Upper & Lower Blepharoplasty, Fat Injection, & Laser Resurfacing - Beverly Hills, CA

After having Restylane injected to my tear troughs...

After having Restylane injected to my tear troughs in October 2012, I developed an unfortunate biofilm infection. (You can read about it here: http://www.realself.com/review/new-york-ny-disastrous-result-injecting-restylane-tear-troughs.) Seven months later, I had the Restylane dissolved with hyaluronidase, which got rid of the infection, but left my undereye area saggier and baggier than before, with asymmetrical lumps and bumps, from repeated episodes of swelling.

After more than a year of feeling miserable about my eyes, I sought out a consultation with Dr. Kami Parsa, an oculoplastic surgeon in Los Angeles, who has lots of glowing reviews on Real Self and other sites to discuss my options for addressing my hollowing and undereye bags. While most dermatologists and plastic surgeons are as yet unfamiliar with the risk of biofilm infection from temporary fillers, Dr. Parsa had written a paper on the subject.

I liked Dr. Parsa very much, his credentials are impressive, and he is known for performing complicated revision surgeries successfully. Most impressive is that he donates his services to perform surgeries on third world children with eye deformities. Considering how much my procedures will cost, I feel good about paying the money to a surgeon who gives back to the world.

Dr. Parsa recommended an upper and lower blepharoplasty with fat repositioning, along with midface fat injections to treat the hollowing, and SmartXide DOT laser resurfacing.

I have no qualms about the lower bleph, but I am nervous about the other procedures. With the upper bleph, I am worried about not looking like myself afterwards, and think of all the photos of bad plastic surgery with the deer-caught-in-the headlights look. I do not want to look different. I do not want to look younger. I only want to look refreshed and well-rested, without the bags. The before-and-after photos and Dr. Parsa's website have a very natural look, so I am not too worried about this.

As for the other procedures, I've read many horror stories on RealSelf of bad experiences with fat transfers and laser resurfacing, and I am most nervous about the laser resurfacing. It sounds like a very aggressive procedure, deliberately damaging the skin, that is painful and looks horrible during recovery. I am nervous about being red for weeks or months, and some people report permanent scars and marks. Many people report no improvement afterwards. Apparently, one treatment is not usually enough, and this is not something I want to do to myself repeatedly (nor can I afford repeated treatments). I would love to hear from anyone who has had experience with this procedure.

Since I live out-of-state, I will meet with Dr. Parsa the day before my procedures. I'm debating whether I should opt out of the laser. Or will I be left with crepe-y skin after the procedure, and wish I'd done it?

I will continue to update after the surgery and recovery process. Would welcome any feedback!
I just had the lower done nov 18 and wouldn't recommend it to anyone! It's not easy to recover from as everyone says. I look worse, and feel much worse! My eyes bother me constantly
Which procedure did you have under your eyes, Regret65? Lasering? My surgery is scheduled tomorrow and I still haven't decided about the laser. Couldn't sleep last night, worrying about it.
I had lower bleph with fat removal and skin removed with outer incision. i have dry eye now and my eyes are irritated constantly. it even wakes me up. I know dry eye sounds trivial, it did to me before this. It is very hard to take and I deeply regret this

Night Before Surgery

I arrived in Los Angeles yesterday and hardly slept last night, questioning my decision to have surgery, my choice of doctor, worried about possible complications, pain, healing time, etc.

This afternoon I met with Dr. Parsa my fears were allayed. As other people have written about Dr. Parsa, he is kind, caring, patient, and compassionate. He listened to all my concerns, and I never felt rushed. He wanted to make sure that he had addressed every single one of my questions.

I told him that I was most worried about the laser resurfacing, and fears I had based on accounts I've read on RealSelf. He told me that he uses a very low setting on the SmartXide DOT laser and is very conservative with the treatment, and that most of the horror stories are due to overly aggressive treatment.

I still wasn't convinced that I wanted to do the laser, and he reassured me that it could always been done at a later date, should I so choose, but that it was likely I'd be left with some loose crepey skin under the eyes after the transconjunctival lower bleph.

He mentioned that the other way to address the loose skin would be with a "skin pinch" to the lower eyelid. It sounded at first like an easy fix and simple solution to me, but after doing a little more research here, I realize that a skin pinch is more surgery and involves cutting and extra sutures. Worst case scenario is that it can change the eye shape.

So I've finally decided to go with the laser treatment is a skin treatment. I figure that the possible complications from the laser wouldn't be nearly as bad as possible complications from extra surgery.

I've made my decision, which feels good after weeks of angst. I totally trust my surgeon, who is an oculoplastic surgeon who specializes in revisions. He has handled cases far more complicated than mine (doing charitable work performing plastic surgery on children with gross deformities). I feel like I will be in the best of hands.

That said, I know the healing process will be unsightly and unpleasant. I know that I will have doubts and panic attacks during the healing process. But I am putting my energy now into visualizing a positive outcome and the joy I will feel when I won't feel the need to hide behind glasses anymore.

Now I must take my meds and remedies and get to bed. I need to be at the surgery at 6:30 tomorrow morning. Please think good thoughts for me!
Good luck! Keep us posted on your progress. Thank you for expressing your trepidation. You are not alone!
Thank you, NC!

Less than an hour before surgery

At the surgical center, awaiting doctor's arrival. This is the last photo taken of me pre-surgery. Seeing my eye bags under the worst possible light -- overhead fluorescent -- reminds me why I am doing this.
Good strategy of taking photo in worst possible light to remind you of why you're doing this! LOL! :-) I'll have to remember to do something similar, b/c I keep flip flopping about if I REALLY want to get this done -- sometimes the fear takes over.. but then I look at myself in a pic, and realize I want to move forward. Please do keep us posted on your progress after surgery! :-)
Good luck. You are in very capable hands. I will be following your journey very carefully because my surgery is set for February 13th. I too was given the choice of either laser resurfacing or a skin pinch and I am also choosing the laser. The skin pinch can be a good solution when done by a skilled surgeon, but the thought of an incision under my eyes and also having to recover from it is something I decided against. I can always opt for it in the further if the laser isn't sufficient. I am thinking about you this morning and I know you will be just fine. Update us when you feel put to it.

Surgery, Day 1 and Day 2

Well, I'm on the other side now. No turning back!

After weighing the pros and cons of laser resurfacing vs a skin pinch to address the loos skin after lower bleph, when I met with Dr. Parsa in the morning before surgery, I told him I was still conflicted and asked what he would recommend if I were a family member. He told me that he takes much pride in his work and considers every patient his family and always recommends what he feels is best. He suggested that I trust his judgment and that he would know the best course of action once surgery had commenced. I trusted him completely and agreed to let him surprise me.

I was made so comfortable during the surgery, in a warm, heated bed. His nurse Brian and anesthesiologist (Lisa?) were super nice and reassuring. Once the IV was put in, I was out in seconds.

Next memory was coming to in the recovery room with a wonderful nurse (whose name, sadly, I forget). I remember Brian coming by and telling me the surgery went really well and that I was going to love my new eyes. I did have pain when I woke up. The nurse asked to rate it on a scale of 1 to 10. I said 6, and she gave me some Demerol via IV.

As soon as I became conscious I wanted to know if Dr. Parsa chose to do the skin pinch or the layering. He finally came in and told me that he had done a small skin pinch and VERY light layering, just over the tear trough area.

Not long after I woke, my husband came to pick me up. I was woozy and wobbly, and they brought me out the car in a wheelchair. I was alert enough, though, to snap a picture in the car immediately after surgery.

Rested with ice packs most of Day 1. Dozed off an on. After the Demerol wore off, I had no pain, just my eyes feeling weird and tearing a lot. Oh, and the nurse told me to expect bloody tears for the first day. (Yuck!) Even though I have a prescription for Vicodin I have not taken so much as a Tylenol since I got home. No pain whatsoever, except for a sore throat from the breathing tube. I keep coughing up phlegm, which I think was related to the breathing tube.

