.

One more..

Most of the girls here had placed her implants below the muscle which is better than overs, can I have a hope ??, God, I would like to not give much importance to this. :(

I am excited .............

Hi all, trying to be positive !!! one more week and I will be flying to CA, so excited to be with my family again !!! they all give me their support !!


I am going to have my implants removed this monday !!! I know it´s crazy, because I am going to CA, but I talked to my surgeon yesterday, she agreed to remove them, she doesn´t understand at all, but she said it´s my body, and I am only decide in it. She explained to me the procedure and what she said it´s very similar with the surgeons here.say, besides, she is not charging. I know I said I didn´t trust her, but I feel relieved when she said she could do it for me, if I am sure of it. I am excited, but I have to admit I m horrified because after 2 months and 10 days I am going under the knife again, and about the outcome. I also know mom and sis are there in CA, but it´s not fair I have to spend again, I would really need them, but I will try to do my best, with the help of my aunt. please guys pray for me !!!!!

Wish me the best, and quick recovery, so I can go to CA again!!!


Just wondering ......

I´ve been reading that you guys wear sports bra and compression bra, what would you recommend the best ? and when you guys started the cocunut oil ?

I am explanted and with my lovely familiy back in California

My apologies beautiful ladies !!! I know long time no speaking at all. Let me tell you my dear friends that after my removal, went to my aunt´s house for caring and recovering purposes, she was so nice with me and my kids, I appreciate A LOT. So, I def was able to speak to you guys, but there was no internet !!, I spend almost a week with her, days were slow and bored, lol, since I didn´t have any communication with you guys.

I have to say my recovery is really easy and fast, no pain, no discomfort I pray to continue like this and not having future complications as liquid collections, you know.
I used bandages for 4 days and I am in sports bra now, PS told me to wear compressing sports bras, taking shower as I use to, no driving, no lifting, no raising my arms. I just took off the tapes as she told me and I can start scar treatment after 3 weeks, so I'm just putting some firming lotion prescribed by dermaologist, and looking for cocunut oil today at walgreens, any suggestion about good brands of it ?

Honestly, I been feeling depressed and guilty, so guilty, guys. I can't even understand why I put my self into all these. I am hoping time will be a healer and help toforgive myself.
I am trying to do my best, I am finding out all the positve of this, I am improving my diet, so I can help my skin elasticity, I am concerning of and apreciating much more my body, I am planning going to gym, as soon as possible and my body allows me.

Mom and sis tell me that I almost look the same as before the BA, I don´t have pre BA pictures, I feel my breasts very jelly and squishy, you know I had them over the muscle and def disort tissue and I didn´t have much tissue to begin with. But I am feeling improvements. PS assured me that I am going to be back to my breasts since I didn´t have them for very short time, she just told me to give it time :)

Well ladies, I am going to upload some pictures tonight, promise. Any suggestions, reccomendations, advices are welcome from you experienced guys, please they will help a lot.

I want to say I am so thankful I found this site and you support, I really appreciate it, you guys are the BEST AND YOU ROCK !!!! thanks again for everything !!! God Bless you all !!!!!

Love you all !!!

Sorry, girls

I meant, PS told me since I didn´t have my implants for too long, skin and tissue should shrink back.

2 weeks post explant

Hi ladies !!! I can´t believe tomorrow will be 2 weeks after my surgery. I have to say that I´ve noticed improvements and I am very confident I will keep having more. They´re getting firmer, but I can still feel them mushy, I know they weren´t like that before BA. Overall, I am happy and feeling GREAT !!!

3 weeks post op

Hello beautiful girls !! I am updating on my 3 weeks post, hoping I can help someone with explant decision. I am very small breasted as you can see in the pics, I am a little bit sad because my insicions, there is no place where I can hide them, I am in silicone scars strips 24/7 and massaging, hoping they will have a chance to fade with time, I have seen very good results in the other reviews with scars :)

I bought a bra which is supposed to bring support, lift the breast and tighten the skin, I found it in Perfect Bodies store, there are some nation wide locations, check out www.theperfectbodiestore.com. I feel everything well supported with it. ;)

I hope more improvements and get active very soon, can´t wait for it.

Thank you all, if there are some advices to help the skin and scars, they´re very welcomed.

3 weeks post op

Sorry, I wanted to upload these with previous update

Hate the way I feel

Hi all, probably I am not a good model of positivism, but I am having bad days :/ I am just focusing on blaming myself, not helpful at all, hate it !! I want to put all these behind me, and I´m just becoming more negative ugghhh. I still remember I read in my implants paperwork that it´s the PS responsability to warn you and explain all the possible risks, therefore give you 30 days approx to allow you to reflect and make sure on your decision about implanting. Who really does that ??? PS´s are dishonest, I think. Well, well I know I can´t only blame at them, because, we are the only ones to put ourselves into big and important decisions like having plastic surgery, and women should research more and really reflect on pros and cons.
I think I´m driving crazy, have a nice day everyone.


