Sad to Get Rid of my Twins.. but Necessary :(

Hey Indy! I've been following your story! You look great in your after pics! I hope I am as lucky as you with the minimal skin stretching! My original thought of getting implants was to get some upper pole fullness. I actually wanted the fake look because I already had real slightly saggy breasts. I loved my results the first year and then they dropped very quickly after that. :( My fiancé isn't thrilled with me wanting to explant but is being somewhat supportive I think. He actually bought my boobies as a birthday gift even though he told me I didn't need them. Is your significant other being supportive? I feel like this was all a huge waste of money which is what upsets me the most. I also have severe back, neck and shoulder pain. I hope I can rid of that with explanting. I have not decided on a surgeon yet. I have a consult this Friday and have already had an email consultation with a surgeon in FL. I live in WV. My last resort is going to my original PS. I wanted to get all the info I could before I see him. I'm not sure what went wrong with my surgery?? He had done BA's on quite a few of my friends and theirs are beautiful! I'm very untrusting now since I was told I would get the outcome I wanted and I clearly didn't. The PS I'm consulting with Friday told me he'd be more than happy to see me but that my original PS would give me the best deal in removing them. I like his honesty already. We'll see what happens! I'm hoping to have these suckers out late January/ early February... or yesterday! :) I'll have a million questions for you! I'll PM you if I can!

Absolutely ask me anything you need! I'm an extremely open person so no question is too gross or personal. I understand your fiancé being somewhat apprehensive. However my love, at the end and beginning of everyday it is your body. You will be even more beautiful after surgery when you are back to your pre implant self. Wiser, happier... the back and shoulder pain was the worst for me! I would get these crazy knots under my right shoulder blade, knots along my spine. My posture suffered and so did my spirit. I believe that implants are just not for everyone... Our bodies just reject them however they can. Distortion, pain... Sickness. Go with the surgeon you feel most comfortable with. Price is of course very important, but your intuition is the most important. If you don't mind traveling my Doctor was just amazing. I've heard wonderful things about Dr. Chong. My husband has been extremely supportive. We got married post implants so he was never partial to them. I'm so tiny they never really were that soft. I used to be such a confident person and with implants I became very shy and embarrassed. I never let him touch them. I think your pre implant breasts are just beautiful! Totally get the not trusting part! My implant surgeon overfilled my implants! My implants looked alright... Just never me . I missed myself the moment I got them. I'm 100% here for you lady! Ask away :)

Thank you, Angie :) I cannot wait to get it done! I'm really impatient! My fiance will take care of me :) he did a great job when I got them done. Set his alarm every 4 hours and brought me meds and water. Hopefully he'll be as attentive this time since I'm getting rid of his "toys" hehe. I also hope my girls will look at least somewhat similar to what they did before I got implants.

I have back, neck and shoulder pain. I have had scoliosis since I was a kid, but the back pain has really flared up around the same time as when my breasts started hurting. My breasts hurt all the time. I thought I was pregnant they were so sore. Turned out not to be (thank God). I have pain everywhere sometimes but not always. I have a family history of rheumatoid arthritis and fibromyalgia so I'm not sure if the implants are causing this or my genetics. I also have chronic fatigue. I'm excited to see if explanting will resolve some of these problems. I won't be disappointed if it doesn't as I can't stand the way they feel inside me anyway.

It is very frustrating! I hate being told a million different things. Are you wanting to explant permanently? The only constant answer I've found online and been told is to definitely remove the capsule when there is contracture involved. Are you being told differently? I've read of problems that can occur if it isn't removed and cannot afford to pay to remove it after the fact. The only other procedure I want to pay for after these are removed is a lift. Then I'm done spending money on [RS bleep] unless I need another lift years down the road. :) gotta have perky [RS bleep] in the nursing home to match the thong Depends I'll be wearing, you know! :)

Hhahah... Thank you for making me laugh!! Yes Im with you... I heard from 2 of the Drs that they will be doing a ton of scraping :( then another Dr said they would just do the explant and nothing else.. that scared me because I too read a lot about what can happen if they dont remove everything. I feel like they are the ones who are setting you up for complications and more surgeries.. Kind of like a crooked Auto mechanic... Uggghh. isnt there anyone you can trust out there?

Merry Christmas Girlie! I haven't been thinking about it lately.. taking a break until after Christmas! I thought my brain was going to explode! :) I hope your recovery is going well! You look beautiful!! Xoxo