By evening, I began to swell, but it looks like I don't have too much bruising, which I am thrilled about! I have armed myself with a battery of homeopathic remedies to combat bruising and swelling: Sinnech (a high potency Arnica specifically for surgery), Staphysagria (homeopathic remedy for healing surgical wounds), Hypericum (for nerve pain), Traumeel Oral Drops, and Bromelain.

I bought two eye masks by IMAK that can be put in the freezer, a tip from Jill, one of the RealSelf community managers after her lower bleph. When one gets warm, you can replace it with the cold one from the freezer. The mask can be purchased on Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/IMAK-Eye-Mask-Pain-Relief/dp/B000VHYLFW/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1390687501&sr=8-1&keywords=imak+ergo+beads+mask.

Now it's Day 2 and there is definitely more swelling, especially my upper eyelids where are bright red and puffy. Feeling a little more alert. My husband cannot understand why I would choose to do this to myself, but has been wonderfully supportive, cooking for me and making me comfortable.

Dr. Parsa has been so kind and understanding throughout and gave me a number to call him at any hour and stressed that no question was too trivial. He called me both days to check up.

I know that today and tomorrow I will probably look the worst, but based on the photo I snapped before the swelling began, I am hopeful about the eventual outcome.

Will keep you posted!
You are lookin' so good!
The photo taken immediately after surgery looks great! You can tell that you will have a beautiful result! Now, you have to rest and let your body heal. Thanks for the update.
You look great and even though your lids nearly touched your lashes it looks like you will have a good, even margin which really is the point of an eyelift. So happy healing. And where did he do the fat transfer and where did he take it from. Guess if you had a breathing tube you were under general. Any idea how long the whole surgery took? thanks, grace60

Day 3

Woke up still swollen. Eyes starting to hurt more. Upper eyelids very red and swollen. Lasered areas starting to turn brown. Very little bruising, which I'm so grateful for (Thanks, Sinnech!). Wish I could wash the doctor's purple pen marks off my face. Seems like they're here to stay!
You look really good. And I was going to ask you about the pen marks! Lol. Geez, do they have to use Sharpie pens! Have a great day!

Swelling Going Down

By the end of Day 3, the swelling is noticeably going down. I can go longer without feeling the need for icing. I am ecstatic that I don't have more bruising. I've been religiously following Dr. Parsa's post-op instructions and taking my arsenal of homeopathics to help with bruising and swelling, and icing frequently. I love that Dr. Parsa is supportive of homeopathic and natural remedies. Even three days out with my swelling, I think that I already look better than in my before pictures. Feeling optimistic!
Thanks for putting so much detail in your review, it is fantastic!  Glad you like those eye masks, I still use mine on occasion :)
Looking forward to following your recovery, I think you look amazing for being on day 3.  Hang in there!
I just ordered the IMAK eye mask you suggested online. My surgery is set for February 13th. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. Thank you for posting your story too. I have learned so much from this site.
At Jill81's suggestion, I bought two IMAK eye masks, to rotate in the freezer. They feel great, are very comfortable, but don't stay cold very long. When one warmed up, I could replace it with the other from the freezer. I know exactly how it feels to be excited and terrified at the same time!

Day 2

Out-of-sequence here. I forgot to post photo from Day 2, probably the worst in terms of bruising swelling. I laid pretty low on Day 2.
Sallify....you know if your eyes stayed with the margins you have in that car photo that would be an amazingly beautiful result! Here's hoping but it's clear that regardless the end result will be very nice. Did your PS tell you that a brow lift would be helpful along with your eye surgery~either at the same time as or later for the best result? grace
Grace, my doctor did say that the way I looked immediately after surgery, before swelling set in, is a good indicator of the final result and he is optimistic. He said I had only a little brow droop on one brow and did not recommend a brow lift. The PS who did my neck lift two years earlier warned about brow lifts and doesn't recommend them. (Not sure exactly why.)
Sallify, Thanks for your reply...pics taken from different angles make it hard to judge accurately but would you say that your eyelid skin was touching your lashes? I saw one PS who said that when that is the case the brain gets a message to lift the brow; when that message ceases b/c the skin was lifted the brow might descend. Most all PS who answer here on RS always say that you do a brow lift IF the brow is already low. So 99% of PS here do not subscribe to that explanation. And then there are those who say they ALWAYS do a brow lift with their eye lift b/c the brow will fall because the skin that holds it up is gone. Now that one makes NO sense but it is one that patients hear and buy into. A brow lift is a big deal and it is refreshing to 1) find a PS who gets beautiful results without the need for this additional cost, recovery, and discomfort AND 2) thinks this is a largely over "prescribed" procedure. Very refreshing! grace60

Day 4 - Out and About

On the morning of Day 4, I showered and washed my hair for the first time and got dressed in other than the yoga-wear I'd been living in since day of surgery. Dr. Parsa stressed that it was important to get out and go for a walk to get the blood flow going, which aids healing.

So freshly cleaned and pressed, I donned a pair of big sunglasses and a hat, and my husband and I went to Santa Monica. It felt amazing to be out in the big, wide world again! It was a beautiful day in L.A. We had a lovely lunch at an outdoor cafe, where half the patrons were wearing sunglasses, then had a long walk down the Santa Monica pier.

With my sunglasses on, I looked perfectly normal.

By evening, my eyes felt tired and really dry. I was using the artificial tears constantly. Tried to do a little work on my computer, but it really tired my eyes, plus the antibiotic ointment I have to put directly in my eyes makes everything blurry.
I'm so glad you get to go out now and enjoy our great California weather! I love you comment about sunglasses. So true! Lol.
You are lookin' so good!!!!

Day 5

I started to have more energy on Day 5, but my eyes felt like they were more tired and dry than usual. Lids felt heavy and eyes felt like sandpaper. It was very hard and tiring to look at my computer screen (which is why I waited a day to post this). Relied heavily on my Refresh Plus eye drops throughout the day. Getting sick of the heavy, swollen feeling.

I saw Dr. Parsa this afternoon for a follow-up. He thought I was healing nicely and normally and reassured me that I am still swollen and that all I need to do now is to allow myself time to heal.

In Dr. Parsa's handouts, he included a very helpful guide on what to expect emotionally. It said that it was typical during the first week to get depressed and teary, which hit me on Day 5. As we were leaving his Beverly Hills office, I saw a homeless black woman (whom we had passed earlier on our way in) being handcuffed and arrested by a squad of policemen. When we got to our car, I burst into tears. It made me think about the sick, the homeless, and the destitute. It made me think of all the injustice in the world and made me feel guilty for being a "have" in a world of "have-nots." I felt ashamed of being so self-centered as to elect to have this surgery. Later that night, I read about Pete Seeger's death. Pete Seeger was a very influential person in my life, and even though he lived a long life into his 90's, I couldn't stop crying.

I was grateful to Dr. Parsa for letting his patients know to expect to be on an emotional roller coaster the first week after surgery.

To Grace60: I asked Dr. Parsa about why some doctors routinely perform a brow lift along with an upper blepharoplasty. He seemed incredulous and didn't know why any doctor would *always* do this. He said that every patient's anatomy is different and that there is never one-size-fits-all when it comes to surgery. He said that he is personally not a big fan of brow lifts, saying that it can result in an unnatural, "surprised" look. I felt reassured that my brows are not going to fall once I heal.
You look great. You look like u had a successful surgery outcome. A + for Dr. Parsa. I didn't not see much bruises or scars around ur eyes, Dr. Parsa did n excellent job. Thank u for sharing ur surgery experience in detailed n along with pictures.
I also found if I got my imak masks a little wet, not a lot, (spray with water, then froze) and put in a baggy they stayed colder longer.
Great tip, Fancypants! I found that wetting them helps them stay cold longer, too. Wish I'd thought to put them in a baggie in the freezer. Probably more hygienic.