Hi my dear friends, I am so sad , I m not helpful right know, I´ve seen much reviews here, and no one has the mental and emotional issues I´m having now. This is the hell, for real. I am wondering how long this would last, I´m going to see the doctor tomorrow, my mom sometimes cries. it´s not fair for my kids, for my family.
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How are you beautiful lady? It is totally normal to crash after plastic surgery. Sending good thoughts your way.
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Hi Mozza... Any new pics? You look amazing by the way!! Xxx
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Hey lovely, how are you doing? Been thinking of you and wishing you well x
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Hey Roseyyy !!!!
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Mozzaa!! you look great! Same as before? How do they feel? Mine feel very loose... I'm worried they will never firm!! I hope you're feeling better. I don't want you to be depressed. I hope you can see how beautiful you are and start feeling beautiful again, too!
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Hi sweetie! i don't want you to be depressed neither, I m pretty sure you'll fluff, I Also felt my littles very loose after removal , they are getting firmer, hopefully, they Will continue to improve, I m looking very similar as I did befo re BA, I m not sure, Maybe because I m so flat. Don't worry you 'll improve that's for sure. Thanks for the compliments , remember, you already look GREAT. hugs
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Mozzaa, I know I'm guilty of the same, but try not to be so hard on yourself. Your boobies look great! Yeah, you have two little marks now that were not there before, but many would argue that scars are sexy, scars add interest, scars are a skin accessory :) And these scars, they say your a wild natural women who knows herself and what she wants.
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Tina, what a great perspective! I never looked at scars that way and you just totally changed my attitude about my new boobs! Lol, thanks!
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Your welcome!! I'm learning, it's all about perception. :)
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Yeah! Loved that Tina! however, I m going to do my best to treat them. i know this guilty feeling sucks! Thanks for the compliment. Btw you look great !
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Dearest Mozza, I am go glad you came through the surgery safe and sound and you do look good even though you may not think so. Hoping that you got to the doctor and he listened to you. Depression happens to many of us and sometimes we need a little help like medication and talk therapy. I know it has really helped me and it is ok as if you had diabetes you would take your medication, it is the same with depression. Talk therapy is good also. I go to the county and they have wonderful people there, and is next to nothing to go if finances are low as mine are. It keeps me on track and now I don't cry all the time and have bad thoughts. I'm not saying that you need meds just telling you that it really saved me. You are in my thoughts and prayers....gentle hugs to you
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I m ver y thankful deborahvs for your concern and advices, actually I went to the doctor and I got some meds, I really need them, Also due depression, I ve lost like 8 lbs in the last week ! Imagine that my clothes fit loose, I def look the county for therapy , thanks Again my dear and hope things are going Well for you, you are in my prayers too. Hugs to you back.
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Thinking of you Mozza and I hope that the meds have kicked in, it takes a week or two to feel the effects usually. However, as I said we all need some extra help sometimes and a surgery of any kind can trigger a depression and sometimes you just can't talk yourself out of it as is a chemical change in the brain, it is not you.or..who you are. You are a divine child of God just as you are. I have been to a few therapists in my life and the best one I've ever had is through the county of where I live and there is no charge. As I remember you live in Orange Co. so I hope you follow up on that and do their paper work and get in there as talk therapy makes such a difference. Hugs and keep us posted on how you are feeling, one day at a time.
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I agree with Little bell. GA can do all sorts to you. I was emotionally wrecked by having implants/experience in hospital and the explant. Honestly it took me time to recover. As I had had such an emotional, stressful and rocky road after my BA I spent a long time with the staff before the explant to tell them how I had been affected so made sure I got as little GA as possible etc. As I say it can do all sorts to knock you out of kilt. You will recover mentally and are already recovering well physically. Hang in there my love. XXX
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Ohh boy, I think things turn a bit difficult and traumatic for all of us who had implants for very short period. i just got little GA, my big issue is that I did the BA in the first place. i found this very traumatic, now you,re telling me and I know it just takes time to recover mentally and physically. Thanks dainty much love.
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I was reading your post and you had them over the muscle yours I think should heal well because your muscles weren't cut I wonder.
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I wonder did they give you a lot of ga because I think this is what caused my depression it seems like it took me a month or so to get it out of my system . Things do begin to tighten up too my right feels firmer and probably because I use that one more , I think once I can feel comfortable I will start working on the other it's coming but I feel once I'm comfortable I can work this out with exercise. I think you look great too by the way x .
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Actually I just had some shots to numb my breasts, (the Only pain I felt), I Also had given some drops to make me relax, they just didn't work, I Was talking with my PS and her staff everything went Well, as I Was adviced my recovery Was easy because the short period of time I had my implants. Glad to hear things are improving for you too, so improvements Will continue. You look great !! Thanks.
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Hey lovely, I'm so glad to hear you'll be seeing your doctor today. Please let us know, when you can, how it goes. Been thinking of you. Hugs x
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Yes I did my dear rosey, I m taking some meds to help my anxiety and depression, I have moments of panic, my poor kids Get sad :( I ask God to help me and soon Get all this over. Hugs
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I'm so pleased to hear it. You keep taking it as easy as you can. Your children are there for you. Plenty of cuddles, dvd nights etc. You'll soon be feeling much more like yourself as time progresses. Give me a shout if you need me. Hugs xx
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Thanks sweetheart, my kids need me in the best way as possible, hopefully I will progress, I really need feeling more like myself. how are you doing bonita ?
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Kids are great for that! Hugs sweetie!
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Ah you will do hun. You're doing all the right things and taking action. I'm feeling ok thanks. I'm run ragged...I think I'm going into the 'terrible two's' phase! Lol. Although, because my wee mini-man has kept me busy, I've not checked the boob's for days :o) x
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I personally think you look beautiful. Also, if I have read correctly you are in your early 30's. Please know that as the years go by your breast naturally gain some additional tissue. (Time passes quicker than you think.) I wish I had known that when I got implants 27 years ago. I am know scheduling explant too. I would love to have your results. Maybe you are having a let down after such a big event. It happens after weddings, babies, big vacations, etc. so it certainly could after an explant.
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