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Well, After talking to FabNewMe she convinced me go big or go home. So I have decided to gain the weight I need to gain to get the results I want. I have my little countdouwn that I look at everyday on my computer and it helps. He suggested I lipo my inner thigh but i'm afraid it'll look to skinny and make my body look akward. I was quoted $5,600 for back, flanks, upper back, lower back, tummy and a xtra $400 for inner thigh. i'm 145 lbs, 24 years old. I love my thigh and don't want to touch them, but if it means better results.... (what do I do).

Well so far I have 2,000 saved up, and im way ahead of schedule with my savings. I have been doing nothing but researching wish pics and reading forums with people who have done surgery with Dr. S. I am so relieve to know that everyone is flocking to Dr.S it reassures me everyday that I made the Right choice.
I'm at ease knowing that I will have someone to go with, who is also doing the surgery. Theres nothing cooler than sharing the experience with someone. I find myself now wanting bigger boobs to match, but I have to take a breath and tell myself one thing at a time. Btw this is the first time in Ever that I'm having surgery done.
Dr.S told me to gain 10-15lbs and I have read that, that is deffinately not a good idea and i've also read that its the best idea for best results. Sometimes making to much research gets me confused and concerned.
I work in an office sitting down all day and it'll be awkward if I have to stand infront of everyone to do my work. I don't want anyone in my family or at work to know. Im surrounded by people that talk [RS bleep] and word spreads like wild fire.
I know im all over the place with wat im talking about but I feel like my brain is all over the place. Im already trying to figureout want im going to wear. I dont want to wear tight clothing to soon and mess up my butt :/ is it silly for me to think that???