Day 6

Even though yesterday was teary and emotional, today has been the worst day yet. The swelling is going down, and I'm really worried about my results, wondering what I have done.

I'm right on target for Dr. Parsa's handout on what to expect the first week:

"Irritation, sadness, anger, 'What have I done?', criticize, scared, impatient."

I can't bear to look at my photos or myself in the mirror. When I smile, my eye bags are worse than ever and I feel like I'm stuck with them for the rest of my life. I'm worried that the corners of my eyes are turning downward. It seems like one side of my face has more "cheekbone" from the fat injection, and that I am asymmetrical. I am indeed wondering what I have done to myself.

I fly home after two days. Worried what I will do if I have unsatisfactory results, given that I live on the east coast and Dr. Parsa is 3,000 miles away.

I know that this is to be expected, and that I am still swollen, and that the swelling is probably receding unevenly, but I still feel scared and depressed. I would really welcome hearing from anyone right now who went through this the first week and can reassure me that they love their end results.

Thanks for listening.
Sally, please don't worry..I'm 14 days post upper/lower eyes with neck. I was extremely worried over my eyes more than anything, same concerns you have....my eyes healed the fastest and look just like me only a little younger and more rested. Your doctor is top in his field, you just need a few more days for swelling to go down. I hope I've helped, I think you have beautiful eyes and they will only be better once more healing is finished.
Thank you, Kitkat. I haven't posted yet my experience the last two days, but they have been full of anguish and worry over the things I am noticing as the swelling goes down. Your words are very reassuring!
Kitkat, did you feel like you had trouble closing either eye after surgery? I can't fully close my right eye without effort, and that is my freak-out du jour.

Day 7 - Stitches Out!

Kind of confusing. I counted Day 1 as the day of surgery, making this Day 7, but it's really 6 days after surgery.

Saw Dr. Parsa at 11:00 this morning to have my upper eyelid stitches removed. (The stitches from my skin pinch are dissolvable.) Pinched a little, but didn't hurt. Dr. P. thinks I am healing nicely, and allowed plenty of time to answer my myriad of questions.

Of course, I am in the "bouts of doubts" phase and worried about so many things. Dr. Parsa and is assistant Marie, told me not to look in the mirror, and to just give my body time to heal. Dr. P reassured me that I am still swollen and that the bags will go away, and the results will get better and better in time.

Later that afternoon, I put the artificial tears, and started dripping bloody tears from one eye! I'd had no bleeding since the day of surgery. Called the office. They told me to come back in. Luckily I am staying only 10 minutes away.

Dr. P. examined me and thought that I may just have dissolved some dried blood. Told me not to worry. We said goodbye to each other, since I was flying back to the east coast two days later, and agreed to have a Skype call in a week to see how things are progressing.

The bruising is all but gone, and the swelling reduced, so on Day 7 I went out to dinner with my husband and just wore regular glasses. No sunglasses! I'm not to wear eye makeup for three weeks, but I did put a little Bare Minerals concealer on the remaining bruised spots, and a little blush on my lower cheekbones. Nobody stared at me.

I'm trying not to look in the mirror, but am having a hard time, and continue to worry endlessly.

Emotonal and Physical Reactions After Cosmetic Surgery

So many of you have asked for a copy of Dr. Parsa's handout on this subject that I took a photo of it and am posting it here. Hope you can read it!
Sally,,,i just wrote you and then found that you had the surgery and you look terrific! Thank you so much for sharing all of your experience day to day so people can see what it is like to go through so much trauma and worry and know that it all takes time. I am also planning to get either a neck or lower face lift after I get the fractional laser over my whole face. I hope you will share more pictures after all the swelling goes as if you look at my eye pictures on real self, you will see I have no wrinkles unless I smile and I'm really hoping the laser can help that. your upper eyes look really great too. Congratulations on having a good doctor and outcome!
As an unbiased observer I just wanted to tell you how wonderful you look. Yes, you are a little swollen, but you can already see the difference and you are going to be thrilled with the final result. I love Dr. Parsa's advice to just not look in the mirror. I think that is key. Especially now since the emotional stage has started. I am getting nervous about my upcoming surgery, but I feel that because of all that you have shared I will be better prepared for the emotional ups and downs. That doesn't mean I won't go through it, I know I will, but I have the knowledge to keep reminding myself that it is just a phase. I think that, in a way, sharing our journey on this site probably makes us even more critical. Posting pictures daily of our progress maybe helpful to others, but probably adds to ones critical eye. We see every little thing that in the long run will disappear. So again, I think you look great! Good luck, and good healing.
Thanks, Lee. Both Dr. Parsa's assistant and another member of RealSelf pointed out that negative thoughts and worry will slow down healing. The other member of RealSelf (whose had great results) advised nurturing oneself after surgery, meditating, listening to calming music, and visualizing a positive outcome. Really great advice!

One Week Out

Many thanks to all of you who have left positive and reassuring comments. I think that everyone who is in the first week post-surgery can use all the support they can get!

Now that it has been one full week since surgery, I can see now what a huge positive difference it has made, compared to the photo that I snapped moments before surgery. My eyes still feel tired and raw (as if I'd been crying for 12 hours straight), but I'm amazed that they already look more or less normal. I thought I would be flying home wearing sunglasses on the airplane, but there was no need. My vision is still blurry and I'm having trouble reading, with or without my glasses.

I don't know what to attribute my minimal bruising to -- good health, genes (doubtful, I've bruised easily in the past), the arsenal of homeopathic and naturopathic remedies, or Dr. Parsa's skill as a surgeon. Probably a combination of all these things.

But if you're wondering, here's what I did, and worked for me:

* No alcohol for a month before surgery (I'm not a big drinker, and I don't smoke).

* No wheat for three weeks before (inflammatory).

* One hour of aerobic exercise 3 x a week (more regular than usual) for two weeks before.

* Avoided all the blood-thinning agents on Dr. P's list (ibuprofen, fish oil, etc.) for three weeks before.

* Started this brand of Bromelain for days before surgery, and continued after surgery till bottle was empty:

* Took Boiron Arnica pellets, 30c, 3 x a day for 4 days before surgery

* Started taking SinEcch (high potency arnica) one-hour before surgery, following directions on box till gone.

* Homeopathic Staphysagria 30c (for healing surgical wounds) starting immediate after surgery:

* Homeopathic Hypericum 30 c (for healing nerve damage) immediately after surgery.

* Traumeel Oral Drops - two days before surgery and for a week after

* Instead of putting Aquaphor (basically just Vaseline) on my lasered areas, I used Arnica ointment in a petroleum base.
http://www.amazon.com/Boiron-Arnicare-Arnica-Ointment-Relief/dp/B00016QTOO/I have no redness at all from the lasering.
It may be because Dr. P used such a low setting, but I seemed to heal quickly from that, too.

All these were in addition to the oral antibiotic and eye ointment that Dr. P prescribed. I have a close friend who's a homeopath who made these recommendations. I know that many doctors scoff at homeopathic remedies and feel there's no science behind it, but Dr. Parsa is a big believer in the power of natural remedies to assist the body in healing itself, which I appreciate.

In addition, I highly recommend buying two Imak eye masks to rotate in the freezer (as mentioned in a previous post):
If you wet them first and keep them in a plastic bag, they will stay cold longer.

Trying to sleep on my back was one of the hardest parts of recovery and I went a good four nights without sleeping well. I had a TravelRest travel pillow which helped, but wish I'd had THIS, which I just discovered today!

After my experience trying to sleep this past week, I had the idea to design a pillow just like this to support one's head, but discovered someone beat me to it! Since sleeping on one's back is supposed to prevent face and chest wrinkles, I think I'm going to order it and try to learn to sleep on my back. You would want to put this on top of two other pillows to keep your head elevated.

A lot of info, I know, and maybe overkill, but I REALLY wanted to avoid bruising. Hard to say isolate which of these remedies was most effective, but I was willing to try them all since homeopathic remedies are 100% safe.

