Still losing volume !!!

Ok yesterday I was week 3. I still haven't measured yet because I know it will drive me crazy. I'm getting lymphatic massages twice a week. I have some scar tissue in my stomach and my upper inner thighs. Working on breaking it up... I'm happy with my results because it is full and very natural looking however im so nervous because I continue to lose volume..... I'm wearing my garnment anywhere from 18-23hrs.. I'm using maderma once a day and coco butter. I really wish I could post pics but when I hit the upload pics button it does nothing. Oh well I'll update in a week

Ladies. Sorry I've Bren MIA but I've had a lot going on. I still can't post pics from my stupid phone. However I would like to share my experience. Ok I sat out to gain 20lbs. I made it up to 15lbs at that weight check DrJ thought that he could get 750-800cc per cheek. The week before my surgery I had a stomach virus and dropped down to only 131 putting my at a 12lb weight gain and for my little body those 3lbs made a big difference. Ok nothing I could do he wanted me to reschedule but I couldn't I already had the time off and arrangments had been made for a family member to come help. Long story short I came out with 700cc. Ok cool because the day I went home it was huge I'm talking way 2 big huge. However just as they say it went down . At first I was really happy because I only wanted natural but I'm now 8 days post op and it continues to go down daily. Now I'm smally but I was working with a little someting already . All my fat fell to the bottom of my butt before surgery. It has filled me out but if you didn't know me, you would even notice which is good I guess. Shhhh I don't know. We'll see in 6 weeks but I really can't afford to lose anymore!!!

So I'm 2 weeks out today. Struggling with gaining these last 5-6lbs. I want to vomit I'm so sick of ensure. I have to stop my bcp today and the thought of that puts extreme fear in my mind. Can't be getting pregnant. Lol. I still can not add any pics.