Dehisecence of wound.. looks better...

sorry removed photos and leaving site due to own personal choice, this site has been very helpful and hope it will help you on your journey as well.

Went to dr last went for follow up for wounds they had gotten worse, since he first saw them but have gotten a tad better and are getting better.. or so i think. he told me to keep putting the cream on the "sores" twice a day and come back in two weeks for another follow up. he also removed the stiches while i was there which suprised me i thought it would make the wound worse he said it wouuld actually make them better there were also 2 or 3 of the interanal dissoval ones poking through near the sores .. so he pulled those too. I'm trying to stay postive and not think of anything negative. Dr also told me i could start sleeping any way i want.. yippie as i'm a tummy sleeper, but i did even attempt for 3 nites cuz of the sores i finally did and sleept of tummy for about a hr due to sensativite... but it was nice and i will keep pushing fwd. i am looking fwd to when the dr lets me got back to everyday activites im still not allowed to lift anything due to sores and i have 2 lil ones ... and big one, i am lucky i have a hubby who has been helping sooooo much but im sick of relying on him for eveything. i also want to start working out for summer... i want to buy a new swimsuit! I can wait to go bra shopping, soooooooooo sick of these ugly sports bras! oh well the end reslut will be worth it.. even if i end up with a few extra scars.

Went to the ps again this week and what i thought was a infection.. that had spread to my left breast is actually dehiscence of surgical wound .. basicaly the scar is not healing ... hurts more than before too. he did not pull stiches out, also gave me a cream to put on and has me coming back in two weeks im pretty worried now to... about what i cant really expain.... just that this "holes" will just keep getting bigger and leave me with no boobs! i added a pic of righty from last week looks much better now... biggest issue now is the scars going up to nipples on both righty and lefty i dont have any pics on laptop to upload or i would.