You can find most of these remedies at your local health food store. I am not a big fan of Amazon, and only include the links here for illustrative purposes.

Hope some of you might find this helpful!
Hi, I've been following you. I think you look so much better. I understand that feeling of looking in the mirror, smiling and thinking "I'll never be pretty again unless I figure out what to do about this". It's very sad, particularly if you have been attractive and sort of taken that for granted all of your life, which you are. I think your post photos look great. I have been considering the same procedure but I'm so afraid. I had a lower bleph when I was 36 because I had big bags and they took out all the fat. ALL of it. They don't do that anymore because, while I was thrilled for about 18 years, now that I'm 55 I need that fat and all I have is loose skin and hollows, like you had. Big bags of skin! I had Restylane put in my tear troughs in September and it just looked weird. No fat to place it under, so it sort of sat there like worms, at the top of my cheekbone. Last week I had Radiesse placed under the muscle at the top of my cheeks to, hopefully, puff the skin under the eyes out a bit so it takes up some of that space, but the verdict is still out. It seems as though everything I do just sort of "compacts" the wrinkles, rather than dissipating them. I think the only answer for me is the skin pinch, but scared of results. Please continue to post on your progress. You are very honest and I am extremely anxious to hear how you feel about this. You really do look so much better already, and I'm waiting right along with you to hear about results when the swelling goes down. Thanks so much for sharing, you have the first post I can relate to. You really do look great.
So happy for you! I hope you feel as great as you look!
LOVE LOVE LOVE all the details you are sharing, Sallify!  You look amazing for 1 week out.  Hang in there, the emotional toll will start to go away soon.  I can totally relate to feeling bad for spending money on cosmetic surgery when there is so much wrong in the world, I went through that too.  Ultimately I had to tell myself that it is okay to do something to improve how you feel about yourself, and that feeling better about yourself means that you can do more to help others feel better about themselves.  I just try to focus on being grateful to have had the option to fix my eyes, and to pay it forward to others.  It may sound silly, but it has helped (and I do think I am more focused on helping others as a result)

Day 10

Well, things continue to progress day-by-day, and I'm in the nit-picky phase that Dr. Parsa's handout warned about during week two. What I'm most concerned about is that I can't close my right eye tightly and it feels like there is less skin on my right eyelid. I have to kind of muscle it shut. I've been panicked and anxious about it for several days, even though Dr. Parsa said it's not unusual and reminded me I am still swollen. But the swelling has gone down more on my right eye than my left, and I still can't shut that eye all the way. Other doctors report on RealSelf that in most cases this resolves in time, but it's hard for me not to worry.

I also notice that the incision on my left eye looks like a deep wrinkle, where my right eye looks flat.

I wake up with a lot of swelling and lumpiness, which gradually lessens during the day, but still a lot of puffiness and asymmetry. Wondering how I'll look next Monday when I go back to work and if anyone will notice I look different. I haven't told my co-workers. They know I've been on "vacation." Hopefully, they'll just think I look well-rested after my vacation.
Regarding sleeping on your back after surgery, have you tried a recliner? Because I have neck problems, my chiropractor said I'd have to use a recliner and absolutely could not sleep with stacked pillows or a wedge under my head after the surgery. Since I don't own a recliner, I rented one, which was one of the best things I did for the recovery period. Being a side sleeper, I was scared to death I'd lose sleep, but the opposite was true. I really believe this helped keep the swelling down and I know it kept me from turning over on my face and possibly messing up my eyes. I slept in it for the first 3 weeks--until the guys came to take it back. I'm going to buy one now! I also used a soft mask that I was given for eye protection before I left the surgery center. I slept peacefully every night and woke up refreshed. No messed up hair, either. Be warned that the chiropractor said afterward that for some people a recliner would be uncomfortable to sleep in. But it worked for me. I did roll up a towel, secure it with safety pins, and kept that around my neck while I slept. Dr. said this would keep me from rolling sideways and possibly hurting my eyes. If anyone has used the backsleeper at the link above, I'd like to hear if it worked for you.
Never occurred to me to rent a recliner. Would have been hard in the tiny apartment we rented for the week in LA. I have neck problems, too. I just ordered the back sleeper pillow. I could find no reviews of it online. It's a new product. I'll post a review on RS once I've given it at least a week. After my first week of recovery, I imagined a pillow just like this-- with cervical neck support and head rests on either side--and was excited about my new product idea. Bummed when I discovered someone had beaten me to it!
I bought a recliner for my fiancée birthday a couple of months ago. I am already planning on sleeping in it after my surgery. It's incredibly comfortable and I have already fallen asleep in it many many times.

Day 11 - Freaking Again

The swelling appears to be going down, and I am freaking at how asymmetrical my eyes are. The scar on my left eye is deeper, lower and caused what looks like a deep wrinkle. My upper lids do not have a symmetrical margin. My left eye looks lower and droopy. Visions of revisional surgeries dance in my head. My right eye definitely seems to have less skin than my left, evidenced by the fact that I can't close it tightly all the way.

I *know* I'm less than two weeks out, and I *know* that this is the self-critical phase, but I can't seem to control my worry. Researching asymmetry after blepharoplasty on RS and read some doctors suggesting revision to patients who are only two weeks out like me and my freak-out meter goes up to the red zone.

Please talk me down off of the cliff! Would love to hear from anyone who's had a bleph, experienced asymmetry and seen it resolve in time.
You look amazing! Really!! I hope I look as good as you in 4 weeks! Getting mine done on the 20th of this month. :D
Good luck, nmandine!
U look radiant! With Colgate smile^_^ ur eyes look very pretty, under eyes look some swollen but its natural its part of the healing process ur not even 2wks. Patience.

Day 13 - No More Dry Eyes

I haven't needed the Refresh Plus drops for two days. Well, maybe once or twice a day (down from every 20 minutes all day long), but the dry eyes are definitely going away and my eyes no longer feel like sandpaper. So relieved that I won't be left with permanent dry eyes. Yes, my body is healing!

My vision, on the other hand is still off. Can't read my computer screen with my glasses, and have to get very close. (I am near-sighted.)

Had a Skype call with dear, patient Dr. Parsa. Reassuring as always. Stressed again the importance of giving my body time to heal and emphasized the POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING. I'm really working on this, and on visualizing a beautiful, healthy outcome.

He also cautioned about comparing oneself to other cases on Real Self because *everyone is different.* The type of surgery he did on me at my age, after having Restylane injected to my tear troughs and a subsequent infection, would be entirely different from someone who is older or younger, whose anatomy is different, or who has different problems. Again, there is no one-size-fits-all when it comes to surgery. Keep that in mind when you are viewing other people's stories and photos.

Dr. Parsa has been so patient with all of my worries, freak-outs, and questioning. I have so much in confidence in his judgment and skills. Please know that all the worries I have posted here are just, at this point, journaling the emotional process I am going through. After the year I spent living with the biofilm infection and being so self-conscious of my lumpy eye bags, it's hard not to scrutinize my eyes and to worry about every little thing I see, fearful that my eyes will never look normal again.

I am looking forward to week three when Dr. Parsa's handout says the thinking typically shifts from self-scrutiny to realizing how good you are starting to look. Fingers crossed!
Your doctor is so right about everyone being different (and especially healing different)!  Glad you are feeling good about your healing, and that you don't need the eye drops as much.
Thank you for the update. It is very helpful to hear Dr. Parsa reiterate that each person has a surgery that is hand selected for them. No two surgeries are the same even if they are having the same surgery. Our eyes, skin, age… it all makes a difference in the surgery process as well as the healing process. I have seen so many people on this site with minimal bruises, but I have to keep reminding myself that that will probably not be the case for me. I know that in my case, the repositioning of the fat pads will definitely cause me to bruise. I still think that reading everyones individual stories has been very helpful. I may not heal at the same rate as others, but I do know more about the stages of healing and that is invaluable information. I am so thankful to you and your incredibly detailed description of your surgery experience. I am also so glad your dry eyes are getting better. Happy Healing to you! And please continue keeping us posted. :)
Lee, I wanted to attribute my minimal bruising to my arsenal of homeopathic remedies and/or my body's natural healing abilities, but another of Dr. Parsa's patients told me that the nurse who assisted in her surgery told her afterwards that Dr. Parsa is known for causing minimal bruising during his surgeries. Could be that I wasted a lot of good money on all those remedies!

