Finally Feelin' SEXY! 7 wks and pics show some dropping!!!

I'm a 33 yr old mother of 5...ages 14, 12, 6, 3 & 1. Yep I'm one busy momma! I always cater to my kids and husband & I always put myself last, I think most us moms are guilty of this. So I'm doing this for ME. I've never been big chested, but I've never been this flat, it's so sad :(

I used to always be about a 34B since I was a teenager, but after each baby my poor boobs just kept losing volume. I NEVER even thought about getting implants. I always wished I had bigger breasts, I wished I had cleavage, but I never even considered implants. My desire kicked in towards the end of last year. Then came the beginning of this year & in January I said I'm getting me some [RS bleep] dammit! I deserve them. I want to fit into my shirts, I'm tired of being insecure and not filling out my shirts. I have so many shirts in my closet that I haven't even worn because I have no boobies.

My friend said maybe this was my mid-life crisis, LOL. I don't know but this isn't like me. I will usually talk about something like this but not really follow through. I'm a Gemini so I'm blaming it on the other "girl" that's trying to bring out my wild side. I want to be sexy. I know I got 5 kids, but I can still be sexy and conservative, right? LOL.

I've never worn a bikini and I WANT to be able to wear one if I want without feeling insecure. So anyway.......

I had my pre-op on the 13th. I chose 360cc and told them how TERRIFIED I am. I don't like pain, you would wonder why on earth I had 5 kids (2 of them without ANY medication because they came too fast!) Of course they told me I'd be fine, I'll let you know if I'm fine afterwards...LOL.

I chose my PS because a friend of mine went to him to fix a broken bone in her face (from an ex-boyfriend) & she also had a tummy tuck. He did amazing on both her procedures. He also did her grandads face lift years ago and that man (80 years old) looks no older than 60! So I feel like I'm in good hands. I'm still TERRIFIED though!

Oh and my husband wants me to go BIG! He SAYS he's not a boob man, but since I said I'm getting them, he's been telling me to go big - sending me pics and stuff. Uh huh, the truth is coming out!! LOL. I called the office and asked them to up my implants to the 400 cc.

I don't want to be big at all. I just wanted to be full...at least a full C. I stressed to the doc that I still want to look natural and I want my new boobs to fit my body. They told me that they will go into the operating room with 3 different sizes. The one I picked and one over and one under. They also told me that they will make sure I'm proportioned from my shoulders to my hips. So I trust they won't make me too big.

Did I tell y'all I'm TERRIFIED? I'm so nervous, my stomach keeps flipin' around every time I think about it, which is 24/7.

My surgery date is set for the 27th at 7am.