Anyone interested in buying me deposit and date from me? Scheduled for 4/16/2013 and put $817.00 down

Ok ok ok so I've been on this site every damn day FAITHFULLY lol my boyfriend is like "damn your on it again?" anyhow, I put my deposit down about a month ago. I have read both the good and bad reviews, but I also observed the before and after pics which look amazing! I had initially scheduled for November but decided to push it back til January. Reason being...I want to make sure that I lose the about 30 lbs and I also want to make sure that I take care I have everything planned out perfectly. I'm OCD about things lol. I must say, I'm nervous but also excited to finally be able to have a body that I'm comfortable with. I getting a bbl and lipo on my arms. I'm not trying to look like magilla gorilla. I sent in my wish pics as well as my consultation pics. Dr said he could do 1100-1200 cc. At first I wanted 800-900 but after reading some of the other members reviews I understand that some of the fat cells die. Ooooo no I'm not spending this kind of money only to have my booty deflate so I figure why not go big or go home. And when I do lose some volume it won't be noticeable. I really commend every woman on here for being brave enough to share their stories. Y'all finally motivated me to write a little somethin somethin. As time gets closer I will write a little more but for now imma just support everyone going through their journey right now.