33 Years Old, No Kids, 5,4', 140 Pounds, Pre Op 34b Post Op 34d

I wanted to change the shape of my breasts and...

I wanted to change the shape of my breasts and reduce areolas. I wanted a natural look not big boobs. I wanted them closer together for some cleavage. My doc sugguested not to go under 310cc as i have a wide base but recomended 350cc. 350 felt too big and heavy in my bra but I wasnt sure if the diameter was better so couldnt decide. He didnt measure me so I had no idea of either outcome so i told him to decide during the op. He said he put 350cc in as 310cc was too small but didnt explain why. I now feel they are way too big and still too far apart but now they stick out on the sides. Im now trying to hide the bimbo look from work and family under baggy clothes as i dont want them to know I did it.
Could he have put have put less cc in a wider diameter base? If i loose weight will the boobs go smaller or just saggy? Can i push the silicone closer together? Will they get in the way of sports? Ive read post op panik and regret happens, am i freaking out for nothing? Did he do a good job? Will i get natural soft breast with time? Right now i feel pain, huge, hard and tight and wondering what have i done. Id appreciate your opinion.

Bra

Any advice on the type of bra to wear. I find the one I'm wearing allows them to stick out. Id like to find one that holds them together.

Stretch marks

Found what looks like the beginning of stretcharks oh boobs today and that made me really sad. Ive been oiling daily since day 3. I wish id gone smaller and avoided this. I know i need to be patient for the end result but they seem bigger, more lopsided n heavier every day. I got the op to feel happier about myself but along with my fever i just feel worse.

Asymmetry

Left boob is facing outward, sits lower but nipple is higher and further out :( doubt them
Dropping will change this
Dr. Xxx

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