Beauty Keeper Back Sleeper Pillow - Review

I have always been a diehard side sleeper and one of the most difficult challenges of recovering from my upper/lower blepharoplasty was having to sleep upright on my back. I didn't sleep well at all the first few nights after surgery, even though I was using a travel pillow to help support my head on one side.

After the first week of recovery, I had in mind a pillow that I wanted to design that would combine a foam pillow with cervical support (I also tend to wake up with neck pain) and head support on either side. I find the hardest part of sleeping on my back is not having head support when my head falls to one side or the other during sleep. It takes a lot of muscle effort to keep one's head upright when sleeping.

Well, I started searching Google for such a pillow and discovered that someone beat me to it and designed just the kind of pillow I had in mind -- the "Beauty Keeper Back Sleeper" pillow. Even though I was past the critical first week of needing to sleep with my head upright, I learned the benefit of sleeping on one's back for preventing not only facial wrinkles, but also "cleavage wrinkles." In recent years I have noticed wrinkles on my chest that I thought were from age and too much sun, but learned can be made worse by sleeping on one's side, compressing the breasts against one another. I decided that I'd like to train myself to become a back sleeper.

So I ordered the pillow which, admittedly, is a little pricey at $79.95, but so glad I did. The flat part of the pillow is memory foam, molded to offer cervical support to the neck, with foam bolsters on either side to support the head. It makes it SO much easier to sleep on one's back, and I have sleep soundly on it for the past four nights, waking up refreshed in the morning still on my back. And I notice my cleavage wrinkles have all but disappeared.

I really wish I had discovered this *before* my surgery. Would have made the first week so much easier. I HIGHLY recommend this pillow if you are scheduled for facial plastic surgery, or if you would like to transition to sleeping on your back.

This is a new product. From what I can tell, the company is only about a year old. The pillow is available on the company's website at http://back-sleeper.com/
Sallify, So...you're back at work and co-workers have comments??? Good reaction, I'm guessing. Beyond the visual, at the 3 week mark, how would you characterize how your eyes FEEL? Your PS said to give it 6 months to evalutate your results. I think that timeframe is what facelift post ops are encouraged to give. Can you see any difference in the quickness of healing to a point where things feel very good between the upper lid procedure and the lower lid procedure. Have many of the functional issues that concerned you (lid not closing easily) resolved? thks, grace
HI Sallify, I was also wondering how things went for you at work this week! I'm sure great -- please let us know! :-)
Hi Grace. Just posted full report as an update above which should answer most of your questions. Right eye still feels a little tighter, but I can close it. Stopped obsessing about not being able to close my right eye when I suddenly noticed that my left eye looks smaller, and had something new to worry about. LOL!

Days 14 to 19

I stopped posting every day during the last week because I was worrying myself silly, scrutinizing my eyes and being hyper-critical of everything I saw. Dr. Parsa suggested that I try to stop obsessing, stay positive, and stay away from the internet, so I took a little break.

I was obsessing about the asymmetry of my eyes, noticing that in every photo since surgery, my left eye appears smaller and droopier. I was worried that my upper eyelid incisions are healing differently. The left eye incision is deeper and indented, causing a deep wrinkle and droopy look, whereas the right incision looks perfect and is healing flat. Even though Dr. Parsa keeps assuring me that all will be well and that the asymmetry will resolve in time, I've found it very difficult not to worry.

But I've gone back and looked and pre-surgery photos of myself and noticed that my left eye has always looked slightly smaller and that my eyes weren't symmetrical before. I had no idea. Just an illustration of how much more critically we look at our faces after surgery!

Last weekend, I went out socially for the first time with friends. I felt extremely self-conscious. Granted it was evening (went to a concert) and not very well-lit, but no one mentioned a thing, and no one stared or looked oddly at me. I was surprised and relieved.

I returned to work on Monday. I work with two other people and again, neither has said a thing or looked oddly at me. (YES!) But I am wearing my glasses which helps. I do feel self-conscious when they are making eye contact with me, and I find myself wanting to avoid eye contact.

I just noticed how much my vision has improved. I can now see my computer screen from a normal distance with my glasses on. For the past two weeks, I had to take my glasses off and get very close to the screen to see clearly. The dry eyes have vastly improved. I usually just use the artificial tears first thing in the morning and before bed.

I've had two Skype calls with Dr. Parsa since returning home. He is SO reassuring, and everything he has told me about the healing process is going as described.

Today (Day 19) was the first day since surgery that I finally felt like I am going to be happy with my new eyes. The asymmetry seems to be improving, the deep wrinkle/scar on my left eye seems to be softening. On Friday, I will begin using Biocorneum (a silicone product) to help heal the scars.

I've been using Bare Minerals powder makeup. Using a little bit of a dark charcoal along my upper lash line. At the three week mark, Dr. Parsa said I can start wearing more make up, but that it should be very easy to remove and that I must be very gentle with the removal. No waterproof mascara!

He has stressed over and over that he wants all his patients to be happy with their results and is always available for questions or consultation. He has never made me feel rushed and answers my emails promptly. Truly a kind and caring human being. I feel assured that if anything should not heal according to plan, Dr. Parsa will take care of me.

I feel like I've turned a corner, and Dr. Parsa assures me that for the next three months, things will continue to look better and better.

Thank you to all who have read and commented, and supported me on this journey. I've learned what a huge amount of courage it takes to choose to change one's facial features. It is a huge gamble and while the results are most often gratifying, the results can sometimes be heartbreaking.

Having read so many stories of complications and heartbreak, I think it is SO important to research and choose a surgeon carefully, being willing to travel, if necessary, to put yourself in the most capable hands. I think it is as important as choosing a husband! You may well be living with your face longer than with your partner.
Hi Sallify, checking in on your eye surgery and things are looking better than I expected for post op pics. Thanks for posting the doctor's recommendations to reduce swelling and bruising, never knew about wheat and inflammation. It's obvious your doctor was very gentle with all the procedures he performed at the same time...that was a lot to have done on thin tissue around the eyes! How long was the procedure? I've always been curious about blephs and eye work and you've shown this doctor really knows what he's doing because it doesn't look artificial at all. A month from now you'll probably be walking on sunshine because it will look completely natural and not "done" which is exactly what good plastic surgery is suppose to do. We all know how bad those celebebrities look who look "done." Your doctor obviously took the time to smooth things without giving you that artificial overkill pulled look. I think when you put your before and after photos side by side in a month from now you will not regret this recent decision. It's obvious to those of us who've had similar bad journeys that you got real improvement and not that dreaded pulled and perfect look so I'm really impressed!
Thank you, cbaker. My surgery, with all procedures, took about three hours. While I am finding things to obsess and worry about, I am HUGELY relieved that my results are not pulled too tight and obvious looking. My biggest fear pre-surgery was of ending up looking like Kenny Rogers. One reason I chose Dr. Parsa was because of the emphasis he puts on natural-looking results and being very conservative in his approach. His wonderful assistant, Marie, told me that Dr. Parsa will turn away potential patients who come in wanting to look different or like someone else. I read the story of your unfortunate journey. I am so sorry for your experience. It sure sounds to me like the swelling and granulomas you developed were likely a biofilm infection from the fillers. Through the experience of my biofilm infection, I know what it's like to feel deformed and constantly-self conscious about your face. It can really affect one's whole life. I'm so glad you finally found reputable and competent doctors to finally address your problems.
P. S. Your recent pictures and comment. Your upper lids are no longer "hooded," there is definite improvement below and no "tell tale" signs of work done. I had filler in my periorbitals to correct asymmetry and although not perfect I still look better and no one has commented. You might try reducing water retaining and inflammation foods from your diet to reduce puffiness under the eyes and get more rest. I had to eliminate salt and certain foods for my kidney health and my eyes don't look as puffy in the morning as they used to. I've heard botox around the eyes for crows feet works, otherwise personally I'd leave well-enough alone. That's what my p.s. said when I asked about more filler in the periorbital. Maybe start looking close up at other women's periorbitals in your age range and then you'll notice how good yours are looking now sans makeup! I know it's hard not to obsess though...try a natural relaxant like GABA and keep smiling!

