31 Years Old with 4 Kids - Great Britain, GB

Ok so I thought ill take this moment to give a brief insight to who I am and why am I doing such a big procedure. First of all im a mother of 4 started having kids at the age of 19 I am now 31 working full time. I have always been conscious of my weight b4 having kids but being pregnant was great for me as it was an exuse to eat what I want. I have always crashed diet after my kids and get back down to normal size however after my last child I got too comfortable and kept on eating (why o why) any how I always went uo to a size 13.5 stones when pregnant and usually get bk down to a 9 ish to 9.5 but I started to sit at 11.5 for a long time. my last child is now 2 I have recently shift the weight since January and now I sit at 9.11. to most I look slim I know i am at a reasonable weight but with a kangaroo pocket and saggy boobs you always think it's still a weight issue. I would like to be 9.5 stones however I think this surgery will make me a little more satisfied. I hate the idea of worrying what to eat and having my stomach look as though I ate a pumpkin. I have now decided to go under the knife. I want to look sexy I have no plans of having any more kids. I jus want to go on holiday n feel good about my body. I have saved half the money n loaned the rest with a bit extra to treat family to a holiday after this all goes down I can't wait. I wake up and go to bed thinking and researching my surgery. I can go on but dnt want to bore you lol however I will say my biggest concern n worry are 2 things. something goin wrong whilst being under an anestetic. 2 is having to go back to work after only having 2 weeks off and not even telling anyone at work what I'm having done. is this a mistake im not sure but I will soon find out.

I have been to quite a few consultations but I've made up my mind researching Is so hard my second consultation is in a week to put deposit down omg as my journey begins but still have plenty time and less than a week to see any other surgeons. Is there anyone else who maybe having this same procedure around the same time. Will upload photos at another date