3 Weeks

Sorry that I haven't been keeping up with updates regularly. I've been so busy since I got back to work, which helps to not obsess or think too much about my eyes.

At 3 weeks, I was feeling really good about my eyes and feel like they've looked their best so far (with some Bare Minerals concealer and a some dark shadow to line my upper eyes). I was starting to feel more confident and hopeful. I think now that I was still benefiting from the "honeymoon swelling" which was helping to fill my undereye hollows.

At this point, my biggest concern was that the indented scar on my left eye, which was making a deeper crease and, I felt, was making my left eye appear droopier than the right.
Sallify, I cannot see that either eye is droopier than the other. And with your makeup on your eyes look great. I think that's the best we can ask for at our age!
Thanks, michellenora.
I want to tell you that I was just talking to my girlfriend who's mom had the same surgery as you a couple of years ago. I was telling her about Realself and used you as an example of how emotional the changes are as you are healing. She said her mom went through the exact EXACT same thing. The first month or so was actually horrible, she was so fretful, regretful, scared that she'd made a mistake, found so many problems, etc. So I asked my friend "Well, how does she like it now?" and she said "She loves it! It looks perfect!". It seems everything you are going through is what everyone goes through. Everything heals at different rates and in different ways, even from one side of your face to another.

4 Weeks

I am less happy this week with how things are progressing. My worry has shifted from my upper eyes to my lower eyes. My tear troughs, which were addressed through fat transfer, are uneven. As the swelling has gone down, the tear trough under my right eye is much more pronounced, were as the junction between my lower lid and cheek on the left side is more of an even plane and fuller. I wonder if my doc can add a little more fat on the right side if things do not even out in time. I still have pronounced bags when I smile. I hope that this is because I am still swollen and will go away in time, but right now I am feeling like I will never be rid of the bags I've had since childhood. My other worry is that my left lower eyelid seems to be drooping down toward the outer corner. I thought that things should keep getting better week-to-week, but things seem worse now than they were a week ago. Has anyone else experienced this in their healing?
You look great and have come so far. No one will ever see the things we see. Be gentle with you and please give it more time for healing.
You look very nice sallify. No eye makeup all naturale. Ur eyes r symmetrical tiny scar that with time will b diminished. You look GREAT girl. Don't worry B happy^_^!
Lol I meant to say au natural^_*!

Outer Left Corner of Left Eye Drooping

At this point I would expect things to be improving each day, but every day I've been noticing the outer left corner of my eye drop more and more. My eyes are looking more and more asymmetrical and I'm increasingly worried. Could I be developing ectropion in my left eye? Sent pictures to my doc yesterday and he didn't seem worried, but looks even worse to me today.
Hey, finally Sallify...same thing happened to me - but it healed up. My lower lids got really weak and saggy, then miraculously they tightened back up. I thought I was ectropion-ing - but no. It does look red and swollen. Which could be normal healing or perhaps like me - a stitch not quite dissolving causing irritation and swelling making the lid pull down. Mine completely healed. Hope yours does to. What a roller coaster!
I'm so happy to hear that, MN. Were both of your lower lids getting saggy? In my case it's just one. Yes, this is a roller coaster! I don't think I was fully prepared for the ups and downs.
Both of mine got weak - one more than the other. My left eye was actually pulling away from the eye itself. I found comfort during that time in viewing the hundreds of ectropion repair photos on Occulo-plastic websites - including Parsas site. Happy to report that both lower lids are getting their snap back! A little better each week. BTW Thank you again for the Hypericum homeopathic remedy suggestion. That really helps with the nerve regeneration. I'm taking 30c every other day.

Day 33 - What a Difference a Day Makes!

I spoke to Dr. Parsa yesterday via Skype, sharing with him my latest freak-out: the sagging I was experiencing yesterday under my left eye (see post above). He spent a half-hour on the Skype call with me, again answering my questions with calm patience. (My husband, who overheard the call, said that Dr. Parsa should have charged me twice as much for the surgery, given all the follow-up he's done with me because of all my worrying!)

Dr. Parsa said the sagging was due to fluid retention and swelling. The swelling, naturally, is worse first thing in the morning and, sure enough, the alarming photo I posted yesterday was taken first thing in the morning. By the end of the day, when I Skyped with Dr. P., the sagging lid looked much better.

He stressed again the importance of avoiding salt, and he instructed me to start using the steroid drops again -- twice a day for 5 days, then once a day for another 5 days -- to help resolve the swelling. Because I live in the cold, dry northeast, he suggested that I also start running a humidifier to help with the redness and irritation.

Snapped a new picture today, after I've been up for a few hours with a little make-up on. What a difference a day makes, don't you think?

Just a bit of advice to those of you who are pre-surgery or in the early days post-surgery: be prepared for day-to-day changes in the appearance of your eyes and for your healing to be a roller coaster ride. My eyes looked much better to me at 3 weeks than they did at 4 weeks. Dr. Parsa assured me that this is normal. He reminded me of all the things he's been right about so far when addressing my numerous questions since surgery. He asked me to trust him about the sagging eyelid, and assured me that I don't have ectropion.

I do trust you, Dr. Parsa! Thank you for putting up with me.
The title of your post says fat injection. Did you have fat added under your eyes also? If so, how has that been?
Regret65, I had fat injected at the junction of my upper cheek and the tear trough. Of the multiple procedures I had, the fat injection has been the least worrisome. I have new fullness in my upper cheeks that I quite like, but it looks natural. I feel like the left tear trough is fuller and smoother than the right, and have wondered if I'll need a little extra fat injected on the right side, but it's too early to tell. I still have intermittent swelling, and my results look different every day. (Or every hour, it seems!) I had a couple of lumps under the eyes at first that I was worried about, but they have gone away as my doctor said they would. The nice thing about the fat injections vs. Restylane or other HA fillers is that my own fat cannot harbor a biofilm infection, as I experienced in the past from fillers. My doctor injects fat into the muscle (FAMI technique) which is supposed to result in less lumpiness.
did you have fat repositioning and fat injection? i was just reading above.

6 Weeks - Up and Down

The last few weeks have continued to be an emotional roller coaster. I never know what to expect every time I look in the mirror. Sometimes I am surprised and think my eyes look really good. Other times I am shocked by the asymmetry, and become self-conscious that my left eye appears smaller than my right. From the very first photo I took post-surgery, my left eye appears smaller, and this has remained pretty consistent over the past six weeks. My right eye looks perfect to me. The left eye doesn't appear as wide open, the left crease is deeper, and the left corner tends to droop at various times. Trying to be patient and remain optimistic that the results will continue to improve over the next couple of months. On the morning these photos were taken, I thought things were looking pretty good, and was almost ready to change my review to "Worth It." But two days later, I look more asymmetrical again. I do realize that there is a big improvement from the way I looked pre-surgery, but just hoping and praying that the day will come when I am no longer self-conscious about my eyes (and scrutinizing everyone else's!).

Photos to Post Above -Week 6

I realize the two photos above look pretty good. These were supposed to go along with post, but didn't upload.

You Must Think I'm Nuts!

And I'm beginning to wonder if I am, too! I was actually really happy on the day of the 6 week mark when the above photos were taken. And I can see now how good I look in the last batch of photos. My mood today (when I wrote the post) is down, because today the asymmetry problems look more pronounced to me a few days later. Here's a picture from today. Doesn't my right eye look much bigger and wider?
Sallify you look fantastic! I sympathize with your ups and downs, they will decrease. I still look different at different times of the day. It depends on how rested you are, how hydrated, if the moon is full, etc. But your results are amazing. Try to be patient. The 12-14 week mark may be a big turn for the better. My mental state improved dramatically at that point, I hope yours does too! Take care and relax if you can.
Oh, I hope you're right, NC. I know I'm still only halfway to the 3-month mark, and that one is told not to judge one's results before then. Most of the time I feel like time passes much too quickly, but time seems to have stood still these past 6 weeks. I can't wait for the day when I don't think about my eyes even once in 24 hours!
If I really, really stare hard at the picture on day 45, your left eye does look a tiny bit smaller than the right. But if you had not mentioned this several times, I wouldn't have noticed. Not many people have two perfect eyes that look alike, and I think yours look great. Please don't be hard on yourself. I wish I had large eyes like you; mine are very small. I remember a boy calling me a "beady-eyed broad" in Jr High :(

Wearing Contacts Again

Today, at 6 1/2 weeks, I wore contacts for the first time since surgery. They feel perfectly comfortable and my vision is fine. That's one worry I can cross off my list!
how many days before surgery do you start Bromelain?
My doctor had me start Bromelain 4 days before surgery.
i just ordered some of the suppliments you recommended. i wanted to clear with my doctor first. he said it was up to me. i didn't ask him about all because i think he gets pissy when i ask too many questions so i figured at least the arnica and bromelain, they seem to be most needed.

9 Weeks - Still Concerned About Asymmetry

I haven't posted in a few weeks because I haven't wanted to dwell on my worry about my asymmetrical results. I know I'm less than 3 months out, and I know that I shouldn't yet judge my final result.

My scars are healing nicely and becoming less visible. I still wake up with some swelling in the morning, which dissipates as the day goes on. My incisions itch a little from time to time, but not badly. Tenderness has all but gone away.

My left eye still appears smaller, less open than my right eye. My friend who is an esthetician noticed it. The smaller left eye was noticeable in the first photo taken immediately after surgery and is still noticeable. I keep hoping it will improve in time, and have read several reports on RealSelf of asymmetrical eyes that took 6 months to a year to resolve. So I am trying to be patient! Even if it doesn't go away, I don't think it's noticeable to most people.

Of more concern to me is the big bag under my right eye when I smile. It seems apparent to me that there is a bigger hollow (less fat injected? less fat took?) under my right eye. I must confess that I'm a little depressed right now to have had lower eyelid surgery to get rid of the bags, and to still have this big bag under one eye, and am self-conscious of this additional asymmetry.

I will be back in LA to follow up with my doctor in May, but that is more than six weeks away. By then it will be past the three-month mark. I am hoping that if I need more fat injected under my right eye that it can be done then.

In the meantime, trying to stay positive and be patient, knowing that my final results won't be apparent for a long while, and that Dr. Parsa will make any tweaks needed for a satisfactory result.

I must confess that it is hard to read the reviews from people who are only a few weeks post-surgery and thrilled with their results. For some of us, it's a long waiting game, requiring faith and patience.
I think your asymmetry is noticeable only to those who have had, or are contemplating, eyelid surgery -- and that's only b/c we STUDY others' eyes. LO! For the rest of the world, no one would even notice. As for the swelling, like PreciousPug, I also wonder if it's attributable to the healing process -- it's just a bit slower than the other side. This has certainly been quite a roller coaster for you, so do hang in there - I'm sure it will be resolved soon! The one constant is your unwavering confidence in Dr. Parsa, and that's awesome! Before May, will it be possible to Skype him so he can see your concerns, and be ready to address them when you arrive in L.A.?
Thanks, Joejah. Yes, I'm wondering if it's time for another Skype call. I really hate to bother him and am worried that he's tired of my obsessiveness.
I hear what you're saying about bothering the PS. I would give it a little more time. If your appointment is in 6 weeks maybe wait 3 weeks to Skype if you can wait that long. The issues you have may be resolved by then. There's nothing he can do unless you are there. In reference to your other comment...Husbands are funny. I have a piece of furniture - good size - in the living room for the past 5 years and one day recently, my husband says, "Where did you get that"? Are you kidding me? hahaha. I have to flutter my eyelashes in his face to take note when i get juvederm, eyelash extensions etc. I feel the same as you with everything you said about the variety of reviews, the ppl who have been disfigured or have painful eyes are quite scary to contemplate. Of course it's easy for me to say now because I have not had surgery yet but I'm just hoping for healthy eyes and lids that work properly and don't physically feel weird. I'm sure if all that is good then I'll start scrutinzing everything. It sounds odd that the eye lids can take so long to heal sometimes but it is quite common so we have to accept that. I only hope I can have the patience you have.

Changed User Name

Sorry to confuse anyone. Changed my username for privacy reasons. Still me!
You are looking fabulous! I just went to a movie and noticed pretty much everyone has asymmetrical eyes! Funny, I never thought about this BEFORE having my eyes done. Your results look totally natural.
You look like a model in the pic with the red white and blue flag, awesome!
Wow. Honestly, you look beautiful! You know I've followed your journey from the beginning and your story gave me not only valuable information, but the strength to to actually go through with my surgery. I am so grateful to you. I know you will continue to heal and the slight asymmetry that bothers you will eventually go away. You had both your uppers and lowers done. I only had my lowers done. It goes without saying that it will take you longer to heal. Lee.

Crazy Making!

Sometimes I look in the mirror, and I think my eyes look great and don't see any asymmetry and feel happy. Other times I look in the mirror and am shocked that one eye looks half the size of the other, and I get anxious and depressed. I don't know if my eyes are changing or my perception is changing. It's like that optical illusion where if you look at a picture one way it like an young woman, and if you look at it another way you see an old woman.
How are you doing SadieBee?
You mentioned that you had dry eye early on-- please forgive me in advance, but I'll be posting this on others' posts as well, just to get a range of folks' experiences with dry eye) . Do you remember what that felt like in terms of sensation? Did the eye drops resolve your dry eye fairly quickly? Did you have to progress to steroids -- if so, did your PS immediately know that this was needed? Today things went south for me. I got up with an incredible pain in my right eyeball -- hurts like crazy and extremely ultra-sensitive to light! I have been putting non-preservative eye drops in all day, but the pain and light sensitivity remains intense. I'm not sure if this is dry eye -- I always thought of dry eye as a drying out sensation, similar to when one wears contact lenses too long. I don't want to panic, but I'm almost there. If it's not one thing, it's another. I've been trying not to worry about a lump under my left eye that I'm convinced is part of my eye bag that my PS neglected to remove. I realize it's not even been two weeks yet, but I pointed this lump out to him at my one-day post, and again when he removed my stitches at the 5 day post - and to this day the lump remains (he's convinced the swelling is still present); it's been gnawing away at me, though I'm really trying to stay focused on the positive. Based on today, I've concluded that we patients know our bodies best, and docs are far too quick to try to convince us to wait till the end of a magical 12-week period. So at this moment, I'm faced with a choice -- worry abut the lump under my left eye or about the excrutiating pain in my right eye!! Not a good day at all!! Aargh! :-(
So sorry to hear it Joejah! My dry eye felt like I had sandpaper in my eye, or like I had been wearing my contacts too long. There was never any acute pain or light sensitivity. The eyedrops helped a lot. Have you contacted your doc about the pain and sensitivity? If you haven't, I would contact him right away.

Sad and Depressed

I haven't updated my review in a long time because I didn't want to dwell on my worries, and I wanted to give myself a chance to heal before judging my results. I was hopeful that by the three-month mark that my asymmetry would have improved, but now at four months, the asymmetry that was noticeable immediately after surgery is still present.

My left eye still looks smaller and the bag under my right eye is still much more pronounced. I have also have a thick, visible scar at the inner corner of my left eye (despite daily use of Biocorneum scar gel), and puckering of skin at the inner corners of both eyes.

I saw my doctor for a three-month follow up last week and he recommended Botox to my frown lines and crow's feet, which he thought might add some improvement. He recommended another laser treatment at the six-month mark, and suggested that, if necessary, some additional skin could be removed from my left eye after a full year post-surgery. He also suggested trying Restylane again to address the still hollow tear trough under my right eye, but after my biofilm infection, I am naturally fearful of taking that chance again. He feels that the infection is gone and that the chance of another of another biofilm infection is small. He said the risk with another fat transfer is permanent lumps and bumps.

Now that the Botox has taken effect, I feel like it has made things even worse, and the asymmetry is now more pronounced. I've had Botox before to my crow's feet and didn't like it. I feel like it makes my smile look frozen and fake. My mouth is smiling, but my eyes are not. Since the Botox, several people have told me I look tired (not what I want to hear after spending $10,000 on cosmetic procedures to improve my eyes). My eyelids feel heavy and droopy.

I am so sad and depressed right now. I wish I had never started this whole snowball effect by getting Restylane injected to my tear troughs in the first place. I wish I had just been able to accept my normally aging eyes, and appreciate the beauty of my wrinkles. Every attempt to make things look better after the complications I experienced from the Restylane, has only seemed made things worse.

I am reluctant to post this because I like my doctor so much. He is kind and caring, and always available whenever I have a concern. I am grateful to him for removing the last of the infected Restylane and freeing me from the symptoms of the biofilm infection.

I am trying to hold on to hope that in time I will eventually have a satisfying result, but I have spent the past two years feeling constantly self-conscious about my eyes. I am weary and disgusted with myself for spending so much time thinking about my appearance instead of more important things.
Virtual hugs, I'm sorry you are feeling this way and I think you have every right to.  I wish I could make things better for you.  
Thanks, Jill. Feeling much better today.
Jill, quick question. Are the docs whose patients write reviews here on RS notified when the review is first posted and, if so, are they notified each time a review is updated? Just curious...thanks, grace

Feeling Much Better

When I posted my last update two days ago, I was feeling depressed and down about myself for a number of reasons, and not liking the effect of the Botox around my eyes and feeling freakish.

The next day, I felt much better and realized that I didn't look as freakish as I was feeling.

I was also able to Skype again with dear Dr. Parsa yesterday. I want to stress that Dr. Parsa has been so incredibly responsive and immediately available every time I have a concern. And every time I've talked to him about any worries (and if you have been following my journey, you know I've had PLENTY!) I feel so reassured.

Dr. Parsa reminded me that:

1. The Botox will wear off. Some people like the softening it provides to the crow's feet; others do not like the "frozen smile" look. We now know I am in the latter category. It will wear off in a few months, and I never have to do it again.

2. Another laser treatment around the eyes should further tighten the skin and should help with the larger bag I have under the right eye (which is due to the biofilm infection I had there). We will do this in August at the six-month mark. The first laser treatment was so easy, I am not worried about this.

3. He pointed out that I am particularly vulnerable to fluid retention in my face, which accounts for the dramatic differences in my day-to-day appearance. He stressed the importance of avoiding salty and processed foods, making note of which foods cause increased fluid retention, and trying to sleep on my back.

3. Dr. Parsa pointed out that the problems I'm having are due to UNDER-correction, which are much easier to address than OVER-correction. One reason I chose Dr. Parsa to do my surgery is because of his emphasis on being conservative to get natural results. A little more skin can always be removed, or a little more fat/filler can be injected. But if he had removed too much skin, or over-injected fat, I would really be in a predicament! He reminded me again that, if necessary, we can take a little more skin off the left eyelid after a full year has passed. He stressed that it is a simple and routine procedure that can be done under local anesthesia with very little downtime. That was the biggest reassurance!

Dr. Parsa told me that just prior to our Skype conversation, he had performed a seven-hour revision surgery on a patient who had traveled from China to address problems of over-correction. This reminded me how lucky I am to be experiencing problems of under-correction, and what good hands I am in, since Dr. Parsa is known worldwide for his expertise in performing complicated revision eyelid surgery.

Through the sharing my journey, I have wanted to give an honest picture of the emotional ups-and-downs that can accompany the long healing process after eyelid surgery. I have been so grateful to others who've gone before me and shared their journeys. And I am so grateful to this community for lending an ear in my times of doubt, being supportive, and reassuring me that my results look great. Thank you to all who have commented and sent me private messages. Those of you who have been through this understand better than anyone else can.

I realize now that by constantly scrutinizing every little imperfection, I have failed to see the forest through the trees. When I am able to stop looking microscopically at my eyes, and see my whole face, I realize that I look much improved and more youthful, for which I am grateful.

In spite of my worries, I am so glad that I chose Dr. Parsa as my surgeon. He has been incredibly skillful, kind, and patient. He spent an enormous amount of time thinking about my unique case ahead of time, and addressing my concerns afterwards. He has never made me feel as though any of my questions were silly (though I know now that many were!). I feel 100% reassured that all will be well.

He also reminded me that my results are due in part to my unusual case with the biofilm infection and my particular anatomy.

If you have recently had eyelid surgery, or are considering it, it is important not to compare your results to others' here, since every surgery and every patient's anatomy is unique. Be prepared for many months of emotional ups-and-downs. It has been four months now, and I still experience day-to-day changes in my appearance. Most importantly, know that you will need to give it time and BE PATIENT. (Easier said than done.) Thank you, all, for listening and being here.

(Just posted three photos taken at approximately 3 months (pre-Botox), since I never updated at the 3-month mark.)
You look beautiful. Really beautiful. I have posted you a question about the biofilm infection on your other review. I look forward to your response.
I think you look great! I've had horrible results from a lower bleph and one revision, and I'm contemplating a second revision but am terrified. I wish my results were as good as yours. I've learned to not focus on it so much. You are beautiful so try to focus on that instead! Best of luck!
Thank you so much for all of your detailed reviews. Eye surgery is down the road for me. I will be getting Botox for the first time next month. My eyes are very small and I have trouble just putting contacts in so surgery on the eyes is something I will avoid for as long as possible. I'm very interested in laser and would have tried that for wrinkles around my mouth instead of fat transfer if I could have a do over. I think you have beautiful eyes and look wonderful! Thanks again for sharing.
Los Angeles Oculoplastic Surgeon

I am currently 4 months post-surgery. While I am still healing and final results have yet to be seen, there has been a noticeable improvement in my appearance and I am told I look more youthful. Most importantly Dr. Parsa rid my undereye area of previously injected Restylane which had caused a nasty biofilm infection and caused swelling, tenderness, and misery for over a year. Most plastic surgeons and dermatologists remain unfamiliar with the risk of biofilms from temporary filers and how to treat them. I am thrilled to report that I have had no symptoms of the infection since my blepharoplasty. I chose to travel across the country to have Dr. Parsa perform my surgery, not only because of all the glowing reviews of his skills as an oculoplastic surgeon, but also because he is an expert on biofilm infections and researches, writes, and teaches on the subject. Dr. Parsa is one of the kindest, most caring, and compassionate doctors I have ever met. He has spent so much time with me, reassuring me every step of the way. He is always available by email or Skype any time I have a question or concern (and there have been many!) and has been incredibly patient. His assistant Marie is similarly responsive, warm, and friendly. Even though I am not yet fully healed, Dr. Parsa has reassured me that if anything needs tweaking in 6 month or a year, that he will take care of it. He takes great pride in his work, treats all his patients like family, and wants all of his patients to be happy with their results. Thank you, Dr. Parsa!

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